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Elvenbeads

Every nerve that can thrill with pleasure, can also agonize with pain. HORACE MANN, A Few Thoughts f

About Me

I AM PAGAN. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of Life, of the You... I celebrate with singing, dancing, feasting, rituals, and in other ways.
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~~I am Pagan. I am part of the whole of nature: the rocks, the animals, the plants, the elements, and stars are my relatives. Other humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, genders, sexual orientation, ages, nationalities, religions, or lifestyles. Planet Earth is my home. I have my own part to play and I seek to discover and play the part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of nature, treating others with respect. ~~~I am the water, the water is me I am the fire of life, the fire of life is me. I am all things, and all things are me I am oneness and Oneness is three. We are ONE, we are three Blessed Be!
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Yes I am pagan. I give you this information now, so that those who do not share the same faith that I have. I have no trouble with people who have different beliefs than me.I DON'T JUDGE OTHER PEOPLE!!!What I have trouble with is people who want to force their beliefs on me. You never see Pagans trying to convert others, do you? I don't understand why other faiths feel the need to "witness/convert" me.
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I also design and create custom Jewelry. If you take a look at my pictures who will find but a few of my current pieces. This is in no way all of them. It gives you an idea of some of what I am working on now. I create necklaces, earrings, pendants and other types of bracelets. I work with all types of glass beads, pearls, seed beads, as well as Swarovski Crystals. With just a few simple items I can make you a one-of-a-kind piece (your wrist, neck, ankle, or ring size: your favorite colours, what you want the piece to say about you and what types of beads do you like.)
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I also write poetry, mostly dark types and I write Erotica. I have recently been web published at Literotica.com and if you ask nicely I might give you the link to my stories profile there. *smiles* I am also into a little D/s.
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Achieve perfect peace within my soul. BE A PART OF THE ONE'S I LOVE.... my sisters, my family, my friends. be healthier. be myself. Become self-sufficient with little means. Change our government and the World. End Violence against the Voiceless. enjoy life. Give-share-help as much as possible. Help heal our planet. HELP IN FINDING LOVING HOMES FOR ANIMALS. Help the Environment, Hug Lotsa Trees! leave sumthin behind to make ppl SMILE. Live and let others live. Live each day as if it were my last! Make a difference anyway that I can. Make at least one person smile everyday! promote and exist in peace. Save more trees and forests. Save the weak from harm or hurt. Show the world a different way to live. SPREAD DIVERSITY. take away all negativity from the world. To Be A Human Being Not A Human Doing! To live life to it's fullest! And FINALLY help find a cure for ALL CHRONIC PAIN patients, like me. WRITE ABOUT IT ALL write write and write!

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My Interests

My interests run the field from jewelry design to writing dark poetry. I love to read. Anything from Historical Romances anything from early Ireland and Scotland. One of my favorite trilogy's is the Sleeping Beauty Trilogy... it just gives me all sorts of naughty feelings.My interests also run into a bit of BDSM.I also read Manga and Vampire Hunter D novels. But i also craft. I paint and love sketching as well.

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet all members of my family that i have not yet met. Also I'd love to meet someone who could cure my chronic Pain issues completely and forever. Including ignoring the fact that I'm "only in my mid-30's" and agree to do a double knee replacement. Since the pattela-femoral disorder and the RA has stripped ALL of the cartlidge from my knees. I'd also like to meet my Disability Judge.. but I'm sure so would the other 13999 other people who also waiting to be heard.

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Music:

I listen to music from Loreena McKennitt to Thelonius Monk. But i also really dig the music from the 50's 60's 70's and 80's especially. I also like a lot of New Age Celtic music. Especially bands like, Emerald Rose, Steve McDonald, and Wolfstone. If you are looking for great ANIME & DDR MUSIC be sure to check out http://gh.ffshrine.org/?r=83627 and it's all completely free.

Movies:

Dragonheart, Kiki's Delivery Service, Spirited Away, RODtv, Fruits Basket, Ai Yori Aoshi, Ai Yori Aoshi Enishi, Stomp: The Yard, Pan's Labyrinth, The Fountain, Bambi, Sleeping Beauty, etc. If you are looking for great ANIME & DDR MUSIC be sure to check out http://gh.ffshrine.org/?r=83627 and it's all completely free.

Television:

JAG, Dog: The Bounty Hunter, Blood+, 7th Heaven, Las Vegas, Numbers, Survivor, Amazing Race, Project Runway, ANTM, NCIS, Jewelry Making, Rides, Trinity:blood, Bleach, Extreme Makeover:home edition, CSI: Miami, Real World, CSI, Last Exile, ER, Miami Ink, American Chopper, Road Rules, Overhaulin, Eureka 7, Last Exile, etc...

Books:

Bondage For Sex, Sleeping Beauty Trilogy, Anne Bishop, Bertrice Small, Karen Marie Moning, Anything about Herbal craft, Anything about Celtic Faery Paganism, anything about Druidism, Anything about Wicca and Witchcraft, Edain McCoy, Fruits Basket Manga, Read or DreamTV, Harry Potter series, Piers Anthony, Bound to Love: A Collection of Romantic BDSM Erotic Stories, jude devereux, vampire hunter d nora roberts, Diana Gabaldon: The Outlander series Pagan Polyamory: Becoming a Tribe of Hearts, When Someone You Love Is Kinky, Training to Pleasure, Erotic Bondage, He's on Top: Erotic Stories of Male Dominance and Female Submission, Consensual Spanking, Over the Knee, etc..

Heroes:

my mother.... she died when i was 25. i have others but its personal to me.

My Blog

Full Moon Wolf Song

A friend hears the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails.  Author Unknown     The Moonlight calls to me as if you are with me It pulls at my heart like hundr...
Posted by Elvenbeads on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 10:33:00 PST

passion spent

Mountains, Standing on the top Looking out over the valley Lifeless&   Voices Yours and theirs, Asking me To stay&   Flight A drive off Into Nothing&   Alone Finally ...
Posted by Elvenbeads on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 05:24:00 PST

On life trials or a death-walk

It was so weird yesterday... I slept half the day and still managed to sleep last night.  The last thing I remember last night was watching YouTube videos of a Salah, who's a French dancer doin...
Posted by Elvenbeads on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 06:07:00 PST

Come Together

I was thinking tonight& about many things one of which was something my friend said to me.  He said that he thinks that we should all stop hating so much and basically learn to love one another.&...
Posted by Elvenbeads on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 04:05:00 PST

High Priestess card

Self: The High Priestess Main (positional) meaning:  Your intuitive receptivity is one of your greatest strengths. The card in the Self position reveals aspects of how you perceive yourself rig...
Posted by Elvenbeads on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 09:13:00 PST

Apologies

Apologies, heartfelt and sad- wishing I could take back my stupidity&.   Voices raised, so full of anguish- your anger showing through, i was too stupid to hear&   Fear, that I ma...
Posted by Elvenbeads on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 06:37:00 PST

Changes

Last night I went out for my Ritual& something Solitary for my self and for something I wanted to accomplish for others. The ritual itself went well.  The Ring of Protection went off well and I...
Posted by Elvenbeads on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 11:58:00 PST

painting the walls

Pain, A dark spot Bright spot Bloody spot&   Blood, Dripping Dropping Slipping like,  life down my arms&   Life, Oozing Away& No longer apart of me.   Fear, Gr...
Posted by Elvenbeads on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 10:10:00 PST

kill me

cry silence cry in freedom say, don't cry for me...   tears drip like rain slipping, dripping down my cheeks cannot explain my pain&   drowning in sorrow this is when I think I o...
Posted by Elvenbeads on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 10:28:00 PST

Dance Education & sleep deprevation

Frustrated is what I am& I am tired from being awake but its not a tired that I am unhappy about because I have spent the last few days watching videos and learning about all types of dance...
Posted by Elvenbeads on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 12:48:00 PST