Its difficult to accumulate ones interests into a small space without sounding rather dull or rather full of ones own self worth.
Personal insight interests me, having the ability to understand the subconscious thought behind that decisions that you make through out life. Small moments of clarity occur sporadically for me but when they do I clasp firm the garnished stones of understanding.
Cleary from the content of this page it may be apparent that I am a lover of words and images. Poetry has offered me a salvation from a life I longed to forget. Now, with the help of certain friends and my poetry I have come to understand there is no forgetting only healing.
The majority of this writing can be found in my first book Everybody Else’s Girl published by D/E/A/D/B/E/A/T Publishing. It’s a new, small independent but I know that in terms of greatness and potential it will go far. Jack Henry is a staggering human being.
Aside from writing it would be far to say that I have a camera constantly attached to my free hand (that being the one not holding a pen). I think that should I choose to post half of what I’ve taken the servers owned by Myspace would be permanently down. I choose often to reflect on two things in my photography, nature (my beautiful surroundings of childhood) and the reflection of the self in the lens. There are moments when something can be captured by a camera, when the subject is not thinking of anything that can truly reflect the inner thought, feeling etc.
Other than these two things I am truly focus on making my life that which can be called my own. I have true and deep love and intend to nature that great power to become all that it can be.
I hope that if you choose to continue reading what I have chosen to share on this “pages†you will find something thoughtful, some insight into challenging subjects…just a moment that causes you to pause and reflect.
Meeting oneself, your true self that would be an experience. I used to say that I would like to meet myself before I lost a part of myself, years ago. It no longer seems important to say that as feel in some way I have found her. It has been a long and troubled process but I firmly stuck my choosen path of self discovery and finally there is light.
I would like to meet…self control……understanding…..enlightenment…..courage….
.identity…..love…..peace….approval…..faith……puni
shment…..positive thought…..truth….
The real mother that exists outside the lie that lives in another town from me, the real father that stand up for his child when they require protection. The family that accepts the rough with the smooth until they become worn and soft and embellishment of one another’s faults and glories.
Finally I would be commited to meet those who thoughts were their own and in that their own commitment to speaking the truth. to know is a value yet to know and speak with silent longing is criminal. Those who stand for belief - against those who challange them, challange them strongly with opposition, these are the people I wish to meet. We should be aware of honesty, speaking with passion for it is knowing and doing with our hearts and minds that will bring change...if you are that person...I am here
Anything, anything at all. Except Pop at which point I would rather poke myself in the eye with a Bic Biro.
is a waste of good time spent doing important things
To read is to expand ones mind, so it should be said that one must read everything. Even that which is written badly, for that too can teach us something.
"I myself have never been able to find out precisely what feminism is: I only know that people call me a feminist whenever I express sentiments that differentiate me from a door mat or a prostitute."
~Rebecca West, "Mr Chesterton in Hysterics: A Study in Prejudice," The Clarion, 14 Nov 1913, reprinted in The Young Rebecca, 1982
Hero is as here does. I cannot look up to people who have an undignified desire to be famous for fames sake. I look instead for inspiration in small things, gestures that go unnoticed and forgoten. There are few heroes in this life and far too many demons. However these women each stand for something to my mind and deservingly so