Gentle Night, I hear you beckon.
I bask beneath your Promised Vision.
Fill me with your Eminent Wisdom.
Insinuate my souls empty spaces.
Shield me from Conspicuous Vulgarity.
Remind me that some Humanity exists.
Offer Harmony, to which I can confide.
Enshroud me Night, so that I might Survive.
~Andrea Cool
"You are the air that stirs my burning ember to life from a seemingly dead and gray, cold pile of ashes.....threatening to burst into flames at any moment...to consume the very thing that churns me.."~Me
Quote "Fuck you! Fuck you with something..Hard..and Sandpapery!" ~ Liam Sullivan AKA Kelly
I have a fond love for written word. Poetry. Arts become me. I love to bellydance while I am trancing and tuning into the energies that surround me. I love to capture the essence of a persons emotions on film.. I love to experience through others. Listening and watching. This is but only a few of my interests. If I gave them all away, I wouldn't be a very Interesting person to get to know, now would I?
*pulls string* ........The Japanese Fighter Crayfish goes.... "KIOSK!"...*whining noise of string winding back in*
The One who make a Leap of Faith...No.. doesn't have to jump off a building.. but.. it better be something unique and spectacular and breathtaking... I'm an overly romantic person.. you ain't gonna impress me with fucking lame ass shit every other girl falls for.. nuff said..
Now, roses and violets please many a wench,
But I've found a taste for the cane and the bench,
And bunches of blossoms be treated with scorn,
It's "To hell with the roses - just give me the thornes!"
~THE ROPES by S Hartwell
You scored as Blue, Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You're grateful for what you have in life, even if it's not perfect. People love you for who you are, don't ever change that- it's what makes you the great person that you are.
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I LOVE, and I STRESS, I LOVE music. It's a big part of everything to me. Music invokes my moods, my memories, my dreams, my creativity, and so much more.The music playing on my page, will change from time to time.I chose them according to what I feel like listening to at the given moment.. cause yeah.. I listen to it daily :)
If you want to listen to a LOT Of different music I listen to.. click stop or pause on the player above, put this one below on Random and hit play.
Enjoy. (warning, it seems to like to empty itself once in a while so if its saying I don't have a playlist.. be patient.. I will have one up pronto)
Growing up, I was influenced by such things as..
The Eagles, Steppenwolf, Grand Funk Railroad, Alice Cooper, Ted Nugent, Led Zeppelin, Fleetwood mac, Reo Speedwagon, Billy Joel, Billy Idol, Madonna, David Bowie, Pet Shop Boys, Chicago, Pat Benatar, Duran Duran, Bob Dylan, Cindi Lauper, Tears for Fears, Bryan Adams, Janis Joplin, Heart, Pink Floyd, GnR, Poison, Aerosmith, Metallica, Skid Row, and more.
And then I grew into....
REM, The Cure, Dead Can Dance, Smashing Pumpkins, Lou Reed, Siouxsie And The Banshees, Ministry, Faith No More, Lightning Seeds, Depeche Mode, Morrisey (and yes The Smiths too), The Lemonheads, Toad and the Wet Sprocket, The The, Rusted Roots (I had their demo tape for several years before they were on the radio, neener!) Sisters Of Mercy, Type O Negative, Endura, Enigma, Enya, Lorena Mckennit, 10,000 maniacs, The Sundays, Lords of Acid, My life with the Thrill Kill Kult, Ramones, Fugazi, Pixies, Concrete Blonde, NIN, STP, NoFX, Prodigy, Rob Zombie, Evenescence, Kylie Minogue, Moby, Rammstein, Hanzel Und Gretyl, Sex Pistols, The Clash, Leonard Cohen, Echo and the bunnymen, The Psychedelic Furs, Joy Division, Iggy Pop, The Velvet Underground, Blondie, Daft Punk, KMFDM, Garbage, The Sugar Cubes (and then of course Bjork), Portishead, Massive Attack, Cruxshadows, ..did I say Rammstein yet? And one, Rollins, Janes addiction,
Hrm....Combichrist, Modulate,VNV Nation, Android Lust, god...so many awesome bands..
(btw.. if I don't have a german industrial band listed here and you DON'T SHARE IT WITH ME so I can hear it.. I will be sour towards you.. I've a huge love of German Industrial)
Middle Eastern music (for the bellydancing I teach) Egyptian, Gypsy type stuff,
I'm very open to hear new stuff.. if you think I will love it, or you think I can do a Tribal/Gothic/Fusion choreography to it.. by all means .. share it. Don't be afraid to just email me and say "LISTEN TO THIS NOW BITCH!".. (I take orders very well *nod*)
Send me Your Banner, If I like your music, I'll Post it here! Thanks!
I love way too many Movies.. so I'll just list a few of them. Phantom of the Opera, Quills, Legend, The Neverending Story (No, not the sequels..) The Seventh Sign, Princess Bride, Poltergeist, hrm.. I'll add more as I think of the ones that really stand out that I would watch again without getting bored.
Heroes, House, Lost, CSI, 4400, Law and Order. IN that order, yes
I read .. No, I don't think you understand. I READ a LOT! So to keep the list down a little, I will tell you what I am reading at the moment. So this will change from time to time.
Wheel of Time Series
Books that influenced my reading so much?:
Alas Babylon
Stephen King-too many to list
Anne Rice-Too many to list
Keats
Green Gables (yes.. when I was a kid.. I read this series)
Pippi Longstocking was another from childhood.
Various Romance novels.. God did I read the hell out of those for a while.
Various Vampire based stories.. read the hell out of those too.
I'm not kidding when I say I've read a lot.. that's ALL I used to be allowed to do.
My Children:
Gage, because he brought new life to me, made me see that it was worth living. His humor always puts me back in the right frame of mind.. even when I can not admit it.
Maura, who see's life through eyes of justice and leads herself with a good heart. She is compassion.
Erica because she knows what she wants, when she wants it and she hard headed enough to get it. Be it by wit or pure pushing, she is strong. Bold. Outgoing.
Autumn, because she always has a smile on her face and even in the dreariest of days she will look at me and smile that smile and it cheers me up. She is my Happy Go Lucky.
My Non Lesbian, Platonic WIFE, Laura. She has been the stone foundation that's kept me upright ever since I met her. She is NOT afraid to tell it like she see's it and she will also be the first to console me when I truly need it, without pity. Honest. She is a Mother of 4 boys and She might be irish, but piss her off and I see an italian backhand coming at ya! She is THE BEST Second Parent my Kids have EVER had. She's a better "Momma" To Autumn than her Father will EVER be at being "Dad".. Chew on it fagboy.