*Kitty K.*

First of all.. haha, this will be my rant section. If you don't read any of my profile, at least read THIS before you message me. If you don't? I'm not responsible for any snappy/bitchy message that you recieve as a reply to a dumbass message that you might send me.DO NOT MESSAGE ME WITH ANY BULLSHIT!!If you message me with something like "Hey Babe.." Or "Hey Sexy" or any stupid shit like that? I'M NOT GOING TO TALK TO YOU!Don't message me and ask what I like to do, or what I'm interested in, or even how old I am or anything like that.. because that OBVIOUSLY means that you haven't read ANY of this profile..I'm not interested in finding a fuck buddy either.IF YOU ARE OVER 30? I'm not interested!!Mmkay, on to the NICE me!I'm in the Cadaver Cabaret! I go by Kitty Killbourne, click the link below for our MySpace page to see when we perform next!Alright Bitches, Here's ME! I'm Kira, 20 years old (born on the cusp so I'm an aries and a pisces, more of the latter I believe), work full time as a receptionist/accountant/little bit of everything in a small office. I used to be a ballerina (for about 12 years) but I stopped due to school and work scheduling problems.. Now I regret it and continually think of going back, but I gotta work out the time. I miss being on stage and performing, that's truly a high like no other. (Weird that I love to be on stage, but hate crowds of strangers, eh? I'm full of conflicts, kinda like the English language.. haha) I graduated high school a year early and started community college the day before I graduated. I did a year and a half of full-time college (as well as worked 2 jobs, and danced) before I got burned out and dropped out. I've been contemplating going back and doing some night classes to get my associates, but I still don't know what I want to do etc, so I'm stuck.. I'm thinking about doing the Psychology thing, and just going for my Doctorate.. but that is a lot of school.. made into even MORE school because I'd have to do it all in night classes etc... But I don't know.. My mom says she doesn't care what I do, as long as I write her a book before she dies. I'm floundering right now career wise. I'm insanely shy around people that I don't know, so dun be surprised if you never hear me speak one word until after a few times of meeting you. Crowds and lots of people make me nervous, but I'm trying to get over that fear and have some fun in life! I just broke up with my man of about 2 years (he was living with me for about a year) But I had to get rid of him because he was not coming home, not calling me, not treating me how I deserve to be treated.. I know a relationship takes two people, and I know some of the things that caused our split are definately my fault (I'll readily admit I'm a slob, I never pretended not to be!) but when he's gone out all night and not calling home, and getting pissed at me for 'asking too many questions' then it's time for me to move on, because I don't like being played for the fool. Turn it around on me and my trust issues all you want (I do have problems trusting, but hell, I've been fucked over by EVERY guy I've been with so far!) It's hard to trust someone when they keep giving you so many reasons not to trust them (I.e.- not coming home for multiple days or calling to let me know you're okay!!) What else? Born in Irving, moved to New Mexico with my parents and lived there until I was about 7-8. My parents got divorced (when I was about 3) and after a few years my brother and I came to live with my mom who had moved back to Dallas, and I've been here since I love Texas! My current favorite color is Green, but I like yellow, blue and black too. Hrm... I'm pretty lazy! I'll be the first to admit that I'm a slob as well. I loathe cleaning, abhor laundry etc etc.. If I was rich I would just continually buy more and more clothes so that I never had to wash them. Unfortunately, that's not possible just yet, haha. My apartment would be a pig sty if it wasn't for Brandon, who does most of the cleaning (I do still do the laundry, dishes every now and again and clean the bedroom, he does everything else) and nearly all the cooking (hey, he's in culinary school, he needs the practice!) But I work, so it's kinda an even trade.Most people look at me and see a quiet innocent little girl, but never judge a book by it's cover, 'cause I just might come back to bite you in the ass! If you ever talk to me on the phone you will see that I sound like a 5 year old, and lots of people make fun of me for it, bill collectors get confused and ask to speak with "my mommy" LoL- shut it bitch, I'm 20!I really am a quiet person when I get around new people, but if you ever see me hanging out with my brother, or one of my really close friends, or even at work, I can get loud and crazy just like anyone else.I never take any of my jewelry off, unless I'm showering, and most of the time I fall asleep with my glasses on, I broke them so I had to get ghetto and sew (yea bitches, I know how to sew, what now?!) them together where the little screw is supposed to be.I live on mexican food and italian food, any kind of bread, as well as anything sweet (which probably explains my huge ass!). My mom says I'm a vegetarian that doesn't like vegtables, and eats beef jerkey (and steak when I go to Kobe's). I love pretty much any fruit except for blueberries, pears, bananas and rasins.I'm really bored at this moment, which is why I'm writing all this random crap about me. I have green eyes, when I was little I always wanted blue eyes, but I guess green isn't that bad. People always ask me if I'm wearing fake eyelashes 'cause mine ROCK!When I'm sad/mad/upset or anything like that... I like to spend money.. It's a compulsive bad habit that I sometimes can't keep in check, which is the reason all my credit cards are maxed out..