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About Me

THERE ARE MANY FACES TO ME. MANY SIDES TO MY THINKING. MANY REFLECTIONS. WHAT YOU SEE HERE IS WHAT YOU GET. I DON'T WANT YOUR GOD DAMN EXCUSES. I DON'T WANT YOUR GUILT TRIPS. I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOUR SAD SOB STORIES. DO I LOOK LIKE I GIVE A SHIT? ASK ME IF I CARE. I AM HERE TO LIVE LIFE AND HAVE FUN DOING IT. ANYONE GOT A PROBLEM WITH THAT, FUCK OFF. I MAY HAVE A PRETTY PICTURE OR TWO, BUT DON'T LET THAT FACE FOOL YOU. I WORK FOR WHAT I WANT, I GET WHAT I WANT, AND I STOP AT NOTHING. SUCH IS LIFE.
I'm a retired guitarist. I gave up trying to get a band together when I moved to the state of Arkansas due to the immaturity and lack of musicianship I have ran across here. I have played in several bands, with lots of people, and played many shows. My honest opinion when it comes to female musicians is most of them suck. And men who play in bands and have girlfriends that are jealous never go anywhere.
I support musicians, if they are good. I don't support the groupies because they bring bands down. I've seen it. I've been there. If you are serious about your fucking music, then ditch the bitch.
I'm very awkward, I dress differently, and I like to think of myself as ugly. I'm not a fucking supermodel, and never want to be. I am me. Live with it or get the fuck off my page.
FOR ALL OF YOU LAZY MOTHERFUCKERS THAT DON'T SUPPORT OUR TROOPS, REMEMBER THEY ARE THE ONES THAT GIVE YOU THE FREEDOM TO BE A LAZY ASS IN THE FIRST PLACE. SHUT THE FUCK UP, QUIT BITCHING, AND SHOW YOUR PRIDE FOR YOUR COUNTRY AND THOSE PUTTING THEIR ASS ON THE LINE FOR YOU!
My cousin Robby and his prom date. He's decided to attend college first before joining the Marines.
My good friend Josh and his beautiful wife. He's in the Army and stationed in Iraq. Make it home safe bro!
My cousins robby and Mike and Mark. All future Marines.
My cousin Mikey. In the Marines and stationed in Iraq. Come home safely!
WARNING: I SAY IT LIKE IT IS. I MEAN WHAT I SAY. I WILL SAY THINGS YOU DO NOT LIKE. I WILL SAY THINGS YOU DISAGREE WITH. IF THIS BOTHERS YOU, DO NOT READ FURTHER. INSTEAD PUT THIS IN YOUR BROWSER WWW.IMASORRYASSCRYBABYANDEVERYTHINGOFFENDSMYDUMBASS.COM
HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!
I'm not on myspace to flash my ass or my tits. I'm not on myspace to scare people. I'm not on myspace to be cool and make friends (I have friends in real life). And I'm already cool enough.
I don't want to hear from fluffy bunnies. This includes: gothic people who think they are witches, wiccans, satanists or some made up religion. Young kids who call themselves satanists because they think it's cool and do it for the scare factor. People who call themselves wiccans and witches and dress up like fucking fairies and act like the fake bitches from the movie the craft. People who think Harry Potter is the shit. People who think magic is about waving a damn wand and getting instant results. People who think everything in life will be handed to them on a gold platter. People who think life in general is all about hearts, rainbows and carebears and all things positive. Fake little fairies that believe in that rule of 3 shit and the wiccan rede. You are all so hellbent on bashing Christians but you act just fucking like them. You are the Militant, hardcore, heretics! Fucking losers.

IF YOU ARE OFFENDED EASILY BY HARSH OPINIONS AND FOUL LANGUAGE, LEAVE THIS PAGE NOW.
IF YOU ARE OF THE NON-IDIOT PERSUASION, PLEASE FEEL FREE TO READ FURTHER.
THOSE WISHING TO BEFRIEND ME, BETTER HAVE A GOOD FUCKING REASON.
My mother and I, February 20th, 2008
YOU FUCKING SKANK WHOREBAGS THAT ARE TRYING TO SCAM ON MILITARY GUYS AND GIVE THEM YOUR GENITAL WARTS AND HERPES, KISS MY ASS. I GUESS THE TERM "MODEST" DOESN'T FIT IN WITH THE MAJORITY OF FEMALES THESE DAYS. MOST ARE SLUTS AND HAVE PROFILES WITH JUST A PICTURE OF THEIR FAT ASS OR UGLY ASS TITTIES. CAN I ASK WHY THE FUCK YOU HAVE A PICTURE OF A FUCKING ASS? FARTS AND SHIT COME OUT OF ASSES. WHO THE FUCK WANTS TO LOOK AT AN ASS? YOU POSE LIKE YOU'RE FUCKING SEXY OR SOMETHING IN YOUR BIKINI ALL LAYING ABOUT LIKE SOME FUCKING BIMBO ON CRACK. YEAH SURE GUYS WILL SEE THAT AND THEY MIGHT THINK, "DAMN, SHE'S HOT!", BUT WHEN THEY MEET YOU AND FIND OUT YOU'RE A LOSER, POSER, SICK ASS FUCKING TRAMP, THEY LOSE THE RESPECT THAT YOU NEVER DESERVED IN THE FIRST PLACE. OH DAMN SORRY. DID I HURT YOUR FUCKING FEELINGS? JUST KIDDING I'M NOT SORRY. I'M BLUNT, OUTSPOKEN, AND I HATE WOMEN THAT USE MEN BY SHOWING BODY PARTS. YOU MUST HAVE NO FUCKING LIFE IF ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS TAKE PICTURES OF YOUR NEEDLE RIDDEN, RAIL THIN BODY. GAIN SOME FUCKING WEIGHT YOU FUCKING RETARDED SCABBY ASS WANKER.
IF YOU ARE READING MY PROFILE KNOW THAT I WILL NOT ACCEPT YOU IF YOU HAVE NOTHING IN COMMON WITH ME. OTHER THEN THAT, I DO NOT DO DRUGS AND I WILL NOT ACCEPT FRIEND ADDS FROM PEOPLE WHOSE PROFILES HAVE BIG POT LEAFS ON THEM AND PICTURES OF THEM SMOKING A BONG. SORRY I HAVE THE POWER WITHIN MY MYSPACE TO DENY YOUR ASS AND I WILL. JUST BECAUSE I LIKE METAL MUSIC DOES NOT MEAN I LIKE BLACK LABEL SOCIETY OR OTHER SHITTY BANDS LIKE THAT. DON'T ADD ME. JUST BECAUSE YOU LIVE IN THE SAME TOWN AS ME AND THINK IT WOULD BE COOL TO HAVE ME AS A FRIEND, DON'T ADD ME EITHER. I MOVED TO BOONEVILLE, ARKANSAS (POPULATION 4,117)IN 2004 FROM FRESNO, CALIFORNIA (POPULATION 700,000). FUCKING CULTURE SHOCK. I COULD HANDLE IT IF PEOPLE DROVE FUCKING BUGGIES LIKE THE AMISH, BUT INSTEAD THEY'RE JUST FUCKING STUPID. I'M TIRED OF BEING STARED AT BECAUSE I'M DIFFERENT. YOU MOTHERFUCKERS ARE THE ONES THAT ARE DIFFERENT. AT LEAST I COME FROM THE REAL WORLD, NOT NO SHIT KICKING, ROOSTER FIGHTING LITTLE TOWN WHERE EVERYONE IS FUCKING EVERYONE AND EVERYONE KNOWS EVERYTHING ABOUT EVERYONE ELSE. FUCK THAT. THIS TOWN HAS OVER 23 REALLY BIG CHURCHES. I DO NOT ATTEND CHURCH. PLEASE DO NOT ADD ME AS A FRIEND THINKING THAT YOU CAN SOMEHOW CONVERT ME. BECAUSE THE BOTTOM LINE IS, I CAN SHOOT QUICKER THEN YOU CAN CONVERT. AND IF YOU ARE A JEHOVA WITNESS GO AWAY! IF YOU ARE SOME BIMBO TRYING TO ADD ME AS A FRIEND BECAUSE YOU WANT ME TO LOOK AT YOUR WEBCAM, YOU CAN KISS MY ASS. DOES MY PROFILE SAY PERVERT ANYWHERE ON IT? DOES IT SAY LESBIAN? FUCK NO. SO DON'T EVEN TRY IT. IF I ACCEPT YOU AS A FRIEND AND YOU SEND ME A MESSAGE RIGHT AWAY SAYING, "HEY HOTTIE", OR "YOU'RE HELLA FINE", OR SOME OTHER HORSE SHIT, I WILL DELETE YOU OFF MY FRIENDS LIST. I AM NOT ON MYSPACE TO GET A FUCKING DATE ASSHOLE. I AM HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS THAT HAVE SOMETHING IN COMMON WITH ME BE IT MALE OR FEMALE. PERVERTS CAN GO ELSEWHERE. IF YOU ARE YOUNG AND LIKE TAKING REVEALING PHOTOS OF YOURSELF AND POSTING THEM ON YOUR MYSPACE PAGE WITH YOUR TITS HANGING OUT, I WILL DELETE YOUR ASS AS WELL. I DON'T WANT TO LOOK AT YOUR GOD DAMN TITS, ASS OR ANYTHING. AND FOR YOU FUCKERS WHO CLAIM TO HAVE SMALL BUSINESSES, OBVIOUSLY IT ISN'T THAT GOOD OF A BUSINESS IF YOU CAN FIND TIME TO SPAM PEOPLES INBOX WITH STUPID MESSAGES ABOUT BUILDING THEIR OWN BUSINESS. FUCK YOU. COCK SUCKER!
Other than six years of college where I majored in English and minored in Criminology/Music, I am pretty much a strange person.
As for majoring in English, yes, I write. And although I am not perfect, neither was Hitler. :O)
As for my religion.....I am most definitely NOT a x-tian. Or any branch thereof. I don't consider myself an Atheist or Agnostic or whatever other titles there are out there. In fact I like to think of myself as not conforming to society's need for a religious label.
I'm a mellow person, but very outspoken. I am a writer, currently working on a full length novel as well as a book of short stories and poems.
I have a few notable ancestors; Grimbaidus Gambadudus, a Norman gentleman and kinsman of William de Warrane, Earl of Surrey (William the Conqueror) is regarded as the forefather of the Bacon family; came to England in 1066 with the Norman invaders and obtained grants of land near Holt, County Norfolk. His son, Randulph (or Reynolds) is supposed to have adopted as his name Ralph de Bacons-Thorpe (perhaps from Bechuns Thorp meaning Beechtree village). His son, George Bacon of Baconsthrope, County Norfolk, gave to his sister Agnes all the family estates in Normandy. Some authorities insist it was the grandson Roger, and not Randulph, who first assumed the surname Bacon. It is believed that Grimbaidus is a direct descendant of William the Conqueror, King William I of England. The origin of the name is a matter of conjecture. Some say it derived from the Anglo-Saxon word "bacan", meaning "to bake" and others trace it to "baccen", which was "beech tree" in Anglo-Saxon. Still other authorities insist that long before the Conquest of England by Duke William, Bacon was the name of a seigniory in Normandy. Roger Bacon, an English mathemetician, Sir Nicholas Bacon, Lord Keeper of the Great Seal, Francis Bacon (son of Sir Nicholas Bacon) who was a famous Philosopher and 1° V. St. Albans, as well as my great great grandfather Nathan Hughey, a worldwide fiddle champion back in the day.
My other two children

My Interests

Politics. Religious Controversies. Philosophy. Cloning. War. Conspiracies. Paranormal Investigations. Thelema. Satanism. Poetry. Horror writing. Literature. The Red Peanut Butter on planet 9. 4th Dimension. Free thought. Free Speech. Death. Psychology. Knowledge. Since anyone can email me asking me to elaborate on my interests, I felt it necessary to put down everything I absolutely despise and hate. I hate stupid people. I despise when someone tells me their beliefs and then refuses to hear mine while telling me I am wrong anyways. I hate hypocrites. I hate conceited people. I hate people who lie because their life is so boring and useless that they have nothing better to do. I despise those who think everything good in life will be handed to them without any effort on their part. I hate lazy people. I hate mothers who abuse their children. I hate fathers who run out on their children. I hate people who abuse animals. I despise the rich person that takes no notice of the starving bum on the side of the road. I despise the bum on the side of the road for making the decision that led to his current position. I hate seeing starving children but what the fuck are we doing giving money to other country's kids when we got our own to take care of here?

I'd like to meet:

Anyone interesting that is here for a purpose, that purpose being to solely gain some kind of knowledge, in a spiritual sense, and that is doing something useful with their life, be it military, teaching, or anything in between. I don't want to meet fluffy bunnies or those that hug trees and eat magical mushrooms. Other then that, I'd like to meet Doc Holliday.

Music:

Bathory, Venom, Obituary, Exodus, Vio-lence, Confirmed 187, Napalm Death, Sick of it All, Sepultura, Sacred Reich, Slayer, Two Hit Creeper, Carcass, Entombed, Morbid Angel, Tristania, Hecate Enthroned, Satyricon, Finntroll, The Project Hate, Fear Factory, Samael, Dimmu Borgir, Pantera, Wrathchild America, Flotsam and Jetsam, Nuclear Death, Mythic, Demonomacy, Misery, Gomorrah, Incantation, Immolation, Mortician, Cradle of Filth,Prodigy, Assemblage 23, Wumpscut, VNV Nation, Ataraxia.

Movies:

Pi. A Clockwork Orange.

Television:

Prefer to stay away from the regular hum drum television of society since it is all infected with hypocrisy and lies, not to mention the fact that it doesn't have enough male nudity for my taste.

Books:

Anything of an alternative religion, or vampires, serial killers, death and dying, philosophy, psychology, english literature, any type of poetry, etc.

Heroes:

My two sons
Eddy

Joseph

and my grandfather, Thormann William Clay Sr. April 6th, 1938- March 16th 2006. R.I.P. pop.

My Blog

Whats wrong with a little hostility?

When you are voicing your opinion, isn't it okay to express it in a hostile manner?  I'm not talking about grabbing a nail ridden board and beating the shit out of someone with it, but I am talki...
Posted by Modesty on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 10:44:00 PST

What I believe

I won't attempt to try and convert anyone to my way of thinking.  Hell, if everyone in the world blew up tomorrow, I'd be a happy camper.  I'll just basically give my entire outlook on all t...
Posted by Modesty on Sat, 04 Aug 2007 02:16:00 PST

It has been one year ago today

Today marks the one year anniversary of my grandfather passing away. My grandfather, Thormann W. Clay Sr. was named after the doctor who delivered him, Doctor Thormann. He lost both his mother and fat...
Posted by Modesty on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 03:45:00 PST

What is Human?

What is Human? By: Modesty        In the years I have spent debating with people over the topic of what makes a person human, most have told me God is what makes us human.&nb...
Posted by Modesty on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 10:19:00 PST

Unoriginality

Unoriginality By: Modesty       In reading Louis H. Sullivans essay entitled Thought, we are given an interesting view on creativity using words or other forms of expression....
Posted by Modesty on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 10:18:00 PST

Morality Without Religion

Morality Without Religion: An in-depth look at why one needs no religion to hold good morals. ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />  By: Modesty The morals a...
Posted by Modesty on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 10:14:00 PST