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Amanda

...just all comes in beautiful fragments....

About Me

We are here to laugh at the odds and live our lives so well that Death will tremble to take us" -Charles Bukowski "Life is not a support system for art. It is the other way around." -Stephen King "If you're ever in doubt throw a pepper in the air. If it fails to come down, you have gone mad, so don't trust in anything" -Gregory Maguire "Religion is the fashionable substitute for belief." -Oscar Wilde "Few are those that can see with their own eyes and hear with their own hearts."-Albert Einstein "Of all the rights of women, the greatest is to be a mother." - Lin Yutang

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My Interests

people, spirituality, philosophy, occult studies, religious studies, poetry, music, writing, cosmetology, bartending, cooking, reading, dreaming, studying, playing, loving, growing,,,,so many interests but i can only think of some at the moment...lol
I AM IN LOVE...

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I'd like to meet:

My friends. Both those already known and those waiting to be met."If our friendship depends on things like space and time, then when we finally overcome space and time, we've destroyed our own brotherhood! But overcome space, and all we have left is Here. Overcome time, and all we have left is Now. And in the middle of Here and Now, don't you think that we might see each other once or twice?" Richard Bach
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Music:

In no particular order...Seether, Finger Eleven, Tori Amos, Modest Mouse, Ozzy Osbourne, Black Sabbath, Alanis Morisette, Poe, Drain STH, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Evanescence, Cold, Bif Naked, Over the Rhine, Foo Fighters, Incubus, Fiona Apple, Tracy Bonham, Breaking Benjamin, Silverchair, NIN, Garbage, Live, Stabbing Westward, Nickelback, Earshot, Our Lady Peace, Violent Femmes, Linkin Park, Three Doors Down, Everclear, Korn, Lifehouse, Smile Empty Soul, Man Made God, Stonesour, Slipknot, Concrete Blonde, Future Leaders of the World, Enigma, Puddle of Mud, Oleander, Ours, Stone Temple Pilots, Lauren Hoffman, The Lonely, Portishead, Snake River Conspiracy, Lifehouse, Meatloaf, Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, Drowning Pool, Starlit, Bright Eyes, Janis Joplin, Flyleaf, and so much more... Also local favorites of mine include Afterlife, and Adrian B.

Movies:

Waking Life, Princess Mononoke, SLC Punk, Adaptation, Secretary, Party Monster, Empire Records, Lost in Translation, practically everything Kevin Smith has ever done, Dream for an Insomniac, Closer, Spanglish, Riding in Cars with Boys, The Deviants, Amalie, Boondock Saints, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Catsoup, Dishdogs, What the Bleep do we Know (If you have not seen this movie- DO SO!), I heart Huckabees,

Television:


lyrics - bright eyes

Books:

Lots! most everything Anne Rice does, all kinds on spirituality and New Age or occult studies, Madeline L'Engle, Jack Karouac, Jane Austen, Mark Twain, Whitley Streiber, Natalie Goldberg, Dean Koontz, Janet Fitch, Judy Blume, Hannah Green, James Redfield, Thomas Harris, Richard Bach, etc... got a recommendation? Let me know...

Heroes:

My heroes are the people in my life that inspire me everyday.

My Blog

just thoughts....

i find such fascination in reading other people's blogs. the ones that really draw me aren't filled with just the day to day bull shit that most people spend too much time worrying about anyways but i...
Posted by Amanda on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

new stuff for you to see :)

some new pics are up on my page... i'll have some videos soon. :)
Posted by Amanda on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 09:33:00 PST

less blog

i felt the need for a purge.
Posted by Amanda on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 02:15:00 PST

the dilemma that is my everyday heart

i feel so swallowed by loneliness. not because i am without friends, there are good people all around. just none i can truly open my soul to. maybe it is my own doing, it is so difficult to say all of...
Posted by Amanda on Fri, 18 Nov 2005 12:12:00 PST

a sort of to do list

there's so much i could say, but what's the point in saying it? sometimes i want to split open my soul for you all to see, would you be able to make any sense of it? on the days that i'm silent, you ...
Posted by Amanda on Thu, 29 Sep 2005 09:08:00 PST

one of those days

I have those days, when nothing seems certain in my head. I don't trust your intent, I wonder when you'll be leaving or when will I.  I lose myself in memories; lovers, friends, enemies. Pieces o...
Posted by Amanda on Sat, 24 Sep 2005 11:11:00 PST

One by Richard Bach

"You are creatures of light. From light you have come, to light shall you go, and surrounding you through every step is the light of your infinite being. By your choice dwell you now in the world whic...
Posted by Amanda on Wed, 17 Aug 2005 12:19:00 PST

a better day

for all of our sakes let's hope it does matter. let's continue to hope that the darkest of days are there to teach us, to allow us the strength to truly see ourselves and all that we are made of. we a...
Posted by Amanda on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the shadow's depth

i know i die a little more everyday but should it be so evident should my soul feel this tremendous ache love has given me all that i dreamt of but still a darkness fills me it's a part of me tha...
Posted by Amanda on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

a bit of conversation...

"There will always be those who will look for us, in search of a way out of their hellish lives, yearning for that enigma that will give them reason for pain, without seeing we do not provide solace b...
Posted by Amanda on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST