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brainwash79

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About Me

Well, what can I say.. the eternal fucking question..- I fear that I’m ordinary just like everyone.. To lie here and die among the sorrows, adrift among the days.. –The thing is i’m anything but that.. Including good and bad things.. I m not gonna sit here and analyze anything though.. if u r interested find out by yourselves.. I don’t have any dreams, only fantasies.. If u don’t expect anything from life u cannot get disappointed.. i have fun most of the times, some other times i prefer being by myself.. alone and lonely, i like going to pubs, i hate clubs, i hate fake things.. i write sometimes.. , i used to sing.. heh.. in a rock band.. those were the days.. we r all grown now.. fucked up.. it never changes.. the hole inside.. remains there.. it even gets bigger at sum points.. the emptiness.. damn.. oh well.. i wouldnt mind teaching at schools on how to pretend, make friends and influence people.. everything is way too boring anywhere u turn ur head.. the thing, is to find ways to occupy urself.. try new things and do things u like.. i hate Bono... What an asshole.. Showing off, thinks he can change the world.. some things he does actually do work.. but by accident.. fuckhead.. anyways..as Jim would say in his moments of clarity, "i'm gonna have my kicks before this whole shit house goes up in flames".fuck yeah---------------------------------------------------10 Albums i would take to a deserted fucking island:1. Alice in chains - Unplugged 2. Jon Spencer Blues Explosion - Acme 3. Giant Sand - Chore of Enchantment 4. Cowboy Junkies - Whites off earth now 5. Smashing Pumpkins - Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness 6. A Perfect Circle - Mar De Noms 7. Tool - Aenima 8. Opeth - Damnation 9. Sixteen Horsepower - Hoarse 10. Rory Gallagher - Live 11. OP8 - Slush 12. Songs Ohia - Lioness 13. Radiohead - The bends 14. Nirvana - Nevermind 15. Tom Waits - Bone Machine 16. Nick Cave - Let love in 17. Red Hot chili Peppers - Blood Sugar Sex Magik 18. Queens of the Stoneage - Songs for the deaf 19. Tindersticks - First 20. Lambchop - I hope you are sitting down 21. Leonard Cohen - Essential 22. Archive - Unplugged 23. Velvet Underground - Banana 24. Mark Lanegan - Whiskey for the holy ghost 25. Kings of Leon - Youth and young manhood 26. Reef - Glow 27. Iron and Wine - Our endless numbered days 28. Sonic youth - Bad moon rising 29. Mad Season - Above 30. Ben Harper - Fight for your mind 31. Madrugada - Industrial Silence..- Fuck.. i got carried away..and this is what i'm listening to these days http://www.last.fm/user/brainwash79/ ---------------------------------------------------Bill Hicks Revelations pt 2

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My Interests

interests.. music is basically my life.. and films.. and books.. going out with friends.. have deep conversations about meaningless crap.. mind games.. erm.. wad else.. it's a bit difficult to feel anything these days.. most things are anything BUT interesting..

I'd like to meet:

interesting ppl.. people i can relate to.. so hard to find honest smart ppl nowadays......... ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ----------------------------- - - - - - - - - - - If you can keep your fucking head.. - -- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -If you can keep your head when all about you--- are losing theirs and blaming it on you,--- If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you--- but make allowance for their doubting too,--- if you can wait and not be tired by waiting,--- or being lied about, don't deal in lies,--- or being hated, don't give way to hating,--- and yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise..--- -------------------------------------------------------- If you can dream and not make dreams your master,--- if you can think and not make thoughts your aim,--- if you can meet with 'Triumph and Disaster',--- and treat those two impostors just the same,--- if you can bear to hear the truth you 've spoken--- twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,--- or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,--- and stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools..--- --------------------------------------------------------- If you can make one heap of all your winnings--- and risk it all on one turn of pitch and toss,--- and lose and start again at your beginnings--- and never breath a word about your loss,--- if you can force your heart and nerve sinew--- to serve your turn long after they are gone,--- and so hold on when there is nothing in you--- except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"--- --------------------------------------------------------- If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,--- or walk with kings without losing the common touch,--- if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,--- if all men count with you, but none too much..--- ---------------------------------------------------------- If you can fill the unforgiving minute..--- with sixty seconds worth of distance run..--- yours is the Earth and everything that's in it..--- and, which is more, you 'll be a Man, my son... ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------ ----

Music:

experimental/electro/acid/alternative - folk/funk/country/rock/blues/jazz.... Menomena, Yeasayer, Jackie-O motherfucker, No-Neck blues band, Vibracathedral Orchestra, Fursaxa, Archie Bronson Outfit, Besnard Lakes, Akron/Family, Xiu Xiu, Shellac, The books, Encre, Giannis Aggelakas, Nikos Veliotis, Ugly Casanova, Slowblow, The Knife, Boards of Canada, M83, Sin Ropas, Caribou, The Black Keys, Deerhunter, Califone, Holopaw, Red Red Meat, Castanets, Tool, 16 horsepower, Bauhaus, Lydia Lunch, Mugison, Spacemen 3, Dredg, Nada Surf, Rory Gallagher, Ben Harper, BRMC, Allman brothers band, Pearl jam, Rage against the machine, Iron and Wine, Cowboy junkies, Woven hand, Sebadoh, Godspeed You!Black Emperor, Explosions in the sky, Jesus Lizard, The Folk Implosion, Leonard Cohen, Dinosaur Jr., Radiohead, Arab Strap, Morcheeba, Mooz, Massive Attack, Portishead, Yo La Tengo, Pavement, Cat power, Broken social scene, The Kills, Willard Grant Conspiracy, David Pajo, Waterboys, Hugo Race, Mark Lanegan, Alice in chains, Giant sand, Lambchop, Tindersticks, Sonic youth, Soundgarden, Tom waits, Frank Zappa, Nick cave, Songs:Ohia, Loose Fur, Jim O' Rourke, Calexico, Walkabouts, Blonde Redhead, Stereolab, Queens of the stoneage, Opeth, Jon Spencer Blues Explosion, Magnolia Electric Co, Ryan Adams, Thin White Rope, Richard Buckner, Bonnie 'Prince' Billy, M.Ward, Archive, RHCP, Smashing Pumpkins, Richmont Fountaine, Sleater Kinney, Jim White, White Stripes, Mercury Rev, A perfect circle, Sufjan Stevens, Beck, Pixies, Patti smith, PJ harvey, Spoon, The Mars volta, Mad Season, Temple of the dog, Sparklehorse, Blanche, Kings of Leon, The velvet Underground, At the drive-in, BB king, John lee hooker, Screamin Jay Hawkins, Howling wolf, Tim buckley, Tracy Chapman, Afghan whigs, Stone temple pilots, OP8, The Doors, Nick drake, Neautral Milk Hotel, Low, Smog, The decemberists, The veils, Porcupine tree, Peter Green, Dirty Three, Chuck Prophet, Lou Barlow, The Earlies, The verve, Violent Femmes, Uncle Tupello, ZZ Top, Grateful Dead, Dead can dance, Townes Van Z., Green on red, R.L. Burnside, etc.. - www.last.fm/user/brainwash79

Movies:

Natural Born Killers, Fear and loathing in Las Vegas, Seven, Big Lebowsky, Boogie nights, Coffee and cigarettes, Very bad things, Ronin, Heat, Midnight Express, True Romance, Lord of the flies, 'P' , Foxfire, City of God, Layer Cake, Eraserhead, Casino, Serpico, Lock stock and two smoking barrels, Clockwork orange, Usual suspects, Requiem for a dream, Mullholland drive, Lost highway, Blue velvet, Boxing helena, Fight club, Blow, Face Off, Kids, Baise moi, Irrevirsible, High Fidelity, Almost famous, Memento, Reservoir dogs, Scarface, Pump up the volume, 25th hour, Primal fear, A life less ordinary, Trainspotting, Wonder boys, Donnie Darko, Highway, Singles, Taxi driver, The game, Arlington road, K pax, Four rooms, Leon, Animal Factory Detroid rock city, American history X, Dogma, Crash, Dusk till dawn, The man who wasnt there, Brother where art though, Fargo, Old boy.. Any De niro, Paccino, Kevin spacey, Cusack, Edward Norton, Jeff Bridges, Tim Roth movies and Any David Lynch, Cohen brothers, Woody Allen, Spike Lee, Bergman, Tarantino movies.. etc some series watched on DVD not TV.. heh.. Twin Peaks, The office, Lost, Weeds, My name is Earl, Californication

Television:

fuck tv Bill Hicks rules RIP

Books:

Steppenwolf, Siddhartha, Demian, The Alchemist, Eleven Minutes, The Fifth Mountain, Story of silence, Unbearable Lightness of Being, 7 days alone, The magic box, Separate Lives, Crisis, Wave with a smile, Careless assassins, Breaking through, fucked with a kite etc

Heroes:

wad the fuck do u mean heroes? everyone is a hero... down to fucking zero.. like De Niro.. looking at a mirror.. we all are fucking ugly..

My Blog

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Live life to the maximum.. Live today like it is your last day alive.. Enjoy every second and do everything you wanna do because you may die before you know it.. Too many dangers and unpredictabl...
Posted by brainwash79 on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 10:53:00 PST

fascinating

Fascinating.. What a great word that is.. If music manages to become fascinating, the listener just flows with the rhythm.. Travels with the music to new found lands.. Lands that can only be visited i...
Posted by brainwash79 on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 11:26:00 PST

My best 2007 album

At the beginning of 2007 i came across, by accident, this guy's myspace page.. Sceptical at the beginning of the first song in the page, overwhelmed by the end of the 4 song set.. Visited his webpag...
Posted by brainwash79 on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 04:17:00 PST

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Nothing is what is seems to be..What a true fucking phrase.. The life as it is has nothing to do with what we think it is.. People lie, cry, laugh, sigh.. they  give in in pressured times or no...
Posted by brainwash79 on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 10:20:00 PST

PJ Harvey - White Chalk

I have this need to write something about the new PJ Harvey album as i ve read some reviews in quite a few places, that basically describe the album as weak..Music for some songwriters, is the vehicle...
Posted by brainwash79 on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 12:17:00 PST

In Rainbows

Here we are again.. Having the need to discuss about Radiohead's new album which is coming out these days.. Radiohead is one of the few bands that have earned my respect and admiration for the musi...
Posted by brainwash79 on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 05:45:00 PST

A Random Disclaimer..

No one visiting the links featured via XXX has at any time downloaded any music owned by the RIAA-affiliated music industry companies.If you can believe that, then we in return pledge to believe that ...
Posted by brainwash79 on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 08:50:00 PST

How can you judge music ?

I believe that appreciation of a work of art depends on knowledge.. Two people whose knowledge is wildly different will have wildly different opinions on a piece of music. For example, a person who h...
Posted by brainwash79 on Wed, 30 May 2007 07:52:00 PST

Fucked up - Part 3 (Final)

Up to now you have conquered the Forgetful and the Insecure Idiots. On to the very challenging Stupid Idiot!Stupid Idiots are people who are under the mistaken impression that the world revolves aroun...
Posted by brainwash79 on Wed, 09 May 2007 01:18:00 PST

Fucked up - Part 2

Idiots continued! Idiot #2: The Insecure Idiot. Insecure Idiots are people who are afraid to have their cell phone off because they might miss a call! They hate missing calls because they think to the...
Posted by brainwash79 on Wed, 09 May 2007 01:15:00 PST