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It ain't no point to me waking up,-Everybody's time I'm taking up,-I got nobody, it ain't a shoulder near,-I can't stay here & it's colder there,-I don't wanna look back 'cause it's gonna hurt,-I slice my wrist & it's gonna squirt,-For me everybody holds a hate,-I get backstabbed & everybody holds the stake,-It's no roads to take, I'm in a circle drive,-Busting at myself & I'm trying to survive,-I'll disappoint you, & I will let you down,-And I ain't got many home boys coming around,-You don't understand, so don't say you do,-I swear I'll put a motherfucking slug in you,-I'm the only one,-The lonely one,-At home alone loading a gun, thinking "Why not?"-I got court coming up, I stole a truck.-I got a bitch pregnant & I'm broke as fuck,-I wanna get high but I got piss test,-I'm always first name on top of the shit list,- Get this, the witch has made my chest-It's permanent nightly visiting nest,-It ain't no clothes that I look good in,-I'm the motherfucking big red train that couldn't,-I got no family, I stole they shit,-Restraining orders & I still won't quit,-I hit rock bottom & then I fell in a hole-And then I fell through the floor of that hole some more,-I been missing for a year, nobody's looking,-I got beat down & my shit tooken,-I look ahead & all I see is more of the same,-Or this self-inflicted bullet hole pouring my brain-I dream about cutting heads off with a shovel,-The dreams are getting serious, think I'm in trouble,-I don't hold memory for more than an hour,-I'm tired as fuck & I'm drained of power,-I ain't half way there & I'm all out of time, -I'm like a crushed light bulb, all out of shine,-I've been around the world but no place is home,-I wanna see the other side when I face this chrome,-I'm butt naked, I've been jacking off, getting drunk,-It's my last hours alive, who gives a fuck?-It don't matter,-I'm doing the shit in the garage,-Trying to make it easier for them to clean my head splaage,-This bitch I loved, I hope she finds me,-Still up in the chair with my thoughts behind me-I'm about to do it,