this little guy:
phil!
nyc, andy warhol, flirting with existentialism , non-academics, photography, boys, red wine, large sunglasses, fashion magazines, wikipedia , new experiences, david lachapelle , large pieces of jewelry, randomness, documentaries, writing bad poetry [that i share with no one], sexuality, coffee, dancing with myself, artists, buying books even when i'm broke [blessed be the strand ], coco chanel, washington square park, live music [especially when free], making things out of cigarette boxes, being broken, [street] art, traveling [not as a tourist], bettering myself, making hummus, liberalism [in the sense of improving situations one person at a time to better a system or institution], absurdity, buddhism, falafel , tea, removing the concept of the "other" from my life, vegan desserts, feeling displaced, falling in love [with boys, girls, books , moments, etc] and boots [but only good ones].
aim/ichat:
serichaisean
a boy with:
the creative sense of john cameron mitchell
the gall of coco chanel
the passion of pablo neruda
the persevernce of vera chytilová
the [rhetorical] tongue of emily dickinson
the [non-ignorant] purity of regina spektor
the beliefs of jean paul sartre
the inspiration of allen ginsberg
the hopeless romantic attitude of rufus wainwright
and a willing, unafraid, undaunted heart.
estragon: [on one leg] i'll never walk again!
vladimir: [tenderly] i'll carry you. [pause] if necessary.
people who argue/laugh/talk about theory/cry/scream/dance/kiss/make corny jokes at 'inappropriate' times.
elliott smith, beirut, the knife, tegan and sara, phoenix, antony and the johnsons, annual, mates of state, the tough alliance, teddybears, le sport, unarmed enemies, lo-fi-fnk, the thermals, christians and lions, björk, pete doherty, badly drawn boy, the walkmen, sean keogh, spoon, elvis costello, mason jennings, the moody blues, frou frou, nina simone, the dresden dolls, ween, patrick wolf, pixies, hymie's basement, the beatles, tori amos, ben folds [five], joni mitchell, wilco, modest mouse, radio dept., the velvet underground, the arcade fire, supersystem, lou reed, ani difranco, etc.
hedwig and the angry inch, cecil b. demented, waking life, mean girls, royal tenenbaums, jawbreaker, gattaca, dead poets society, , y tu mama tambien, trainspotting, cruel intentions, anything christoper guest, anything sofia coppola, amelie, romeo+juliet, pulp fiction, party monster, big fish, kids, etc.
allen ginsberg, disgrace, anything coetzee, any [pseudo] existential fiction, the tao of pooh, macbeth, anything bret easton ellis, catcher in the rye, tao te ching, colors of the mountain, emily dickinson's and pablo neruda's poetry, etc.
my big sister sumali, who left this world with so many people remembering her smile.
vera chytilova
jean paul sartre
[here with simone de beauvoir-also good]
sofia coppola