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P*TRICK

patches

About Me

just an elf trying to get by in a human's world

distinguishable
& happily disturbed.

i'm mostly looking for friends. no silly slanderers or overzealous ovary-owners openly accosting, attacking, and annoying.

so, if you're still reading this: i love scary, gory movies, the beach, parks, talking on the phone, and taking vacations - distant and long ones. if you can scare me consistently, you win.

i'm on a mission to exterminate the exhibitionist in me, for a fruitful and non-electronic life.

aim, gmail, & soulseek : thatdberadical

My Interests

travel
boots
beer


+

being secretly goth

I'd like to meet:



Music:

WEEK:

NOW:

Movies:

alejandro jodorowsky
dario argento
lucio fulci
luis bunuel
david lynch
takashi miike
vincent gallo
mario bava
paul morrissey
herschell gordon lewis

Television:

scifi
six feet under
carnivale
weeds
wonder showzen

Books:

kiss me, judas
crash
the wanting seed
story of o
accomplice
the wasp factory

"the facts will be lost in a 'How Could This Happen' diversion exercise."
"how many times does a man have to shave before his chin gets the message?"
-Steve Aylett

Heroes:

crispin glover, steve aylett,
david cronenberg & lynch,
peter murphy, brian eno,
bill burroughs, vincent gallo ..

My Blog

couldabeenademon

I've stripped away the sinew and rot of the flesh and released from within my inhibitions, my pigfaced demons. I've torn a hole in my flesh at the sternum and think to myself, as the first claws his ...
Posted by P*TRICK on Tue, 27 May 2008 08:11:00 PST

the conqueror worm?

"The apocalypse is now! Americans know this, that the only hope is the flying saucers. Do you know how I see the world? Like a person who is dying. It's a worm who is dying to make a butterfly. We mus...
Posted by P*TRICK on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 05:52:00 PST

ATTN: FL/NY/MD - A FEW THINGS ABT MY MOVE NEXT WEEK

So I just shipped away most of the stuff in my room. Selling/moving furniture wednesday and possibly selling this computer (so no internet access for a while).I NEED SOMEWHERE TO STAY SATURDAY AND SU...
Posted by P*TRICK on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 08:42:00 PST

The midnight Hour will shortly pass away...

Therefore, let us seize the moment and cull the Herb on which the Moon shines brightest. It is a plant which in gross, foul, material Hands might prove the instrument of unlawful power. The evil ones ...
Posted by P*TRICK on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 08:42:00 PST

life is funny, and brief

I've been in New York for quite a few months now and it somehow seems like only a few weeks. The people I've met and things I've experienced here have so greatly outweighed whatever struggle it took ...
Posted by P*TRICK on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 09:02:00 PST

self-portrait as a shape, pt 1

I decided to bust out the old pencil and pen and do some stupid drawings today. I think this one turned out okay so I'm converting it to vector with lots of color in illustrator. Below is grayscale ...
Posted by P*TRICK on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 10:46:00 PST

an entreaty for change-

All somber faces and folded hands.. his eyes cross their faces, searching for a glimmer of emotion, some trace of mortality. They seem infallible, resting their eyes against the Sun with little regar...
Posted by P*TRICK on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 03:22:00 PST

lucid dream - night of 12/30 - in which all manner of briny seathings cause me to bleed

i was very aware last night of a dream i was having. in the dream, i was battling all flavors of sealife - crabs, lobsters, squid - battling them, with my bare hands along several wooded platforms. ...
Posted by P*TRICK on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 05:28:00 PST