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About Me


My name is Rob Hill
Living in Vienna,
Since April 11th 2006
[email protected]

(from a big new hymnal poem of devotion...)
i am not a poet
my lies are too sincere
too necessary
and fear makes them too comfortable a shroud
but he is in me
and i, exposed in this (all things)
do loyally protect his growth within
and, feeding him with care,
i let the outer other die a piece each day
yes, i slowly kill my self
hoping finally to loose him (insh-allah)
from my wracked and shatter-broken
disregarded shell
in silence
which may be hell, but only to the liar
Folks, we're a virus with fuckin' shoes, man, that's all we are...
Bill hicks.
Bill Burroughs said the word was the virus.
You know, the word might well have been the start of consciousness. The first idea. the first tool
and then we search for meaning.
The bible said the word was god, as did the koran
and we got infected.
New strains develop.
And constant research is only ever closer to a cure.
I'm pretty much a bumbling type. I'm a beer-jockey at an aussie bar at the moment. Good beer, good kangaroo steaks, great grasshoppers, good atmosphere...
Regarding words, it's about all i have. I'm very proud that 90 something percent of my possessions are books (some music.) I love em. That said, I don't write as much as I should and only some of it's any good. I'll let you know.
The Moving Finger writes; and, having writ,
Moves on: nor all your Piety nor Wit
Shall lure it back to cancel half a Line,
Nor all your Tears wash out a Word of it.
Rubaiyat - Omar Khayyam
Chuck Bukowski said that to create art is to be crazy alone forever. So I reckon I'll stop round about retirement age.
Tennyson, from "In Memoriam A.H.H."
I sometimes hold it half a sin
to put in words the grief i feel
for words like nature half reveal
and half conceal the soul within
But, for the unquiet heart and brain
a use in measured language lies
the sad mechanic exercise
like dull narcotics numbing pain
In words, like weeds, i..ll wrap me over
like coarsest clothes against the cold
but that large grief which these enfold
is given in outline and no more
well... it..s a good poem

You Are 36% Abnormal
You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul.
You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.
You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection.
You are at low risk for having a social phobia. It is unlikely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.
You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. How Abnormal Are You?
Next Gig (reading? I guess...) in Wien:
Guerrilla Zoo
presents
Spring Roll
SAT 19TH MAY
@ Corsica Studios
5 Elephant Road, London SE17 1LB
SAFE
SHAME YA MISSED IT
Klub Kohelet Kristmess, Friday 22nd December
Fluc, Praterstern
Down Under Bar, Magdalenengasse 1040 (i think) 8th Oct
WWW.GUERRILLAZOO.CO.UK
GUERRILLA ZOO
Presents
DEADHEAD HAUNTS
Saturday 19th August o6
8pm-3am
@ The Corsica Arts Club
5 Elephant Road, Elephant & Castle, London SE17 1LB
£6 on door / Advanced tickets available ..
The third event in a series of underground happenings curated by Guerrilla Zoo.
A mixture of western and eastern influenced sub-cultures and acts with a sprinkling of horror thrown in for good measure -
3 rooms containing;
belly dancers, punk bands, political/esoteric poets, live graffiti art, improvised drawing, a whirling dervish, glitchcore/break djs, hip hop emcees, short films, theatrical horror acts, weaponised art performance - plus much much more!! (40 acts!)
Nowhere in London will you find anything like this and its only £6!!!
SATURDAY 1ST APRIL @ THE CORSICA ARTS CLUB, ELEPHANT AND CASTLE, S.LONDON.
8PM - LATE
GUERRILLA ZOO
presents
A NIGHT OF DREAMS
3 Rooms of Perception :
Night gallery with surreal art, sculpture, photography, secret installation and the BAR!
Live psychedelic rock, stoner experimental, abstract beats, minimal tek, breaks, nintendo-core, glitchcore and much more.
Poets, lyricists, abstract dance, performance artists, interactive re-occuring dream characters, live art and others.
and
Hooray Cafe and various art/fashion/record stalls
Full line up and ticket details soon
URBANNOMADMIXES @ PICKWICK'S CAFE/BOOKSHOP IN VIENNA
YES, THAT'S RIGHT, I SAID VIENNA
IT'S ON THE 21ST OF SEPTEMBER AND I'M GONNA BE THERE FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS, SO IF ANYONE KNOWS A DECENT GUIDE OR DEALER OR WHATEVER, LEMME KNOW?
FRIDAY 22ND APRIL @ THE CORSICA CLUB, ELEPHANT & CASTLE
GUERRILLA ZOO 1830-0200 $4/5
LOADS OF FILMS, DANCE, MARTIAL ART, POETS, DJS, AND FRAGMENTARY CRYSTALS OF CONSCIOUSNESS
INCIDENTLY I'M DOING 20 MINUTES

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My Interests

- THE GERMAN LANGUAGE -

- MARIO BROS - AWESOME VERSION -
- (check out their other games. batman is cool as fuck) -

Art - I like symbolism and the abstraction and refinement of symbols. I like recontextualisation.
I like reading - using the mind to create a world viewed through somone else's perspective.
Victor Rodchenko said that "Art which has no place in life will be consigned to the archeological museums of antiquity"

Psychedelics and dreaming - latent human potential for experience.
The nature of reality and the subjective nature of the human perspective on and relationship to reality (and everything within it, including, in fact, ourselves)

I like to dance for silly hours at places with crazy lights and full of people who, like Kerouac, "mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything all at once..."

Utopia - the ideology of revolution - the equality of everything in life is not an illusion and this includes, and is not restricted to everyone.

I should put something in about poetry I think.
It means a lot to me, to be able to explain things which I can't express succinctly in normal sentances by metaphor and play with language. When I hit it it's like fast-track high to blissed out morphine buddha impression.
When I try, I try very hard. I take it very seriously. I study as best I know (high-school dropout I'm afraid) and fuck do I fucking practice.
Yes.
Anyway, I'm always upping my game, so I might get better and better. And some people do seem to like it a bit...

oh yeah, and pretty pictures...

I'd like to meet:



Heads in the clouds.
Active dreamers.
The poet and the artist - I guess the muse too if she uses the net these days...
Anyone esoteric (in the Pythagorean sense, if you know what I mean...) and anyone who likes to rant about - ahem, discuss - metaphysical constructs and symbolism, or their relationship to their art, or the voices... it'd make me feel much better
Oh, space cadets and psychedelic cowboys -
People who can teach me things about the intricate magics of music and mathematics and anyone who knows how to have long-winded conversations without pretension or grandieur. Safe

oh yeah... can anyone still get mushrooms?

I'm also looking for people to help me develop a basic playable version of Herman Hesse's Glass Bead Game. This is where maths and music come in. In the mean time, anyone who wants to play ORGANIC POETRY is welcome to meet me .. or off. I think the principle (or, essentially, lack thereof) could be extrapolated to allow the usage of maths and music as elements. The game, then, would effectively become multi-dimensional.

Oh, I kind of want a band, too. Like, one of my own. I mean, I'd share it, obviously.



Music:

- GO HERE - AWESOME MUSIC IN WIEN -

before we even get into this I wanna say that I bought like six Tom Waits albums in the last couple of months. I can't get enough. Then my housemate had a birthday party, and I can only find the one i never listen to. It's a bit polka for my tastes.

VIRGIN EYE BLOOD BROTHERS
For raving: Drum and bass and hip-hop - proper hip-hop mind, none of your overdramatic ego stuff, just some party tunes and some breaks and basslines and a bunch of people moving in synchronicitous wind. Anything with a beat like a heart (Hip-Hop and DnB arranged around 90 and 180bpm, the human heart at rest or double timed, this is a natural human rhythm)
Blues like John Lee Hooker and Leadbelly - Robert fucking Johnson - Jazz like John Coltrane, Charlie Parker, like Thelonius Monk, Charles Mingus - Rock like The Doors, Janis Joplin, MC5, Iggy and the Stooges, The Velvet Underground, Led Zeppelin, Black Sabbath, Fucking Pink Fucking Floyd, The Clash, The Sex Pistols, The Buzzcocks, Joy Division, Billy Idol (yeah, I know)
P-Funk Parliament Funkadelic etc Geo. Clinton (the good clinton) and any of his all-star hall of fame on breaks with bass hubba hubba.
Fuck it - NIN, Smashing Pumpkins, Nirvana, ummm, Johnny Cash...
Jesus (well, not actually Jesus, his album's out of print, but I hear it sounds a lot like Ravi Shankar doing Ragas over Celtic calls with two tabla players and an entire congolese village on drums - lemme know if you have a copy)
Djs Vadim, Shadow, Krush, Qbert, the whole turntablist thing (Shout to Void/Nerada)
ermmmmm
Gorecki

Books:

Anything by:
William Blake, Thomas Milton, William Burroughs (the great american novelist with his mad-unstoppable serial assault on sense and senses which is the most complete incomplete poem ever written in prose) Aldous Huxley ("Brave New World" & "Island") Jack Kerouac, Allen Ginsberg,
"Utopia" by Thomas More, "1984" & "Animal Farm" by George Orwell.
Carlos Castaneda.
Big books on metaphysics, starting with Monsieur Aristotle obviously, but Emille Zolla's "Archetypes" is an incredible book for chrystalising ideas about metaphysical experience and it's relationship to poetry
Your standard Satre/Nietsche type fare I guess.
Anything which represents an attempt to communicate through words an element of the human condition which is pertinent to our understanding of ourselves.
Newly discovered HARUKI MURAKAMI Dance dance dance (a title AND a manifesto!!!)
Every time I sit down to update the list I get stuck for ideas...
Duh!!! Keats, Shelley, Byron, S.T. Coleridge, Baudelaire, Oscar Wilde (I want to be Lord Henry when I grow up) loads of playwrites who I read because I don't get out to theatre much cos it's just not hip these days (the SUBlimation of CULTURE??)
although I should say I recently saw a Chekhov play at the Old Vic. Haven't seen Chekhov before. Took it very personally. The Seagull or Seagulls or something. About a suicidal poet. Cheap seats could not ruin it.
I should really put something in about Herman Hesse. He's about the only fiction I've been reading for a couple of months now. The Journey to the East, Demian, The Glass Bead Game, Rosshalde, Steppenwolf. I'm sure I have a couple more than that. Again, they seem to be one big novel about one theme, told from many many angles. Predates the shit out of Burroughs though. Anyway, it's a very good theme and they're fucking awesome. He was a poet you know.

Heroes:

RAY FUCKING MEARS
1
2
3
a
people who speak honestly but don't worry about having to tell truths. having said that, there's a lot of bollocks spoken these days about a lot of things. look at some of the films below if you have a mind than can slice through information. there are a lot of truths contained, but also a lot of interpretations of muddy information, and it's important that you don't just think it's all true. i follow information till the evidence runs out and some people assume or condlude. anyway

Find One, Click It, Start Watching.. Its That Easy!!


13 Bloodlines of the Illuminati 3 Hours
200 miles per Gallon Supercarburator 47 Minutes
911 Inside the WTC (Made for TV) 2 Hours
911 = Demolition Experts are Speaking Up Against the Coverup 1 Hour 50 Minutes
911 A Closer Look 25 Minutes
911 and the American Empire - How should religious people respond? 1 Hour 25 Minutes
911 Attack or godsend? 25 Minutes 2005
911 Eyewitness 1 Hour 50 Minutes
911 In Plane Site 55 Minutes
911 Perspectives 2 Hours
911 Revisited
911 Road To Tyrrany 2 Hours 22 Minutes
911 The Great Illusion - End Game Of The Illuminati 2 Hours
911 The Greatest Lie Evers Sold 2 Hours 5 Minutes
911 Timeline - Paul Thompson (Pakistan Involvement) 1 Hour
911 Truth & Politics 1 Hour
A Taxation Is Not Necessary 43 Minutes
A World Without Cancer - The Story Of Vitamin B17 57 Minutes
Aerosol Crimes (CHEMTRAILS) 1 Hour 45 Minutes
Afghan Massacre - The Convoy of Death 50 Minutes
African Coup 30 Minutes
Aftermath: Unanswered Questions from 9/11
Aftershock Iraq
AIDS & Ebola Were Manufactured Dr LG Horowitz
AIDS - Fact Or Fraud? (1996) 2 Hours
AIDS Hoax-Ten reasons HIV is not the cause of AIDS 2 Hours
Air Force One Tagged by Mark Ecko
America Destroyed By Design
America in Peril (UN / New World Order) 2 Hours
America's Economic Decline
America's Secret Destiny 2 Hours
American Dictators: Documenting the Staged Election of 2004 (2004)
American Drug Lords CIA / MOB Drug Running
Ancient Pompeii was a mediaeval Christian town ruled by Illuminati?
Angels and Demons Revealed 1 Hour
Angels Dont Play This HAARP
Anthrax Attacks 45 Minutes
Anthrax Investigation
Antichrist and a Cup of Tea 1 Hour 5 Minutes
Are Americans So Angry? 50 Minutes
Are You A Manchurian Candidate 27 Minutes
Art, Truth and Politics - Harold Pinter
Assassination of Russia
Astronauts Gone Wild
Avian Influenza: Preparing for the Pandemic 1 Hour 20 Minutes
Banking & The Federal Reserve
Banking with Hitler 45 Minutes
Bay of Pigs: Declassified
BBC Conspiracies - New world Order
Behind The Green Curtain 40 Minutes
Behold a Pale Horse 4 Hours 39 Minutes
Beneath Iraq and a Hard Place - Rory Bremner 50 Minutes 2006
Best Enemies Money Can Buy 55 Minutes
Between Iraq and a Hard Place
BEYOND Iraq and a Hard Place
Beyond Treason
Bilderberg: Masters of the Universe
Biological Testing In US Cities
BioTerror (biological weapons and germ warfare) 45 Minutes
Blackout in East Timor
Brainwashing: 101 46 Minutes
Breaking the Bank
Breaking The Invisible Shackles Of The IRS 1 Hour 41 Minutes
Breaking The Silence - John Pilger
Britain's Heroin Fix
Bursting Bubbles of Government Deception 1 Hour 25 Minutes
Bush and Bin Ladens
Bush Dynasty
Bush Family Crimes
Bush Family Fortunes
Bush giving the middle Finger
Bush Nazi Family History
Bush Scandals - Kevin Phillips
Bush Stole the Election - Banned BBC Documentary
Capitalism & Other Kids' Stuff 50 Minutes
Cell Phones - What They Didn't Tell You 30 Minutes
Chem Trails : What is wrong with our skies?
CHEMTRAILS-CLOUDS OF DEATH 25 Minutes
CIA & Satanism
CIA & Lockerbie
CIA Analyst - Pelletiere
CIA and the Nazis
CIA drug trafficking - CONTRA COCAINE 10 Minutes 1997
CIA Remote Viewing 50 Minutes
CIA Spy Secrets: playing dirty
Civilian Disarmament - Prelude for Tyranny
Closer: The Fall of Baghdad
Cointel Pro - War on Black America 50 Minutes
Cold War, Dirty Science
Compilation exposing 9/11 Truth 1 Hour
Confronting the Evidence A Call To Reopen the 9-11 Investiagtion
Conspiracies on Trial
Conspiracy Confessions
Conspiracy of silence
Conspiracy Theories
Conspiracy Theories (Tex Mars & Alex Jones) 55 Minutes
Conspiracy Theory Rock Clip - censored by NBC only aired once
Constitution Class taught by Michael Badnarik (2003) Around 7 Hours
Contaminated: The New Science of Food
Countdown to killing
Crack the CIA
Da Vinci Code Decoded 1 Hour 35 Minutes
Dark Secrets: Inside Bohemian Grove (2000)
Dark Side of the Moon 52 Minutes
Dead in the Water - The BBC investigates the Israeli attack on the USS Liberty during the 1967 war
Declassified: Ayatollah Khomeini 45 Minutes
Depleted Uranium Hazard Awareness Video that is NOT shown to Troops 45 Minutes
Despotism 10 Minutes - 1946
Diana: The Night She Died (UK Channel 5)
Dick Cheny - The Unauthorized Biography 40 Minutes 2004
Did we really land Men on the Moon? 55 Minutes
Divided America
DNC2000 protest footage
Dr. Michael Parenti: "Terrorism, Globalism and Conspiracy" 1 Hour
East Timor 10 Minutes
Echelon The Most Secret Spy System
Economic vs. Human Rights
Eisenhower Farewell Address
Election 2004: Republican Terror Manipulations, How They Work and Why 30 Minutes
Elite Population Control 1 Hour 22 Minutes
Enron - The Smartest Guys In The Room
Equinox - It Runs on Water (Free Energy - 1995) 1 Hour
Evolving Lies
Executive Power and the War on Terror 1 Hour
Exploring Life Extension 1 Hour 45 Minutes
Fahrenheit 911
Faith in Exile: The Lesson of Tibet
Fallujah - The Hidden Massacre
Final Warning - A History of the New World Order 2 Hours 42 Minutes
Fluoride Deception
Free Energy: The Race to Zero Point 2 Hours
Freemasonary, Illuminati, Secret Societies, Michael Tsarion, Hesham Tillawi 55 Minutes
From Prison to Paradise 6 Hours 17 Minutes
Gary Webb - In his own words
George Hunt:UN UNCED Earth Summit 1992 (Population reduction, Bank Scams etc..) 36 Minutes
GERM WARFARE: DR KELLY's LAST INTERVIEW 50 Minutes
Global Governance - The Quiet War Against American Independence 1 Hour
Globalism the Program - General Ben Partin 2 Hours 25 Minutes
Government : Stealing Your Freedom 48 Minutes
Gulag USA - Texe Marrs
HAARP (BBLC 2005) 51 Minutes
Has someone been sitting on the FBI?
Hijacking Catastrophe 2004
History of Freemasonry 53 Minutes
History of The E.V. Gray Motor (Free Energy - KeelyNet Conference) 2 Hours
Holes In Heaven? HAARP
Hollywood and the Pentagon
Hot Spots: Iran
How the Twin Towers Collapsed 45 Minutes
Hoxsey - How Healing Becomes A Crime. alt. cancer cure 1 Hour 23 Minutes
IBM and the Holocaust
Illuminati - NWO - Greedy Elite 1 Hour
Illuminati Mystery Babylon 2 Hours
Illuminazi 9/11 1 Hour 25 Minutes
Imperial Hubris: Why the West is Losing the War on Terror 1 Hour 5 Minutes
Inflation 30 Minutes
Inner World of the Occult 3 Hours
Interview With John Perkins - Confessions Of An Economic Hitman
Invisibly Visible 30 Minutes
Iraq
Iraq, Tony & the truth
Iraq: The Reckoning - Dispatches
Isreali Terrorism
JFK : The Bush Connection
Kay Griggs Talks: Desperate Wives (Blackmail In US Government 7 Hours 20 Minutes
Kidnap and Torture American Style - Dispatches
Loose Change
Loose Change 2 1 Hour 21 Minutes
Lost Civilizations - Byzantium 1 Hour 44 Minutes
Mad As Hell 1 Hour 30 Minutes
Mahatma Gandhi : Film : MAHATMA - Life of Gandhi, 1869-1948 2 Hourss 15 Minutes
Majestic 12 documentary by William Cooper aka MJ-12 The Secret Govenment
Making of a Dictator
Martial Law 9/11: Rise Of The Police State (2005)
Masonry - Behind Closed Doors 2 Hours 10 Minutes
Masonry: Beyond the Light 2 Hours 25 Minutes
Masters of Terror (2003)
Masters of the Universe
Megiddo I: The March to Armageddon 2 Hours 15 Minutes
Michel Chossudovsky - Disarming War Agenda (Carlyle Group)
Military Video 25 Minutes
Milton Friedman on Limited Government 28 Minutes
MIND CONTROL HYPNOTISM AND BEYOND 1 Hour 1983
Mission Accomplished
Mission Mind Control - 1979 ABC News
Money Banking and The Federal Reserve 42 Minutes
Monopoly Men
Mormons and the illuminati 41 Minutes
Munich: Mossad's Revenge
N. Wootan - History of The E.V. Gray Motor (Free Energy - KeelyNet Conference) 2 Hours
Nazi UFOs - How They Fly - The German Tesla Anti-Gravity And Free Energy Program 1 Hour 30 Minutes
Nikola Tesla - The Genius Who Lit the World 45 Minutes
Nikola Tesla - The Genius Who Lit the World 42 Minutes
NOW WITH BILL MOYERS 10 Minutes
Oil as a Weapon
Operation Hollywood
Order Of Death
Order of the Knights of Malta 53 Minutes
Orwell Rolls In His Grave 1 Hour 40 Minutes
Other side of AIDS
Our Friend Saddam 40 Minutes
OUTFOXED: RUPERT MURDOCH'S WAR ON JOURNALISM
Owning the Peacock
Owning the Weather
P. Lindemann - The Free Energy Secrets of Cold Electricity (KeelyNet Conference) 3 Hours
Painful Deceptions
Palestine Is Still The Issue
Pallywood "According to Palestinian Sources..."
Peak Oil - Dr Colin Campbell
Peak Oil - Mike Ruppert 1 Hour
Pearl Harbor
Pedophile Politicians 1 Hour
People and the Land
Perspective on 9-11
Peter Lindemann - The World of Free Energy (KeelyNet Conference) 2 Hours
Pharmakeia: George W. Bush, The Apocalypse and the War on Weed 40 Minutes
Phil Schneider - August 1995 Lecture 2 Hours
Phil Schneider - May 1995 Lecture 1 Hour 44 Minutes
Phil Schneider - November 1995 Lecture
Plan Colombia - Cashing In on the Drug War Failure 53 Minutes
Police State 2000
Police State II: The Takeover (2000)
Z Police State III: Total Enslavement
Population Control - None Dare Call it Genocide by Dr Stanley Monteith
Preparing for the Inevitable: Bioterrorism and Emerging Infectious Diseases 3 Hours 40 Minutes
President George W. Bush: Wiretap Eavesdropping Full Speech 43 Minutes
Preventive Warriors 1 Hour
Private Toll Roads Are Bad -Alex Jones- 1 Hour
Problem, Reaction, Solution
Promises and Betrayals
Psychological Operations 30 Minutes
Purpose Of The Drug War
Reality Check - Alan Watt 1 Hour 40 Minutes
REBEL WITHOUT A PAUSE - NOAM CHOMSKY 1 Hour 15 Minutes
Religions based on Astrology? 53 Minutes
Republican Paul Findley Dares to Speak Out -- Again ! 1 Hour 9 Minutes
Resisting Government Secrecy in a Time of Terrorism with Seymour Hersh 55 Minutes
Revelations of a Mother Goddess - David Icke 3 Hours
RFID (Radio Frequency Identification) and Surveillance 1 Hour 34 Minutes
Sacrifice at Pearl Harbor
Say No to War in Iraq - Mr. Galloway
Secret History of the Credit Card 55 Minutes
Secret Rulers of the World 50 Minutes
Secret US plans for Iraq's oil
Secret Wars of the CIA
Secrets of the 3rd reich 57 Minutes
Secrets of the 3rd reich 57 Minutes
Secrets of the CIA 45 Minutes
Secrets of the CIA 1 Hour 30 Minutes 2005
Secrets Of The Illuminati Revealed 2 Hours 33 Minutes
Seduction of a Generation (Sensitivity Training, Brainwashing) 30 Minutes
September 11th: Evidence to the Contrary REDUX 2006 1 Hour 26 Minutes
Shadow Government Bush Administration Complicit in 9/11 attacks 31 Minutes
Shell in Nigeria
Silvio Berlusconi: The Italian Tycoon
Skull & Bones - Dutch TV
Skull And Bones (CBS Documentary)
Something about Katrina 1 Hour 30 Minutes
Spin 60 Minutes 1995
Spinning Terror 50 Minutes
Spoils of War
Stan Meyers shows his invention, Hydrogen power
Stealing A Nation
Stealing Your Freedom - Dispatches
Stupidity
Technology and The Mark of the Beast 2 Hours 20 Minutes
Technology and the Mark of the Beast 2 Hours 21 Minutes
Telling Lies in Bosnia
THATCHER AND THE COUP THAT FAILED 30 Minutes
THE '93 WTC ATTACKS: Al QAEDA/CIA OPERATIVES & THE FBI 35 Minutes
The Age of Terror: In the Name of the State
The American prison system
The Assassination of John F. Kennedy
The Blind & The Dead (tex marrs & alex jones) 1 Hour
The Capitalist Conspiracy 47 Minutes
The Capstone That Killed JFK and The Speech That Sealed His Fate - Alan Watt 30 Minutes
The Citizens Guide To Surviving Police Encounters
The Corporate Globe
THE CORPORATION
The Curse of Oil
The Destruction Of Atlantis [Michael Tsarion] 2 Hours
The Diamond Life
The Dollar a Day Dress
The Eagle Has Landed! Magic, Alchemy, and The Illuminati Conquest of Outer Space Texe Marrs 2 Hours
The End of Suburbia: Oil Depletion and The Collapse of The American Dream 1 Hour 15 Minutes
The evolution conspiracy - A quantum leap into the New Age 45 Minutes
The Founding of the Federal Reserve
The Fourth Reich - Toward An American Police State 1 Hour 33 Minutes
The Free Energy Secrets of Cold Electricity (KeelyNet Conference) 2 Hours 51 Minutes
The Government Inspector - Peter Kosminsky
THE GREAT CONSPIRACY: The 9/11 News Special You Never Saw 1 Hour 10 Minutes
THE GREAT DECEPTION - The War on Terrorism 40 Minutes
The Hidden Wars of Desert Storm
The Honorable Paul Craig Roberts with Dr. Hesham Tillawi 55 Minutes
z The Illuminati - Our Secret Masters 45 Minutes
THE ILLUMINATI 1 Hour 50 Minutes
The Illuminati Families who Rule the World 1 Hour 10 Minutes
The Invisible Machine
The Iron Triangle - The Carlyle Group ExposedThe Carlyle Group Exposed 50 Minutes
The Kissinger File
The Light Behind Masonry - Bill Schnoebelen 2 Hours 25 Minutes
The Lightbringers - The Emissaries of Jahbulon - 2005 55 Minutes
The Making of a Dictator
The Matrix of Power 1 Hour 5 Minutes
The Mayfair Set
The Mena Connection
The Mena Connection 2
The Money Masters 3 Hours 30 Minutes
The Most Dangerous Game - MKultra / CIA / MIND CONTROL
The Myth of the Liberal Media
The New World Order Exposed Video
The Occult History of the Third Reich Adolf Hitler 56 Minutes
The Occult History Part 2 57 Minutes
The Occult World Of Commerce 1 Hour 6 Minutes
The Occult World Of Commerce 1 Hour 6 Minutes
The Oil Factor - Behind The War On Terror 1 Hour 30 Minutes
The Order Of Death 40 Minutes
The Origin of AIDS (hiv polio vaccines vaccination man-made disease) 1 Hour 30 Minutes
The Other Side of Suez
The Panama Deception
The Poor Marched On The City Centre
The Pope and the Mafia Millions
The Power of Nightmares 3 Hours BBC 2004
The Real Face of the European Union 40 Minutes
The revolution will not be televised 1 Hour 10 Minutes
The Search for Truth in History 1 Hour 24 Minutes
The Secret Government - Bill Moyers 30 Minutes 1987
The Secret NASA Transmissions - The Smoking Gun 1 Hour 30 Minutes
The Trials Of Henry Kissinger
THE TRUTH & LIES OF 9/11 2 Hours 20 Minutes
The Value of Debt
The Vaticans Banker 45 Minutes
The War for Oil
The World According To Bush
The World of Free Energy 2 Hours
Theft By Deception - Deciphering The Federal Income Tax 1 Hour 30 Minutes
Theft of the Presidency - Florida 2000 [BBC]
Torture - We Have Ways Of Making You Talk
Torture Methods - The Guantanamo Guidebook
Total Information Awareness Inside the NSA
Trading Freedom: The Secret Life of the FTAA 56 Minutes 2002
UN - ECO Fraud - Countdown to the New World Order 50 Minutes
UN - Indoctrinating in Earth Worship 20 Minutes
UN - Injustice For All - International Criminal Court 25 Minutes
UN Deception 50 Minutes
UN Intervention in Katanga 60 Minutes
Uncovered: The Whole Truth About the Iraq War
United Nations - A Look Into The Future 30 Minutes
United States vs United Nations 20 Minutes
Unprecedented
US and War
US ready to seize Gulf oil in 1973
USS Liberty
Vaccination - The Hidden Truth (1998) 1 Hour 30 Minutes
Vaccination - The Hidden Truth (1998) 1 Hour 30 Minutes
Vatican Assassins 1 Hour 50 Minutes
Votergate 30 Minutes 2004
Waco - A New Revelation (1999) 2 Hours
WACO - The Rules of Engagement 2 Hours 20 Minutes
WAL-MART: The High Cost of Low Prices 1 Hour 37 Minutes
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Posted by baddrunkpoet on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 03:49:00 PST

easter sunday

three days into springa sheet of fluttering snowflakes kissingthe dusty window by my bed even the biting cold is an affirmation of life fresh coffee that was found in a skipbrewed in a pot that was fo...
Posted by baddrunkpoet on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 07:05:00 PST

two new pomes inspired by a long stay on an 2 nhs psych wards

braindrops on the ward in psychiatric hallwayswaiting for the sleeping dosechasing spirits through eternal daytimesraising eyes to ghosts through tear-matted lashes andwaiting for a shard of sunlighti...
Posted by baddrunkpoet on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 01:20:00 PST

blah. supposed to be longer but it got interrupted

i've come to expect the bullshitany ad break'll do that to youi sold windows doors insurance charityall sortsand lesson one was that truth doesn't matterif people bought truth there'd only be one...
Posted by baddrunkpoet on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 04:36:00 PST

its not about god, its about paradigms

tear down the temples of your belief andshatter the fantastic stained windowsthey make the light seem changed andyour gods are sporting new clothing, as you areamongst the new flowers of spring the gl...
Posted by baddrunkpoet on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 06:04:00 PST

2nd, written straight to blog

listening to a broken musicbox harpstress iwatched an embroidered tree grow across a drape on the wallthis one's my favourite, she saida large languid orange wildcat reclining just above the root...
Posted by baddrunkpoet on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 07:23:00 PST

1st of the new year

There's something in the way light cuts through underground ceiling windows and into the flickering carriages of trains... i've spent half a life invoking a moon which will never fall to touch methe d...
Posted by baddrunkpoet on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 07:15:00 PST

pt1

secrets and liesblack magickthe hooded masterstaff raisedwho knows the names of godwho owns the names of many thingswho portions the earthwho clothes the apewho chased the dreams of man witha cage of ...
Posted by baddrunkpoet on Fri, 23 Nov 2007 11:04:00 PST

wrote this while on my break

but only because my friend heath made these really beautiful sheets of note paper whith rubbed leaf patterns and said i had to write on them, so i came up with this...as beautiful as autumn leaves may...
Posted by baddrunkpoet on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 12:17:00 PST

wrote these two before my self-imposed break

my soul is a junglethough i thought it warring statesmy self isa government of politicsmy voice is legion andi as you am a world unto myselfmy oceans heavelandmasses swell or recedeas populations batt...
Posted by baddrunkpoet on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 12:11:00 PST