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just andy

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About Me

In his or her life,
each person can take one of two attitudes:
to build or to plant.
Builders may take years over their tasks,
but one day they will finish what they are doing.
Life becomes meaningless
once the building has finished.
Those who plant suffer the storms
and the seasons and rarely rest.
Unlike a building, a garden never stops growing.
And by its constant demands
on the gardener's attentions,
it makes the gardener's life a great adventure. Brida - Paulo Coelho
i'm a fucked up individual yeh?yeh, glad you noticed!i think about things way too much. i like lots of things i would never admit to.i try to pretend that i don't love this chick, and do a pretty good job of it most of the time. i can even convince myself from time to time, but it never really lasts. i can even love other chicks, but i can't stop loving her, and the pretending fucks me up quite alot, quite often.so i go and get wasted. it's fun, you should try it sometime.
allegedly i'm an english teacher, but i'm not very good at it. i might be going to uni this year to study philosophy with history, but i doubt it.i have no idea what i'm gunna do with my life and it's strangely liberating and terrifying at the same time.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

someone who understands me. someone who wants to at least try.

My Blog

Fight the power.

You want to know why the youth are so disaffected? You want to understand why kids today get in so much more trouble than kids in yester-year? Stabbings, suicides, murders, gang rapes, drunkeness and ...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Jun 2009 19:19:00 GMT

"The yang calls, the yin responds."

"The yang calls, the yin responds"I cried in pain when peace was taken from me,ripped from my soul,I don't know when it happened, but I felt every break,every tear, every socket that it was ripped fro...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 21:07:00 GMT

Book

Prologue: He was running, faster than he had ever run before in his life. Sweat was running down his face, he didn't look back, he just ran, as hard and as fast as he could. There, a fence! His mind ...
Posted by on Fri, 23 May 2008 11:07:00 GMT

Just be...

Someone described me relly well tonight. They don't really know me, but they knew me, if you know what I mean. Their words, as close as I can recall, were, "I mean this guy's gorgeous, and highly int...
Posted by on Tue, 20 May 2008 16:20:00 GMT

Retarded? Yeah, that’s me...

Right... so... on Sunday I was working at my bar and it was absolutely dead. It was me and my boss, Robbie, from six in the evening till ten thirty, when we closed. Now after a shift that boring, I w...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 12:33:00 GMT

Girls, girls, girls...

Is there actually any point in pretending any more? Girl's, you don't want a nice guy, you want someone for a hot sweaty fuck who won't call you when they leave. You SAY you want a nice guy, you wande...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 14:52:00 GMT

Short Story

Chapter 1 We have a house in Cornwall. It's next to the beach and every morning we wake with the sunrise, the smell of the sea air caressing our noses till we wake. I turn and see your face, the same...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 00:49:00 GMT

Message to Law (apparently...)

Hell that's how it started out, read from the bottom if you want the full story... innit, anyone who makes their business of killing little towel heads is a fucking nazi. and fuck nazis running this c...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 17:37:00 GMT

In this world, there are kings, and there are paupers...

What can I say? We all know about the crazy shit in my head, but the voices have been getting louder recently. I was once told that if you accept that what you see and hear isn't real it means you're ...
Posted by on Sun, 13 May 2007 03:57:00 GMT

well i spoke to the director of my school...

and it looks like i'm leaving here at the beginning of may. gunna take the train to moscow and then fly from mocsow to vienna, probably spend a month or two there and then come back to england. this a...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 20:20:00 GMT