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About Me

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[z e i t g e i s t]

she's the inward sweep of the tides, pulling strange lovecraftian creatures up from the depths & beaching them on the shore. she's the ghost that haunts the ruins of maraqua, the devil dancing on the head of a pin. she revels in crop circles & carnival freakshows; she drowns darigan in malice, makes merry with goblins, & kills time with the cult of the gun. her heart is a will o' wisp, a foo fighter, luring the unlucky to their doom. romance her if you will, for she is your ruin.

[half persian, half german + existing only in dreams]

in five lines:

* shy.
* a hopeless romantic.
* starry-eyed dreamer.
* misanthropic.
* one ultra-violent devotchka.

i live here too.

[..there is always more...]

My Interests

a certain J. Monster, twenty-three, being a hooligan, creating music, tesseracts, boys originally from midian, pen pals, silence + dreams, evil boys, stars, bellydancing, corsets & thigh-high fishnets, copious amounts of eyeliner, serial killers, skulking around, the mafia, braaaaaains, ninjas & public displays of, kissing, shadows, ant-zen, 20 eye gripfast boots, video games, drifting down rainy streets, boys with mohawks, note-passing, keeping secrets, chococat / hello kitty, katamari damacy, digital hardcore, puddle-stomping, halloween birthdays, atlantis, using too many metaphors, swooping down from rooftops, stripey things, silent hill, fatal frame, too-short miniskirts & great big combat boots.

...&etc.

I'd like to meet:

[in no particular order]

♥ nicole blackman, angelina jolie, nivek ogre, al jourgensen, joan jett, raymond watts, bill leeb, christian bale, hanin elias, adrian brody, jude law, wednesday 13, my legion of death / black metal bands that i adore, siouxsie sioux, & brody dalle. ♥

Music:

coil, industrial, wednesday 13, opeth, android lust, diary of dreams, orgy, the cure, die form, dimmu borgir, skinny puppy, pig, hocico, wumpscut, dulce liquido, otep, panzer ag, front line assembly, ladytron, joy divison, dethklok, punk, noise, jungle, drum + bass, combichrist, nullwerk, converter, beepy robot music, new-wave, [singing along to] irish pub songs, weird german dance music, deathmetal, black metal, underworld, traditional iranian, ambient, and a pinch of goth thrown in for good measure.

Movies:

[entirely too many favourites to name]

currently:

* boondock saints
* der himmel Ã¼ber berlin
* labyrinth
* nightmare before christmas
* horror movies
* the machinist
* titan a.e.
* old eighties movies

Television:

KILL YOUR TELEVISION.

[but if i had to choose]:

- the whitest kids u know
- the sopranos
- rome
- sifl & olly
- metalocalypse

Books:

i read too much to really list any one thing.

[the usual suspects]:

* nicole blackman
* william gibson
* clive barker
* neil gaiman
* herman hesse
* burroughs

Heroes:

isis & loki:..

:B

My Blog

[addendum]

i hope there has never been any doubt that i completely love my sister to death and would do absolutely anything for her. she keeps going up in my book every time we talk. [as if she could actually ge...
Posted by [shiva | six] on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 06:19:00 PST

[drivel, v2]

[part one of a ridiculously long survey - stolen from my girl.] * everything you never wanted to know! 1.What time is it? 5:21pm2.Do you want to answer these? no. and thats why i'm filling it out.3.Wh...
Posted by [shiva | six] on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 03:48:00 PST

[drivel]

1. Do you like chinese food?indeed2. How big is your bed?i don't have one. [i sleep on the ceiling, bat-style]3. Is your room clean?nope. i still have boxes of stuff from when we moved in two months a...
Posted by [shiva | six] on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 04:29:00 PST

[a fine dead sound]

....right now, an underwater cave looks pretty damn good.
Posted by [shiva | six] on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 05:50:00 PST

[sullen]

this weekend was REALLY bad. had a huge horrid "situation" which resulted in me flaking on my only friend in the city [i'm really sorry]. if i'm not careful, i may lose her too. i'm really anxious abo...
Posted by [shiva | six] on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 06:49:00 PST

[crescent moon i'm cutting through]

gosh, what's a girl got to do to get something other than bills in the mail! [but i guess if i wasn't lazy & responded in a timely fashion, i'd get something in return] i have a new friend. :...
Posted by [shiva | six] on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 03:07:00 PST

[starstruck]

today is just a really, really bad day. it was okay until i left my apartment. [then again, it usually goes that way] /cryptic...
Posted by [shiva | six] on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 07:34:00 PST

evil's toy

another typical saturday. listening to death metal, scaring the neighbours. bleh. bored, bored, bored. ...i HAVE to stop playing sims 2. really.
Posted by [shiva | six] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

o.0

too much fatal frame 2 tonight equals: no sleep for the wicked! literally. my cats just scared the shit out of me. & i'm cold.
Posted by [shiva | six] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

death's-head

how i've spent another sleepless night =
Posted by [shiva | six] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST