nameless disciple

grew up in a split family lived in section eight housing with food stamps and welfare checks.I started drinking and smoking weed at a very young age like 9 or 10 soon i was doin just about every drug you can name except crack on a regular basis and we was involved in a lot of criminal stuff man stealing cars breakin into houses all that. I did a couple bids in jail but never really wanted to change anything about my life. then came the lowest moment of my life. none of that going to jail or seeing people die or being shot at or any of them times i shouldve overdosed none of that was my lowest point. The lowest point came when i tried to stop doing drugs and straight up couldnt. For the first time i realized i was a drug addict. man id be chilling at the pad tryin not to go do drugs for like 2 or 3 days man i be shaking all over and one of my boys would call me and id roll out and binge for like a week-no sleep or nothing. i know to some of yall it sounds cool but truth be told i wanted to die.back in the day i was the biggest atheist cat youd ever met, i would hit people if they tried to tell me about jesus. but one night man i cant even really explain it, i decided to give this "god" a chance. it was unnatural for me to even do that, i have no idea how it even happened, but i prayed for three things and by the next day all three had come true. i was bugging yo this God had to be for real. so i gave my life to him at first grudgingly cause i aint wanna admit id been wrong my whole life. but you know what the spirit of the lord changed my whole life right on that day i gave it to him. i aint had a drug one time since man and its been seven years now. people always ask how i know god is real and i give them a simple answer. how do i know god is real?------me im a walkin talkin miracle the way i was livin i shouldnt even be here i should be dead or in prison. yo if you want to know more about this God hit me up man message me id love to chop it up with you. hope you enjoy the music peace