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Karen

.: i'll take your wildest dreams - i'll take your everything : i'll be your resurrection; your annhi

About Me

WARNING: PLEASE READ
1. Bands: Request an add but there's no guarantee that I'll accept. No offense, but if it's a band relating to hip-hop or rap then don't even bother. It's simply not the kind of music I'd listen to on my own time.
2. If you do not have anything intelligent to say or if you are not willing to use proper syntax, spelling, grammar and punctuation when writing a message or carrying out a conversation then please, don't bother even contacting me. It's a waste of my time as well as yours.
3. I'm not single. Read the profile; it actually helps.
NOW A LITTLE ABOUT ME...:
- I'm a pianist and I plan on going into music as a career. Quitting for 2 years was the biggest mistake of my life...
- I hate crust...on pizza...on sandwiches...in general.
- I hate the cold too. By hate, I mean full out abhor and have enmity towards. My body completely shuts down and I'm frozen to the bone.
- I binge eat. I'll eat non-stop for a few days then nothing but fruit and water for the next week.
- I despise messes (oh, and don't touch my shit; I put it there for a reason.)
- Everybody thinks I'm crazy, fucked up, and weird. I am...I'm not afraid to admit to it.
- I'm one of the happieset people you'll ever meet: don't think I'm depressed. So...before you make any assumptions...just shut up, walk the other way, and keep it to yourself. Kthnx, bai-bai!
- I love reading. A lot. If you can't sit down and appreciate a good book then chances are I can't learn to like you.
- This is the first real and healthy relationship I've been in. Don't try to interfere.
- Matt's awesome. You're not.
- Try taking him away from me...I'll fuck you up.
- I'm manipulative and conniving. I usually get what I want. Oh, and I can be a really cold-hearted bitch as well...that's a quote from my dad.
- ...that could be because I don't regret.
- I've only recently realized what life was actually about.
- I've learnt not to care about much anymore. It's kinda bad...just a bit...=P
- Yes, I'm asian and yes, I'm a gamer/nerd. Now shut up and piss off.
- I love metal. Don't try to preach and tell me the reasons as to why it's bad or that it takes no skill to compose and play...blah blah blah...and that whole load of other crap. Buddy, you're seriously talking to the wrong person.
- Musicians are hot. Especially bassists. *drool*
- Don't try to make me believe in the religion that you so desperately cling onto and have faith in. Those are your beliefs; I have mine.
- I love tattoos. They're hot...maybe too hot. So are piercings in moderation. Have too many where you risk drowning while swimming...that's when it's tacky and just plain fucking ridiculous.
- I have an intense fascination with blood and death. It's just a fascination though...no need to be worried.
- When I'm upset, I tend to bottle everything up then taking it out on myself rather than seeking for help from friends. I'd rather not irritate and worry them with my problems. In that sense, I'm self-destructive.
- I put the feelings of the ones I care about before my own.
- I'm me. Don't compare me to somebody else.
- I'm not perfect so I make mistakes and fuck up a lot. I always try to fix things afterwards though.
- I love smoking. I'm aware it's detrimental to my health.
- I don't like what's going on in this world (the direction that it's going towards...the mentality, morals, etc)...but there's little I can do about it.
- ...so that's why I constantly bitch and rant.
- On that note, don't bring those topics up unless you're moderately intelligent and have some time on your hands.
- I've been hurt too many times in the past. Luckily, the past is the past and I'd like it to remain that way. Don't ask questions about it.
- I hate people who act or dress a certain way just to fit in. Why can't you just be a goddamn individual?
- Please...please...don't be an idiot. I hate those too.
- I think the media's the devil. So is the States. I was born there but I hate American mentality. Sorry, but it's the truth.
- Chances are you won't understand me...but that's okay! I've been doing fine without you.
- I love my family and they will always come before anybody else. (Victoria; I love you so much.)
- I have three friends whom I consider family.
- Don't mess with them. Period.
- Oh, and don't think you know me now that you've read this. At this point, you've only barely scratched the surface.
- One last thing: I may seem bitchy, cocky...whatever other word to describe attributes in the same category but that's only 'cos I'm not afraid to say the truth right to your face. I'm nice like that.

My Interests

My friends. I love you all so very much and I don't know what I'd do without you.
Music: my soul, my love, my life. Enough said.
Matt - the perfect guy for me. I couldn't ask for more from another human being
World of Warcraft - 60 Undead Mage - Transferred to Lethon
I also have a char that I'm trying to level to 70 on Blackwing Lair!

Speed and sudden drops, adrenaline rushes, movies, reading, Dungeons and Dragons, writing, philosophy, intellect, reason and logic, demonology, kissing & cuddling with Matt, doing anything with Matt, watermelon, cats (especially my cat Kahli), snakes, eating, prosciutto, pasta, sushi, interior decorating, sleeping, bitching, cheesecake, daydreaming, anything that makes me cringe, the sense of accomplishment, blood, make-up, cooking, individualism (please be yourself), cool, funky and new gadgets (shut up...I guess that makes me a consumer whore =D), cemetaries, nice bike rides or strolls in the middle of the night, goth - dress-wise, eyeliner, shopping for clothing...or for anything for that matter, serenity and calm, tattoos, piercings, driving and being a pain by blasting music while I drive, nature - hiking, camping, fishing, bird-watching, photography, modeling, dragons, swords (all that medieval stuff), spirits, dope, partying, getting really fucked up, mosh pits, headbanging, going to shows, swimming and just floating in a pool while letting your mind drift away, hockey (Montreal Canadiens FTW!), xtreme sports, wrestling (Triple H all the way!), the colour red and black as a combination, video and computer games (Grand Theft Auto San Andreas & Vice City, the Final Fantasies, Counterstrike, Diablo 2, Starcraft, Vanguard, Parasite Eve, .hack//INFECTION, .hack//MUTATION, .hack//OUTBREAK, .hack//QUARANTINE, Kingdon Hearts, Mortal Kombat, Soul Calibur, Marvel Nemesis: Rise of the Imperfects, F.E.A.R., Black & White, Heroes of Might & Magic V, Oblivion, Gauntlet: Dark Legacy, etc.). Haven't had much time for games lately though...

Disorder Rating
Paranoid Disorder : High
Schizoid Disorder : Low
Schizotypal Disorder : High
Antisocial Disorder : High
Borderline Disorder : Very High
Histrionic Disorder : High
Narcissistic Disorder : High
Avoidant Disorder : Moderate
Dependent Disorder : Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder : Low

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My favourite FF character of all time, Vincent Valentine.

I am 67% Video Game Addict.
. Video games are a big portion of my life, maybe too big of a portion. They are not a means of social interaction, despite what I might think. I should just go outside. Take the
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I'd like to meet:

True individuals. People who express themselves through any means. Yes, it's that important to me. If you don't hold that as one of your top values, you probably wouldn't want to get to know me. Heh...It would just be better that way...comprends? Thought so! Mutual understanding is key, dears.

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Karen
Birthday: Friday, March 13th, 1987
Birthplace: Kansas City, Missouri, U.S.A.
Current Location: Montreal, Quebec, Canada
Eye Color: Dark Brown
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5'2
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Handed
Your Heritage: 100% Chinese (Hong Kong in actuality...so I speak Cantonese and not Mandarin.
The Shoes You Wore Today: Adidas white striped black sneakers
Your Weakness: Being sympathetic
Your Fears: Sharks...drowning...being alone...the ring
Your Perfect Pizza: Lots and lots of meat!!! Bring it!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: To move out and study hard in my music courses.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "fuck", "okay..." and "zomg"
Thoughts First Waking Up: ...what time is it...
Your Best Physical Feature: Hair/Eyes...
Your Bedtime: Whenever I'm tired.
Your Most Missed Memory: Being with my little sister. I don't see her as much as I'd like to...
Pepsi or Coke: Coke, hands down.
MacDonalds or Burger King: ...do you really want to get me started?
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: I hate coffee...but I'll have a tea any time.
Do you Smoke: Yup. And loving every cancerous haul i take in.
Do you Swear: Fuck yea!
Do you Sing: Occasionally...in secret when no one's around =)
Do you Shower Daily: Nope. I'm super dirty... What type of question is that?! Of course I do...and who would admit to not anyway...
Have you Been in Love: Yes and currently am.
Do you want to go to College: In college.
Do you want to get Married: Yes...eventually.
Do you belive in yourself: Occasionally
Do you get Motion Sickness: Yes
Do you think you are Attractive: I have my days.
Are you a Health Freak: Kinda...I eat lots of healthy food now so I guess that counts.
Do you get along with your Parents: Minus the occasional bickering, yes.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes
Do you play an Instrument: Piano...picking up drums and violin soon though.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yah...new year's...Malibu breezer shots...
In the past month have you Smoked: Yes.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No...unless you consider pot a drug...then in that case, yah.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No. I hate oreos.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Nope.
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Yes.
Ever been Drunk: Yup
Ever been called a Tease: Yes and proud of it!
Ever been Beaten up: Haha...no. I do the beating up 'cos I'm secretly a ninja!
Ever Shoplifted: Yes
How do you want to Die: Just a quick and relatively painless death.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Piano instructor.
What country would you most like to Visit: Carpathian Forest wherever that is...Cuba...all of Europe.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue. Crystal blue. Dark green. Hazel brown. Just something different...where I can look into their eyes for a while.
Favourite Hair Color: Dark brown
Short or Long Hair: Depends...long hair can be fucking hot though.
Height: 5'9-6'2
Weight: What the hell...160-185???
Best Clothing Style: Doesn't matter. Just as long as they can look half decent in front of my parents. They gotta be able to mosh though!
Number of Drugs I have taken: Umm...8
Number of CDs I own: Countless
Number of Piercings: 6
Number of Tattoos: Two...combined they cover in total about 1/3 of my back. Going to be 3 soon though!
Number of things in my Past I Regret: None. Just learn from it...

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Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) Low
Level 2 (Lustful) Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous) Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) Very High
Level 7 (Violent) Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) Moderate
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 66%
Stability |||||||||| 40%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Materialism |||||||||||||| 56%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Work ethic |||||||||| 36%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 70%
Need to dominate |||| 16%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 50%
Anti-authority |||||| 23%
Wealth |||||||||| 36%
Dependency |||| 16%
Change averse |||||||||||| 43%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 64%
Histrionic |||||||||||||| 56%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 50%
Vanity |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Music:

I mostly listen to metal...If it weren't for that, I don't think I'd still be around. I live for and love it.

My favourite bands:

Lamb of God

Apocalyptica (not because of their infamous Metallica covers but rather their own compositions).

All That Remains
Amon Amarth
Black Dahlia Murder, the
Fear Factory
Front Line Assembly
God Forbid
Haunted, the
HIMSA
Hypocrisy
In Flames
Inactive Messiah
Kamelot
Meshuggah
Nevermore
Old Man's Child
Satyricon
Slayer
Velvet Acid Christ

Anathema
Anorexia Nervosa
Anthrax
Arch Enemy
Bathory
Behemoth
Birthday Massacre, the
Black Label Society
Black Sabbath
Blind Guardian
Burn the Priest (old Lamb of God)
Cannibal Corpse
Cathedral
Carpathian Forest
Cattle Decapitation
Celtic Frost
Children of Bodom
Chimaira
Cradle of Filth
Cryptopsy
Damageplan
Darkthrone
Dark Funeral
Dark Sanctuary
Dark Tranquillity
Diecast
Dimmu Borgir
Dio
Dream Theater
Dying Fetus
Emperor
Enslaved
Exhumed
Fleshless
Finntroll
God Dethroned
Gorgoroth
Gathering, the
GWAR
Hatebreed
Hammerfall
Hanzel und Gretyl
Helloween
H.I.M.
Iced Earth
Immortal
Incubus Sukkubus
Iron Maiden
Katatonia
Kataklysm
Killswitch Engage
Kovenant, the
Lacuna Coil
London After Midnight
Lunatica
Manowar
Marilyn Manson
Megadeth
Melechesh
Metallica (not the new stuff...it's crap.)
Mindless Self Indulgence
Mnemic
Morbid Angel
Mortiis
Motorhead
Mushroomhead
My Ruin
Nasum
Nargoroth
Nightwish
Nine Inch Nails
Opeth
OTEP
Pantera (R.I.P. Dimebag)
Perfect Murder, A
Primordial
Quo Vadis
Rage Against the Machine
Rhapsody
Satyricon
Sepultra
Shadows Fall
Slipknot
Soilwork
Sonata Arctica
Strapping Young Lad
Stratovarius
Switchblade Symphony
Symphony X
Testament
Theatre of Tragedy
Therion
Threat Signal
Tool
Tristania
Type O Negative
Unearth
Vader
Venom
Violent Work of Art
Within Temptation
Wintersun
Wykked Wytch
Zao

I am 66% Metal Head.
. I rock just as hard as the rest of the thrash set, except when no ones looking I like to get down with a little "More than a Feeling." Take the
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I love classical music as well:
Chopin
Beethoven
Mendhelsson
Haydn
Chopin
Wagner
Lizst
Schumann
Tchaikovsky
Handell
Vivaldi
...

Movies:

Firstly, please note that I hate, in general, chick-flick oriented films...unless it's for comedic value. I'm pretty sure it'll remain that way...=P
Final Fantasy: Advent Children
Lord of the Rings The Fellowship of the Ring, The Two Towers and The Return of the King
Chronicles of Narnia
Shawshank Redemption
Blood Diamond
The Departed
Gangs of New York
The Devil's Advocate
Scent of a Woman
Donnie Brasko
Requiem for a Dream
Tears of the Sun
Man on Fire
Coach Carter
Fear and Loathing in Las Vagas
Ghost in the Shell
Akira
Natural Born Killers
The Ring
Saw
Seven
The Devil's Rejects
Constantine
Pulp Fiction
Sin City
Crash
Donnie Darko
The Brothers Grimm
Pirates of the Carribian: Curse of the Black Pearl & Dead Man's Chest
Double Jeopardy
Gothika
The Forsaken
Nightmare Before Chistmas
Corpse Bride
Finding Nemo
Madagascar
Girl Interrupted
Fight Club
The Crow
Voices of a Distant Star
The Boiler Room
Four Brothers
Snatch
Lord of War
The Rock
...and soooo many more.

Your Sexual Energy is Blue !

Blue represents an experimental mindset, and an unpredictability that you are only in touch with.
You are not pure, nor are you totally naughty. You are on the borderline.
Will you fall into complete kinkiness, or will you back up into being a normal girl?
Your strength is your open-mindedness to try new things.
You are confident to follow-through on your lover's fantasies.
You often even add your own special edge to them.
Do they want to be tied down?
Well, how about a massage first, and then tickles to drive them crazy?
Blue women know how to mix and match and come out with extraordinary results.
You go about snagging your partners by sneaking up to them and then playing twenty questions.
Your targets are often puzzled by your ability to draw out their darkest secrets on a first date.
However, you still like to keep your own secrets to yourself.
You could spice your sex life up a bit if you let go of some of your own secrets, and let it all hang out!
Tell 'em your desires.
You might just surprise yourself!
Carmen Electra and Catherine Zeta Jones, although both very different celebs, have been honing this blue sexual energy. Follow their lead!
And, for some compatible lovers, look for those who have sexual energies in the colors of red, gray, and brown.
What Color is Your Sexual Energy?
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Television:

Sex in the City.

Prisonbreak, 24, Futurama, Family Guy, the Simpsons, Biker Buildoff, Monster Garage, Mythbusters, anything that's on the Discovery Channel really, WWE Wrestling, House.

...and I'm all about the anime.

Death Note, Higurashi no naku koro ni, Gantz, Naruto (not so much with the filler episodes but I'm really interested in Naruto 2), Bleach, Elfen Lied, Ergo Proxy, .hack (/sign and /root), One Piece! ^____^

Books:

An Equal Music by Vikram Seth
I'm a big fantasy reader. I occasionally read some science fiction as well. A list of some of those books:
- Ender's Game and Ender's Shadow series by Orson Scott Card
- The Sword of Truth series by Terry Goodkind
- LOTR & The Hobbit by Tolkien
- The Wheel of Time Series by Robert Jordan
- A Fine Balance by Rohinton Mistry
- The Handmaid's Tale by Margaret Atwood
- The Unbearable Lightness of Being by Milan Kundera
- Brave New World by Aldous Huxley
- The Disposessed by Ursual K. Le Guin
- The Things They Carried by Tim O'Brien
- The Poisonwood Bible by Barbara Kingsolver
I also love philosophy and any book that has to do with current issues be it based on something technological or something political. This includes books written by Neil Postman. Ah yes; Nietzsche, Kierkegaard and Sartre are God. =D

Heroes:

I don't have any heroes. I don't "idololize" anybody although I do admire a very few people. However, there will never come a time where I put so much faith into one person to ever call them a "hero". Anyway...I'm going to use this space up for something since it's here...People who deserve to be mentionned...

J.P.: You're an amazing best friend and you've always been there for me whenever I needed you. You seriously taught me what real friendship is. I'll stick around for as long as you're willing to put up with me. I promise, I'll never disappear. BFF...=D

R.I.P. Dimebag...what a great loss due to such a selfish act...

Musicians who are willing to break the limits to show their creativeness and originality. We're here today (I know I am) because of you.

I adopted a cute lil' ninja fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!