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May the bridges I burn light the way.
Just some words of advice
Maybe you've heard them before but here goes
Just be true to yourself if it lands you in hell, well, at least now you know
Loud and clear is your heart, big and bright are the places you might someday go
With one million things holding you down, why you're one of those things
I don't know, no big deal, here I go.
AIM - Cocainxbluez
23 years old. Straight.
Musician and "model" - but certainly not citizen ha!
Rebel and free thinker.
Autodidactic.
Libertarian.
Outspoken.
Honest.
Blunt.
I've attended more schools than you've been fucked behind the bleachers at a school football game... yea that many
I dislike ignorant people, especially those who willingly accept their own ignorance.
I love music, movies, hockey, night time, nature, big cities, forests, history, horror, philosophy, science.
I don't like to talk/argue about things that to me are self evident. Religion is false. America isn't free, and there is no easter bunny.
I am really starting to hate bands that spout off at the mouth about the need for change or rebellion or anarchy or globalization and then go on Mtv or sell their albums all over the world, shut the fuck up you hypocritical piece of shit.
"Wouldn't it be more of an act of rebellion if you didn't spend so much time buying blue hair dye and going out to get punky clothes? It seems so petty. You wanna be an individual, right? You look like you're wearing a uniform. You look like a punk. That's not rebellion, That's fashion."
In case you are wondering autodidactic means self taught.
"Education is what remains after one has forgotten what one has learned in school." - Albert Einstein
Libertarian is a political affiliation, although I don't really affiliate with anyone or anything. It's merely a way to describe to others where I fall on most issues.
Places I've lived:
Killadelphia
New Jersey, Oxford
Iowa, Cedar Rapids
Maryland, La Plata
Rhode Island, South Kingstown
NYC, Yonkers-Bronx
PA, York(sucks)
LA, Cali
What's upside down?
Coated in silver.
This crucifix is, my four leaf clover.
I certainly don't believe in the mythologies of our society, in heaven and hell, in God and angels, in Satan and demons. I've thought of myself as an atheist, but that simply described what I didn't believe in, not what I did. Gradually, though, I became aware there was a movement called humanism; which used that name because, to put it most simply, humanists believe that human beings produced the progressive advance of human society and also the ills that plague it. They believe that if the ills are to be alleviated, it is humanity that will have to do the job. They disbelieve in the influence of the supernatural on either the good or the bad of society.
The truth is not always beautiful.
Nor beautiful words the truth.
Those who have virtue.
Have no need of argument for its own sake.
For they know that argument is of no avail.
Those who have knowledge of the natural way,
do not train themselves in cunning.
Whilst those who use cunning to rule their lives,
and the lives of others,
are not knowledgeable of the Tao.
Nor of natural happiness.
The sage seeks not to have a store of things or knowledge,
for he knows, the less of these he has, the more he has,
and that the more he gives, the greater his abundance.
The way of the sage is pointed
but does not harm.
The way of the sage
is to work without cunning.
The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue center light pop and everybody goes "Awww!
Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow-
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.
I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand-
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep- while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?
Ends and means laid out before me.
Can't make up my mind.
I don't know why.
I just know... Something, something isn't right inside.
I feel it churning.
Something, something has my soul, I know.
I feel it burning.
Something, something stands between me and the things that I want.
Something, something has to change.
Seems a feast laid out before me.
I can't taste a thing.
Although I try. I always try.
But too much shit gets in the way.
Seems like nothing here is real at all.
All these smiling paper dolls.
Like biting into wax fruit.
And maybe that's why I can't taste anything.
Nothing wrong with me at all.
Can't tempt me with a plastic apple.
I'll never fucking fall.
Something, something isn't right outside.
I see it shatter.
Nothing, nothing in this world of shit could ever matter.
Nothing, nothing that I see is what I want because there's nothing, nothing here at all.
There are days I wake up crying.
Screaming in my sleep.
I must be dying.
Don't want to die so far from home.
MUSIC
88 Finger Louie
against all authority
against me!
Agnostic Front
Alkaline trio
allister
Anti-Flag
apocalypse hoboken
arrogant worms
AJB
bad brains
bad religion
beach boys
beastie boys
Bikini kill
black flag
bloodhound gang
BTMI
Boris the sprinkler
bouncing souls
Boxer
brand new
Buddy Holly
buck-o-nine
Buzzcocks
Catch22
Candy snatchers
Chamberlain
chinkees
chocking victim
C&C
common rider
cousin oliver
dead kennedys
diesel boy
Divit
Down by law
Dropkick Murphys
Dr. Dre
Enkindels
Exploited
face to face
Fall Out Boy
Five iron frenzy
Fleetwood Mac
flogging molly
Forces of Evil
Frenzal Rhomb
funeral oration
funsize
Handel
Good Riddance
guttermouth
Homegrown
J church
jawbreaker
JFC
Johnny Cash
kottonmouth Kings
Lacuna Coil
lagwagon
Lanemeyer
lawrence arms
Leftover crack
Limp
link 80
Longfellow
lounge
Beethoven
MDC
The Meteors
Method man
Mi6
millencolin
MSI
Murderdolls
MU330
mustard plug
mxpx
Napalm death
Nekromantix
Negative Approach
nerf herder
NIN
nine lives
Nirvana
No Cash
No Motiv
NOFX
Nuclear Saturday
NUFAN
NWA
offspring
get up kids
van halen
Osker
OZZY
Pantera
parasites
patent pending
pennywise
Pitboss 2000
pitchshifter
Pixies
polaris
potshot
Primus
Propaghandi
Prozzak
public enemy
QUEEN
RATM
rancid
reagan youth
reel big fish
Richie valens
rise against
Run-DMC
rx bandits
samiam
satanic surfers
screeching weasel
sex pistols
sick of it all
Slapstick
slick shoes
Smoking popes
something corporate
spring heeled jack
Streetlight Manifesto
strung out
ten foot pole
the descendents
the disfunctionals
the dwarves
the hippos
the misfits
the parasites
the unseen
the vandals
the young pioneers
thrice
Tiamat
travoltas
unwritten law
wasted youth
yellowcard
Beg for your life
FOR THE PEOPLE WHO DON'T KNOW HOW TO LEAVE A COMMENT. YOU TYPE IN THE BIG COMMENT BOX AND THEN HIT THE BUTTON UNDER IT. BE SURE TO DELETE WHAT'S IN IT ALREADY SO YOU DON'T COME OFF AS A RETARD.
MOVIES
a better tomorrow
a clockwork orange
aliens
american beauty
american history-x
american pyscho
Angus
annie hall
basketball diaries
Battle Royale
Big lebowski
boondock saints
Cemetery Man
chasing amy
citizine kane
clerks
dead alive
Devil's Rejects
die hard
donnie darko
Dracula
Drunken master
Ed Wood
Eternal Sunshine
equilibrium
Evil Dead 1-3
Fast Times
fifth element
fight club
friday the 13th
from dusk to dawn
full metal jacket
ghost world
goodfellas
Happiness
happy gilmour
high fidelity
indiana jones
jaws
kids
Kikujir no natsu
Leon
mallrats
13 monkeys
NMBC
Nightmare/Elm
office space
pulp fiction
raging bull
reservoir dogs
Rushmore
scarface
Seven Samurai
Sid & Nancy
slc punk
sleepy hallow
star wars
swingers
Walk The Line
Wedding singer
Yojimbo
Zatoichi
88 Finger Louie
against all authority
against me!
Agnostic Front
Alkaline trio
allister
Anti-Flag
apocalypse hoboken
arrogant worms
assorted jelly beans
bad brains
bad religion
beach boys
beastie boys
Bikini kill
black flag
bloodhound gang
Boris the sprinkler
bouncing souls
Boxer
brand new
Buddy Holly
buck-o-nine
Buzzcocks
Catch22
Candy snatchers
Chamberlain
chinkees
chocking victim
coheed and cambria
common rider
cousin oliver
dead kennedys
diesel boy
Divit
Down by law
Dropkick Murphys
Dr. Dre
Exploited
face to face
Fall Out Boy
Five iron frenzy
Fleetwood Mac
flogging molly
Forces of Evil
Frenzal Rhomb
funeral oration
funsize
George Frederic Handel
Good Riddance
guttermouth
Homegrown
J church
jawbreaker
Jeffries fan club
Johnny Fucking Cash
kottonmouth Kings
lagwagon
Lanemeyer
lawrence arms
Leftover crack
Limp
link 80
Longfellow
lounge
Ludwig van Beethoven
MDC
The Meteors
Method man
Mi6
millencolin
MSI
MU330
mustard plug
mxpx
Napalm death
Necromantix
Negative Approach
nerf herder
NIN
nine lives
Nirvana
No Cash
No Motiv
NOFX
Nuclear Saturday
NUFAN
NWA
offspring
get up kids
van halen
Osker
OZZY
Pantera
parasites
patent pending
pennywise
Pitboss 2000
pitchshifter
Pixies
polaris
potshot
Primus
Propaghandi
Prozzak
public enemy
QUEEN
RATM
rancid
reagan youth
reel big fish
Richie valens
rise against
Run-DMC
rx bandits
samiam
satanic surfers
screeching weasel
sex pistols
sick of it all
Slapstick
slick shoes
Smoking popes
something corporate
spring heeled jack
Streetlight Manifesto
strung out
ten foot pole
the descendents
the disfunctionals
the dwarves
the hippos
the misfits
the parasites
the unseen
the vandals
the young pioneers
thrice
travoltas
unwritten law
wasted youth
yellowcard
BANDS I DISLIKE WITH A PASSION
Avenged Sevenfold
My chemical romance
The Queers
AFI
Hawthorn heights
The Casualties
Atreyu
Underoath
Anything screeching weasel/ramones core
Panic! At The Disco
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Johnny Cash