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Natalie (Exie)

You must proceed there, that way, where today you are least at home.

About Me

I am short.
If it is nerdy, I will probably like it.
I am misanthropic and malcontent with a huge gentle streak.
I sometimes DJ under the name "Exie".
I don't like babies.
I am a chronic insomniac.
I rarely finish anything that I start. (I'm working on this one.)
I try to maintain a sense of humor about nearly everything.
I love anything made from rice. (rice crackers, rice noodles, rice milk, rice candy etc...)
I plan to have cybernetic parts one day. (I do, however, already have a partially metal spine. Isn't that neat?) I'll settle for a soviet cold-war era bionic eye. I'm sure SOMEONE has one laying around somewhere.

My Interests

Music, animals, art (minus pretentiousness), words, abnormal psychology, good tea, robots, androids, martial arts, Qigong, post-apocalyptic anything, Romanticism, the 30's and the 40's, reading, writing, language and linguistics, metal things, electronics (learning), abandoned places, antique keys, Art Nouveau, talking to inanimate objects, symbols, mythology, eastern religion, India, Occult, Japanese, deafening myself with headphones on, comics, video games, German, tofu, revolution, radical politics, propaganda art, ukiyo-e, drinking far too much coffee, poetry, mary janes, high heels, messy hair, red lips, androgyny, eroguro, ninja, samurai, paranormal phenomena, cinnamon, micro/craft brewed beer, various political and philosophical ideologies, pumpkins, kitties, cephalopods, birds, moths, mantids, AI, quantum mechanics, making things, dying/cutting hair, making soap, pushing buttons, assemblage art, painting bad pictures...

I'd like to meet:

People that value more than instant gratification. (Unless we're talking general debauchery. :))People that fight for what they believe in...I really want to meet someone that actually listens to my pointless rambling.I would love to meet some of the friends that I have made in Japan, Germany, and Italy when I travel next year.Oh yeah, and I don't really think that I want to meet people that refer to their boyfriend/girlfriend as "my incubus" or "my succubus". Please... give it up already. You sound like an idiot.Sometimes the ability to create something is all we have. It is the most important way we can take care of ourselves.Now draw something for me please. (...if the draw board is working. If not, draw something and scan it! :D)*If I don't approve your friend request and we actually have things in common AND you are not simply collecting females, please send me a message. I'm easily distracted.Oh and please do not advertise on my page. I will usually delete it unless it is something charitable. :)

Music:



English, German, etc...
Einstürzende Neubauten,Nick Cave,Spiritual Front,ROME,Ordo Rosarius Equilibrio,Mercydesign,DIN [A] TOD,Dernière Volonté,Ô Paradis,Der Blutharsch,Coph Nia,IANVA,In Slaughter Natives,Sol Invictus,Nature And Organisation,Boyd Rice,Death in June,Current 93,Strawberry Switchblade,Throbbing Gristle,Tear Garden, Legendary Pink Dots,In Gowan Ring,Coil,Laibach,PIG,And One,Melotron,In Strict Confidence,Covenant,VNV Nation,DE/VISION,Skinny Puppy,Wolfsheim,Project Pitchfork,Diary Of Dreams,Android Lust,XP8,Spahn Ranch,Chemlab,Das Ich,FOETUS,Nitzer Ebb,Front 242,older Nine Inch Nails,The Birthday Party,The Chameleons,Bauhaus,Peter Murphy,Fad Gadget,Joy Division,Christian Death,Wire,Morrissey,The Names,malaria!,Siouxsie,Echo and the Bunnymen,Killing Joke,The Mission UK,The Sisters of Mercy,DEVO,The Police,Dead Kennedys,The Smiths,Gary Numan,Ultravox,The Cure,Cabaret Voltaire,David Bowie,Kraftwerk,New Order,Depeche Mode,The Clash,old U2,Duran Duran,Oingo Boingo,Robyn Hitchcock,Frank Sinatra,Johnny Cash,Patsy Cline,Tom Waits,Crass,Horrorpops,Devil Doll,Nekromantix,Tiger Army,Jets to Brazil, mira,The Weakerthans,Jawbreaker,They Might Be Giants, The Dresden Dolls,IAMX,The Knife,Yeah Yeah Yeahs,The Faint,Pulp,Suede,Interpol,more...Japanese
Guniw Tools,BUCK-TICK,Nookicky,Shilfee and Tulipcorobockles,SOFT BALLET,BLAM HONEY,GOATBED,BUG,Schaft,deadman,EX-ANS,Babylon,lynch.,Death gaze,NéiL,SINO RE-BUILD PROJECTS,Noi'x,El Dorado,Raphael,Creature Creature,AGE of PUNK,Everlasting-K,Laputa,GULLET,2 Bullet,lab.,function code();,La'Mule,PooL,JILS,old Kuroyume,D,Penicillin,TRANSTIC NERVE,Daisuke Asakura,Iceman,Susumu Hirasawa, D'espairs Ray,Pierrot,LUNA SEA,hide,Shizuku...,Metronome,The Piass,ANTI FEMINISM,Romance for~,ROUAGE,Merry go round,Silver-Rose,Jinkaku Radio,GLAMOROUS HONEY,Coaltar of the Deepers,
more...
Industrial, Neofolk, Synth-pop, EBM, visual rock (especially 90's Nagoya), weird noisy and interesting experimental music, post-punk, other misc stuff...

Movies:

Stalker, Brazil, Bladerunner, The Seventh Seal, Solaris (Tarkovsky), The Face of Another, AI, Time Bandits, The Life of Brian, Happiness of the Katakuris, Metropolis, The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari, The Iron Giant, Miyazaki, Dellamorte Dellamore (Cemetery Man), Star Wars, Seppuku, Kagemusha, Seven Samurai, Yojimbo, Stray Dog, Pasolini, Hour of the Wolf, I Pugni in tasca (Fists in the Pocket), The Wicker Man, Downfall, The Princess Bride, Labyrinth, Spirited Away, Versus, Shaolin Soccer, Night of the Living Dead, Vincent Price stuff, Evil Dead 1 & 2, Army of Darkness...

Television:

No thank you.

Books:

Sci-fi, Philip K. Dick (anything), Ender's Game, Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?, Dune, Neuromancer, Le Petit Prince, misc books about religion, science, history, Dragonlance, Neverwhere, anything by Shelley, Keats, William Blake, Wilde, H.P. Lovecraft, Rimbaud, R.A. Salvatore, Asimov, many more...

Heroes:

Mr. Full, Carl Jung, Nikola Tesla, David Tibet, Joseph Campbell, Gunther von Hagens, Bikkochan, Bonnie and Clyde, Dave Lister, Han Solo, artistic pioneers, champions of free thought, free speech, and those that push and challenge all established boundaries.

My Blog

Sleep is for everyone...

I am actually considering banging my head into the wall until some form of sleep comes... a trauma induced coma is not actually out of the question at this moment.It has been days upon days since I h...
Posted by Natalie (Exie) on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 10:19:00 PST

lies.

Everyone says that they value honesty. It sounds great coming out of your mouth. "I am an honest person. I want people to be honest with me." Really, what would people think if you told them,  "...
Posted by Natalie (Exie) on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 12:42:00 PST

Valentine's Day.

I posted this as a bulletin, but in case anyone missed it... here it is again.Valentine's Day. It really pains me that people are so willing to participate in a "holiday" that so blatantly proves how...
Posted by Natalie (Exie) on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 02:19:00 PST