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Sheila

The strenghth of beauty that comes from within, reflects outwardly for all to see...

About Me

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Myspace LayoutsHERE I AM...! There comes that time in your life when you have to take stock in what you are, who you are and why you are...This can be troubleing for some and even worse for someone who is transgendered. I've been in denial about how deeply I was gripped by this gender dysphoria. And after becoming sober in the fall of 2003,... I GOT THE COURAGE! So, in August of 2006 I found and contacted an excellent therapist who is helping me sort out my feelings...and it means basicly I'm a woman trapped in a man's body. That's not so bad, but a bell has sounded and it's time to do something...time to address the true identity hiding inside for so long. Following the Benjamin guidelines, therapy has brought me to a Doctor, who is prescribing the hormones I will most likely be taking the rest of my life. I am looking forward to the metamorphysis these medications are designed to produce and realize there may only be slight physical changes. Also welcome are the emotional reactions to these perscriptions, which are said to be dramatic and overpowering at times. I believe I'm ready as I will ever be, and just wish I could have started sooner. This has become an exciting chapter in what will be a storied life and I'm sure the happiness will be everything my life has seemed to lack. With warm wishes from supportive wonderful friends and loved ones, I am hopeful in a successful transition and a fruitful journey in the rest of my life.....

My Interests

Shopping, shoes, cooking, inter-net, listening to music, plants and gardening...Did I mention shoes? I also like woodworking and building those goofy furniture pieces that come in a million-six parts...LOL

I'd like to meet:

I'm open-minded enough to want to meet all people of all genders. As I am transgendered though I do want to especially meet those others who are like myself...in search of their true identity. Also those talented make-up artists,(you know who you are) I just love the work they do =)

Music:

My favorites are too many to list without missing a few... and other of favorites are the comedic songs and all those clever parodies, Wierd Al, "ROCKS"! And I have to give a shout-out to "Da Yoopers"

Movies:

* TOOTSIE * Too Wong Fu, Thanks for Everything... * Adventures of Priscilla, Queen of the Desert * Rocky Horror Picture Show ...and All those Star Wars flicks"...and the list grows as quick as those great films keep coming"

Television:

I watch much of it and enjoy some of it...And when I die they probably will have to pry my cold dead nail-polished fingers from the remote...LOL :O)

Books:


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Heroes:



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You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.

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Faerie


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Dragon


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WereWolf


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Demon


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My Blog

Sleep Tiny One

Sleep Tiny One by Sheila Rae West Sleep tight my little angel, so beautiful you are. Dream some sweet and special dreams, like swinging from a star.   You lay there resting peacefully, the ti...
Posted by Sheila on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 07:16:00 PST

Baby Eats

Baby Eats by Sheila Rae West Look at little baby, sitting in his chair. Stop that now and just behave, don't put it in your hair! Have some "Cheerios", I'll put them on the tray. So sweet,...you ea...
Posted by Sheila on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 08:35:00 PST

Tubby Time

Tubby Time by Sheila Rae West Bubble bubble, little one It's tubby time, let's have some fun. Splashy splash, I got your nose. Soapy scrub, between the toes. Washy wipe, your tum, tum, tummy. Baby ...
Posted by Sheila on Sat, 17 May 2008 08:34:00 PST

How I am ?

How am I ? by Sheila Rae West Caged just like an animal and lonely as a clam, Stuck in my apartment Barely knowing who I am.   I reach out to my friends And go to work each day. But, no one s...
Posted by Sheila on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 10:42:00 PST

Different Shoes

Different Shoes by Sheila Rae West Look at how your friends and family go about their life. They seem to march so purposely, without the drum and fife. Some skip along with happiness and not a care ...
Posted by Sheila on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 11:13:00 PST

Fantasy

Fantasy by Sheila Rae West   Your warm sweet smile shines brightly, and the sparkle in your eyes, ignite a fire in my heart as I swoon and fantasize. I dream about what we could do when arousa...
Posted by Sheila on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 12:12:00 PST

Baby Talk

Baby Talk by Sheila Rae West Kookie little baby talk, that is what I do. Glippy, gloppy, goo, goo. goo, Peek-a-boo, I see you! You can’t find me, But, I see you too! Happy baby, koo, koo, koo,...
Posted by Sheila on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 05:46:00 PST

Summer Dream

Summer Dream by: Sheila Rae West Green is the grass, in my summer dream. With a sun so bright, my eyes fill with gleem. I’ll cool my feet, in the chill of a stream. As I sit on the bank, in the ...
Posted by Sheila on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 12:42:00 PST

I dream of Spring

I Dream of Spring By Sheila Rae West Gentle breezes sway each branch, as buds swell on the trees. Soon there will be insects. and humming of the bees. The ground is heating slowly, while sprouts wai...
Posted by Sheila on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 08:40:00 PST

Creative writing

  Spots by Sheila Rae West Where on earth is that place called Spots? They've spoke of it since we were tots. They always get the deepest snow, a location that they never show. It always rains ...
Posted by Sheila on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 08:53:00 PST