Sarah Anne

What to say about myself. First I'm 5'8" tall, have blond hair, hazel eyes. I'm 54 years old. I'm a t-girl (trans gender). I was born a boy but, Always knew something was different inside of me. I never felt like a boy inside, I always felt that I should Have been born a girl. When I was a child I wanted to do what girls did. Play dolls,dress up,put on makeup, make myself as pretty as I could. I would take my cousins clothes. Because I wanted to wear dresses, skirts, shorts, sandals, and heels. I felt like thats what I was suppose to be wearing. I wanted to wear all the girl clothes I could. I always wanted my hair to be long past my shoulders. I wanted to paint my nails. I just wanted to be as pretty as any other girl. I got into trouble with my mom. When she found the girl clothes I had taken I would get a beaten and she would say that I was not suppose to do that. But I just couldn't stop I tried to stop but inside I was not happy as a boy. I am happy now being who I am. I have the heart breaks of everyone knowing. But there is no one more important than yourself. And everyone has to find there own happiness this is who I am. Life is to short not to be happy. I wish the world could learn different doesn't mean wrong all of us are different there is no such thing as normal get over it! I was married three times trying to fight the urges to be me. I have two children one girl one boy I love both my children very much. Now that I'm older and still have the urges to be a girl. I have decided to become Sarah full time now, I don't own any boy clothes all my clothes are girl clothes. I dress 24/7 and I'm happier than I have ever been in my whole life to be who I really am. I get ask the questions all the time are you gay, are you bi are you straight. To tell you the truth I don't know. I have all these urges to do everything a girl does and want to do them all. I want to date, go out with a guy kiss a guy make love to a guy. I also want to fall in love with a guy and live with him forever. I also like my girlfriends to go out with have fun a girls night out, go shopping, go to a bar and have fun with them and the guys maybe even get lucky and get to go home with a guy. I want the guy to treat me like he would any other girl. Of coarse if we are dating I want him to pick me up at home and not honk his horn come to the door and come in. Take me to dinner it don't have to be anything fancy it could be anywhere as long as he sat next to me. Maybe open the door for me to his car and to the places he takes me. In return I will give him all my love I even do his cooking and cleaning take care of his house take care of him I would make love to him anytime he wanted to in the morning afternoon at night anytime he wanted it. All I ask for, is for his love in return and to be honest with me. I love to get the girls together and get all dressed up and have a girls night out on the town and for all of us to just have some great fun. you know the kind of fun I'm talking about dresses makeup hose hair all styled when we walk in the room everyone is looking at us. I'm a girl that just wants to have fun.I want to find a guy to love me for who I am. I like to date, go out have the guy pick me up take me anywhere he wants to. I'm looking for that special guy to love, hold, and take care of him the best I can. If he treats me with kindness, love brings me flowers and a gift once in awhile I would give my heart to him. Do everything for him just treat me like any other girl. Just a little something for the guys to think on is this. I hear guys all the time say that girl is ugly and that girl is fat or she to skinny. There isn't any ugly girl. All girls are beautiful you may not think she is, but they are. They should be treated with respect, be honest with them show them all that you care about them. That will get you more than you will ever ask for. Girls have the biggest hearts that I know they can love their family, kids, husbands,animals, boyfriends and their friends and most love life till someone tries to hurt them. Then they go from angels to what ever they wish. So guys don't break their hearts it takes girls just as long as it does you to get over a heartbreak and sometimes longer. Just a small thought for you to think on!