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Michael

Do as thou wilt

About Me

I am 30 years old and single. I am a student of religion, philosophy and science. In college I studied International Politics but that was after a few years of pursuing physics with a passion for superstring theory and theories on anti-matter. I learned several things about myself from studying politics. I learned that power goes to my head. My passion for power and legitimacy comes from a strong desire to help people. While studying politics (focusing on Latin America and Russia) I had a several realizations about the oncoming revolution. I found myself in the midst of this intellectual crisis, with a revolution unfolding and I suddenly realized that I didn't want to continue on a carreer path in politics. I am currently in a sort of limbo, considering joining the Peace Corps and maybe going back to teaching Math. I love to write, think and read. I'm interested in economics, game theory, GO!,making money, studying, church. Dance was a great experience, but so was reading, art, music, and poetry. Excitement bingeing has gotten me in trouble numerous times, but the passion and thrill has been worth it. I know how it feels to be the alien, the leader, the oppressed worker, popular,unpopular, famous, infamous, the guy with the best and worst qualities.I'm really freaked out from some of my experiences. Some are really hard to describe, very psychic, and profound. Other's I would describe as too difficult, pathetic, or downright evil. I seem to be the center of attention often and experience life at extremes. I don't have all of the things I would like to have. I am working but my resources are limited. I was once passionate about leadership in American Politics. I especially would strengthen international cooperation furthering the space program, rebuilding the United Nations, and giving international aid to impoverished countries. Socially I rock back and forth between rich and poor, strong and weak, initiate and profane. I see myself as the hinge of revolution. I don't drink or smoke, but I could if I had nothing better to do. I have been having practice at making public appearances, debating and lecturing on television or in front of an audience. My last lecture topic was on the history of Korea which will be broadcast on television. I'm still in college for political science, but I think I want to teach philosophy. I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do with my life. I am aware of my passions but cannot say where I am going. Everything is inevitable. Decisive action on the fringes of revolution is no easy task. People in America know they are about to experience some major changes. Who can resist change? Fate? It is unavoidable.

My Interests

Bakhti,Shabd,and Kundalini Yoga. Health, herbs, veganism, meditation, alchemy, kabbalah, judaism, masonry, the occult in general. I am even savvy with UFO's and the other government cheese ie. CIA buff, ops, gov. agents, millionaire clubs extrordinaire. You name it I probably delved into it, however I am not much of a sports fan. I am the intellectual type. I developed my own superstring theory, I got into hyperspacial mathematical stuffs, combinatorics, calculus, physics, Nash equilibrium(not too hard but intensely interesting if you understand it) and other cosmic stuff. I really went over the top in some things. Thrillseeking, dance, sexuality. I am a hardcore feminist. I am interested in the possibility of becoming a healer and performing miraculous transformations in myself in order to heal others.

Heroes:

I admire many people. Some of them are not famous. There are great examples of heroism all the time. I notice people who take the hero's journey. Our most heroic moments are not those of glamour and fame, but the struggle to overcome obstacles, and the inner struggle that is involved in helping others. I see people who will never be famous who perform heroic deeds and I see how fame often goes to a person's head. I know these things and respect everyone who has found the inner strength to overcome evil in whatever form it may take.

My Blog

kryptos/elonka

www.elonka.com/kryptos Comparing code circles to cryptic Golden Dawn circles in which are Egyptian Gods cast in a Zionist plot. Fascist slurs, poetry, kabbalah and torah. And a code circle cast in the...
Posted by Michael on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 08:01:00 PST

Ubiquitous Mr. Lovegrove

I'm listening to Dead can dance, and I'm feeling this. Totally. Today it seems like nothing makes any sense. Looking back at how I was lied to and cheated on, how naive I was, how screwed up my relati...
Posted by Michael on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 01:49:00 PST

Sitting in Church

Why am I sitting in church, I'm not even catholic. I don't believe in organized religion. I don't need to see a man brutally crucified in order to restore my innocence. I am uncomfortable. I feel clau...
Posted by Michael on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 06:20:00 PST

Politics and Hate

I am glad that I don't spend as much time on politics as I used to. Just listening to people communicate their feelings about the war in Iraq, the President and other political issues I am able to qui...
Posted by Michael on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 06:03:00 PST

Affirmations for the New Year

I want to say some positive affirmations shits in the blog here about how I am going to have all the sex and money I want. Well I mean love and freedom and all that great stuff. It is true you know wh...
Posted by Michael on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 07:18:00 PST

Prime Numbers. The Energy Nexus of the Universe. (string theory)

Is there a geometrical nexus through which all prime numbers may be mapped and is there a possible formulaic route to locating any prime number occuring on this hypothetical map? What is the significa...
Posted by Michael on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 04:32:00 PST

The Language of Birds

One of the observations made by the prophet mohamed is that the birds sing at the various five times a day which are proscribed as the periods in Islam for prayer. It is said that the language that bi...
Posted by Michael on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 04:35:00 PST

Prayer of St. Francis of Assisi

Prayer of St. Francis Lord, make me an instrument of your peace.Where there is Hatred, let me sow Love.Where there is Injury, Pardon.Where there is Doubt, Faith.Where there is Despair, Hope.Where the...
Posted by Michael on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 04:20:00 PST

Poems about Desire

Poems about Desire ~ Always without desire we must be found,If its deep mystery we would sound;But if desire always within us be,Its outer fringe is all that we shall see. - Tao Te Ching- Translated...
Posted by Michael on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 03:36:00 PST

True Love by Hafiz

TRUE love has vanished from every heart;What has befallen all lovers fair?When did the bonds of friendship part?--What has befallen the friends that were?Ah, why are the feet of Khizr lingering?--The ...
Posted by Michael on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 03:12:00 PST