A joy that lives endlessly. A deeper shade of blue. :-)* T

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I am a lover, a fighter, a dreamer, a doer. I like music, art & trees. I can usually be found hanging out at rock shows. I can at any time be heard talking about my fav shows on tv, and about the current events going on in the world today. I am kind of a commitment phobe to everything, but once I make a commitment I stand by my choices for a long time no matter what. I am intensely spirtual person. I write poems, stories, and legal memorandum/briefs. I like to play. I am passionate and complex. I will confuse your mind and drive you crazy/wild depending on who you are. But I care & desire very deeply. I cannot be pegged or classified. But if you want to know more, read on.... Come on, I dare to you.
You Are a Rainbow
Breathtaking and rare
You are totally enchanting and intriguing
But you usually don't stick around long!
You are best known for: your beauty
Your dominant state: seducing What Type of Weather Are You?I am sweet, warm, compassionate, bitchy, reactionary, thoughtful, understanding, and all the extremes tangled together into a surreal, fractured dream and sublime whole. I like flowers and trees, art and music, movies and theater, spiritual people, chill/fun people, travelling, writing poems, speaking my mind, hiding my true self and letting people attempt to figure me out, reading for both entertainment and to be actively engaged in current events, living life, having fun and playing around, flirting with cute guys (i have a thing for very cute boys and soulful, beautiful men), being touched, feeling my soul come alive, feeling warm breezes brush my skin, appreciating beauty all around me, etc. I've got a good sense about people--about the parts they keep hidden and truth of the consequence. It's better to have regrets about things said and done, than not done -- so I care and I try and I do, but there are limits to my patience and there should be because I deserve to be treated well, and I try to treat others well or at least respectfully.

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I don't like pretencious people and I like to feel cared for with true attention and genuine affection. I guess everyone just wants to feel special from time to time. I don't like selfish people because they don't truly appreciate the blessings around them and don't have eyes that can truly see. Cynics and pessimists never created anything, so they can't really enjoy anything without dragging it down or looking for fault. Sometimes its just nice to breathe in fresh air. My life is harder than you could imagine, but I rise to the challenge.

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And I guess that's what contributes to the chaos theory of my life and the millions of little holes I have throughout this iron shell, life is pain... but still despite it all I see magic everywhere. I guess maybe that's why I chafe at shallow people with hollow dreams, because it makes the magic go away and nothing's worth that. I've always been a dreamer, and that's gotten me in trouble too many times, but I think I'm finally re-learning to not be so afraid although it is very hard for me to trust people sometimes, and sometimes not so hard when I feel the truth. What have I been--well you gotta find that out for yourself. In many ways, I'm not like the other girls. I try to live by my life's motto: Savor the Moments, Savor the Sweetness, Savor the Beauty, Savor the Heart.

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It's the little moments filled with laughter and coddled with pieces of heart & soul truly shining through that make life worth living. I believe in the little moments and hold on tight to them==no regrets. Life is full of precious little moments. I like things that sparkle, but I know that all that glitters isn't necessarily gold. I want to shine like a candle cutting through the dark. I want to try to see other people and treat other people the way that Christ would have me do--with love & compassion. And I want to do a lot of good because life is too short to be empty and too long to be superficial. In the end I guess, I want to be with someone who loves the Lord as much as I do--truly & completely, craves all my 2000 parts and shows it, sees me as nothing less than beautiful and captivating and vice versa (i want the fairytale, i want my sweet affectionate prince), loves to live life deeply, is a little wild and multifaceted (but completely sweet & caring at the same time--someone who lifts me up rather than tears me down), quite simply rocks, and makes me smile and laugh--someone to see this beautiful world with and share a beautiful existence with. I want someone different; I want more.
How You Are In Love
You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.
You tend to give more than take in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?In the end, now and always, I try not to settle for less than true passion, caring kindness & peace. I want a beautiful life, I really do. I guess I just want to sparkle & really live--really breathe it all in deeply like a breath of fresh air. I have Layers like you'll never know.... (and if you think you know me based on my myspace page, trust me you really don't; that's not enough to know me--again with the multifaceted, but I enjoy doing this and I'm not afraid to put this or myself out there).
Your Aura is Purple
Your Personality: You're a dreamer and visionary. You believe you were put on this earth to do something great.
You in Love: You're very passionate but often too busy for love. You need a man who sees your vision and adopts it as his own.
Your Career: You need a job that helps you make a difference. You have a bright future as a guru, politician, teacher, or musician. What Color Is Your Aura?I'm attempting to make my interests into my life's pursuits and vocation. Trust me, I am very driven to make the most of my talents and do something more and truly be something. I'm a doer and a dreamer. There's nothing ordinary about the extent of my dreams or how goal-oriented I am in my pursuit thereof. I dare to dream more--of a world out there that can be healed by my efforts, of people in my life so filled with life that they shake it out of me and inspire me towards more. I want to savor the beauty in my life, and I want to make something more out of it an share it. I just want to be happy.I want beauty, and art, and love, and peace, and justice, and prosperity in this world. I can't turn my head away and I can't settle; that's just who I am.
You Are From Neptune
You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability. You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea. Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion. You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone. If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything. What Planet Are You From?There is no end to glory, there is no end to love, there is no end to beauty, there is no death above.