screaming my favorite songs at the top of my lungs, TRYING NOT to find myself sitting at Hess in Palmer at 2am because there's nothing better to do, trains, drinking by the tracks, going on adventures and taking road/hitching trips (R.I.P: S.S. Betty!), drinking with my ladies here (MA) and there (RI), Marilyn Monroe, going to shows (i miss The Shed!), dancing..everybody loves dancing!, graffiti, long walks and talks late at night, reading, water, pin-ups, getting peirced..and tattooed/tattooing myself, chain smoking, fluffy little llamas!, handcuffs, whips, art..in any form (music!!, photography, painting, drawing, writing), Bettie Page, getting drunk and harassing Ware Wal-Mart employees
someone that can make me laugh until i cry. and courtney love.
for the most part..this is the only music that matters to me these days...against me!, lucero, johnny hobo and the freight trains, choking victim, leftover crack, wingnut dishwashers union, the moldy peaches, the cankickers, skarmy of darkness, mutiny amongst friends, the association of theives and liars, the arrogant sons of bitches, regina spektor, johnny cash, ghost mice!!, hole, defiance. ohio, this bike is a pipe bomb, desmond decker, alkaline trio/heavens/matt skiba....im sort of sick of music these days. im in a constant search for something so intense it makes my stomach hurt...i dont think ill find that ever again.
beetlejuice, suburbia, tank girl, fear and loathing in las vegas, 28 days later, evil dead/evil dead 2, army of darkness, redneck zombies, american history X, night of the living dead, a clockwork orange, the dark crystal, the united states of Leland, halloween
makes me anxious. im a sucker for sex and the city, futurama and adult swim
FEAR AND LOATHING IN LAS VEGAS (hunter is a god), surviver, fight club, choke (chuck is also a god), a clockwork orange, 1984, days of war nights of love, anything documenting 70s punk is always fun...
the words written in these books make them some of my heroes. and the words that come screaming out of pats mouth make him one of my heroes. i cannot write to save my life. inspiration in others is key on occasion.