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Peter (hits really fucking hard w/) Pan

...I grew up along time ago, but that doesn't mean life is any easier now...

About Me

First and foremost, a lesson in German...!Chakuza! - Ich Komme/hiahthis is my car only now it's more beaten and battered =)i've had it to 137 and a little sideways play at 90-110... rumor has it that it will be pushed 10 over 137. it has some racing chip in the computer (last owner's mods) and a "punched out exhaust" which i think is really the exhaust manifold blown out from redlining it, but all is good because it sounds TOTTALLY NASTY (think streetbike like) when revving high. enjoy =)scratch that i'm back from cali and basically what i got out of it waSHIANA'S A WHORE!!! (**coughs**)CLICK HERE TO GET A NEW CURSOR!
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Idk, I guess there is a lot I could say about myself, but for the most part (in person anyway) I keep to myself and mind my own business. Some people think I’m an “asshole” but for those who expect I care about them, have no idea just how much. I’m not really outgoing (usually). It’s hard for me to express what I feel. I guess I’ve never really been given the opportunity…but I wait, and avoid situations I know I shouldn’t. I guess I’m intimated by some people. Snapping back to reality where I am forced to exist… I can be immature, but that’s hardly ever. People my age don’t seem to like me much, I usually get along better with “adults” (those who usually already have kids) or people a little younger, maybe because (though I can’t see how) they look up to me in a small way. I haven't smoked pot in a while, but I will again eventually, its way too much fun! =) My life has been an awkward one to live to say the least, but I’ll make it, I think. I’m not really a happy person (idk if you couldn’t tell or whatever), I haven’t really found anyone willing to show me how to live. So what do I do for fun? What friends I have (which is like, not many in California), I like to PARTY HARD with. Yeah I’m a partier. Gim’me some booze and some music and I go from my usual retarded self to the life of the show, usually. That’s a problem, but I’ll work on it. I used to write to vent and relax but haven’t lately. I love music, I’m a dreamer who sees the realities in not getting what I want. Der musik von Deutschland (Germany) usually tickles my fancy, and it’s a hard way going but I’m slowly and surely teaching myself German. I love anything and everything German, especially their fine line of automobiles (BMW, Mercedes-Benz, Audi, Porsche, Vw, Opel, RUF...) Ya, i'm’a pretty European kind of guy i also dream heavily of a fully United Europe with a strong partnership with the United States I HATE HATE HATE force marketers, that being (for the most part) Japan:Scion/Toyota/Lexus. the abusive employers: Hyundai of Korea as well as mitsubishi of japan... w.e i could go on forever) countries that love to rip america apart by the basis of our own stupidity, or rather, our spending habits and ignorance, as well as our culture, or lack there of... I want to travel (I’m a true european wanna-b, until I live there anwyays), and if you ask me if i like America, I’ll give you every reason why everyone else in the world doesn't. I’m not really a “GO USA” person. The people of the U.S. only seem to have soul when their homeland is threatened; it’s a wasteland for success for foreigners, a place that forgets the people who were born on its land, not a place for me. I just want to be somewhere that doesn’t pertain to me, somewhere I’d love to wake up every day.
About me:

My Interests

Cars cars cars cars cars politics cars cars morality cars music sex the "normal life" civilizations (because thats all we all are) culture. human interaction. the human brain. animals and their behavior. therapy with less drugs... idk alot of things intrest me... then agian, most things i just hate... you'd have to ask...i want one of these really bad! but i'm too young and poor as of yet... =(

I'd like to meet:

idfuckingk... i'm not very social.& of course... The Famous: German musik stars. Joachim Witt, Megaherz, Rammstein, Wolfsheim, Die Prinzen, Bushido (...), und chakuza. i'd like to have a better understanding of what's going on in my ancestor's land, middle europe (france luxembourg germany area).---That bastard-bitch Lindsey Lohan, I'd dress as a woman for a chance to kick her ugly ass. go back to Hicksville bitch, your not Hollywood worthy. Jeez, Send me to Orlando than Hollywood and see who's hotter, i bet it wouldn't be her! Owen Wilson is a bitch; you could have done better you FILTHY RICH LITTLE PUSSY! Who's that other chick who adopts like every kid in the world? She’s retarded too. What are those kids going to do when they grow up? Probably want to know who their real parents are, no? i'd bet. I'll be damned if those little bastards become famous because of mommy and daddy... I hate the rich and the famous, mostly though, just because I’m not…Get Your Own Voice Player Manage

Music:

Here is the real list =) : 3 Doors Down 7 Mary 3 9" nails 405 boyz Adema Alice In Chains Alien Ant Farm Atreyu Bach Beastie Boys Biggy Blink182 Blue Oyster Cult Blümchen Breaking Benjamin Brian Adams Bushido Candlebox Chakuza Chevelle Cold Coldplay Cradle of Filth Cranberries Creed Crossfade Da Rude Dido Die Prinzen Drowning Pool Emon Evanescence Fettes Brot F.F.7 has good music Finger Eleven Flyleaf Foo Fighters Fountains of Wain Franz Ferdinand Fuel Godsmack Goo Goo Dolls Green Day HoobaSKANK Howie Day I am Disaster In Extremo Jimmy Eat World Joachim Witt Jorney Killers, The Korn Led Zeplin Lil Jon Linkin Park Live Local H Ludwig van Beethoven Marcy's Playground Mario Winans Maroon 5 Marylin Manson !Megaherz! Nelly Nickleback Nine Inch Nails Oasis Orgy Otep Ozzy Pantera Papa Roach A Perfect Circle Radiohead !Rammstein! Rob Thomas (hmm, N.R.) Ryan Cabrera (ha ha he's better) Saliva Sammy Deluxe (Wek mich auf Amerika!) Scars Of Life Seven Dust SLiPKnoT Smashing Pumkins Sportfreunde Stiller Stabbing Westward Stained (from my birth city) Static X Stillborn Stone Sour Story of the Year Sublime Sugarcult Switchfoot System of a Down Taking Back Sunday Taproot Terrance And Phillip (ha ha) Three Days Grace Tracy Chapman Underworld Weezer !Wolfsheim! i like their duetch singing more! Wheat The Yeah Yeah Yeahs Yellowcardand a host of other's i'm not sure of their names audi's are so badass!

Movies:

Here's where i am lacking... but I'll try... House of a Thousand Corpses, all of the Scary Movies (though i think ..2 was the best), underworld (for some reason or another...), Don't Tell Mom The Baby Sitter's Dead (that's the movie i learned my favorite word from [i thnk] WENCH!!!) Final Fantasy Advent Children!!! that movie was fucking awesome, especially if you loved the game!

Television:

I dislike tv... but other than that factor, i do like MTV/MTV2, Spike, and some Fuse

Books:

hmmm... books???... Up Country was good... From the Corner of His Eye, by: Dean Koonts (or however you spell it) that book was fucking killer... ummm i've read some other books but i have a bad memory for the shit that bores me so idk. Dean koontz is my Author man though!

Heroes:


TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Pete
Birthday: 7/17/1988
Birthplace: Nowhere special.
Current Location: El Cajon.
Eye Color: hazel, sometimes green sometimes dark blue.
Hair Color: Brownish-black
Height: 5'8" ? idk.
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right.
Your Heritage: Mostly French, Irish, indian (or so i'm told) German mystery.
The Shoes You Wore Today: Fucking Gay Swiss!!! stay away!!! junk (Vans r the way 2 go
Your Weakness: Hate, Someone really attractive talking to me.
Your Fears: Never getting the fuck out of the U.S.
Your Perfect Pizza: Stuffed crust, peperoni, reduced grease
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get a car or something
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: IDK FUCKING KNOW I GUESS FUCKING SWEAR ALOT, OK?! JESUS.
Thoughts First Waking Up: Must I?
Your Best Physical Feature: Idk, uhh, not sure, no one, I believe, has ever told me.
Your Bedtime: Whenever.
Your Most Missed Memory: Going Fast, insanely fast, testing the limit.
Pepsi or Coke: neither, coke with vodker is good though.
MacDonalds or Burger King: Wendy's, or any really.
Single or Group Dates: .Never Officially dated.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: VoDkA!
Chocolate or Vanilla:
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee with espresso.
Do you Smoke: want the truth or something close to it?
Do you Swear: I'm quite sure; we've been over this.
Do you Sing: No for money, Not for joy.
Do you Shower Daily: Yeah.
Have you Been in Love: It was never mutual.
Do you want to go to College: I'm there man!
Do you want to get Married: Sounds fun, but I know better.
Do you belive in yourself: Not really.
Do you get Motion Sickness: No, Satan must induce it!
Do you think you are Attractive: Not really.
Are you a Health Freak: No.
Do you get along with your Parents: For the most part.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Hell yeah, but blizzards are wicked too.
Do you play an Instrument: I have this rebelious like communication problem, so no. I wish.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Duh
In the past month have you Smoked: Depends, not pot, but I miss it a whole fuk've-a lot!
In the past month have you been on Drugs: I'm a neuro mess, nautrally.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Never really dated.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: For What?! ... yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: !FUCK NO!
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: ...No Comment...
In the past month have you been on Stage: Pay my ass, bitch.
In the past month have you been Dumped: Haven't officially been with anyone sence 7th grade.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Only once in my life, w.. Tabby and Bethany.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Maybe a pen, I'm an idealist, you understand?
Ever been Drunk: Oh fuck... fuck. fuuuuu c c kc kc cckk ye a a a h. lol
Ever been called a Tease: No
Ever been Beaten up: a tiny bruse... but the other guy come out alot worse.
Ever Shoplifted: Not that I can recall, no.
How do you want to Die: Fast, probably driving, listening to Joachim Witt 's : Die Flüt
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Whats my dream? a multilingual music atrist/polotician.
What country would you most like to Visit: I want to live in middle europe, Luxembourg, Germany, France area. Visit Australia
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Not sure.
Favourite Hair Color: Doesn't matter.
Short or Long Hair: Doen't matter, long I guess.
Height: Shorter than me, Doesn't matter I guess.
Weight: matters
Best Clothing Style: Rock that shit!
Number of Drugs I have taken: 2 and booz
Number of CDs I own: Not a whole lot, my computer is my CD player. not so C though
Number of Piercings: 2 hopefully 3 or so more.
Number of Tattoos: 0 only 1 or 2 i really want
Number of things in my Past I Regret: To many... I feel old.
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My Blog

DARA, and last night...

well dara is home from florida now and i'm über excited. i got shitfaced last night... again, yes... i'm pathetic, i know... i threw up... i woke up early and ate a hotdog and some soup. it's snowing....
Posted by Peter (hits really fucking hard w/) Pan on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 07:30:00 PST

Ahmadinejad, you can shut the fuck up too!

"We refuse to choose between Islamic fundamentalism and American imperialism."  ~Protesters of  the university of Colombia. Well no fucking shit. We are so god-damn hypocritical i can almost...
Posted by Peter (hits really fucking hard w/) Pan on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 03:25:00 PST

ahh ’who cares’ right? thats my modo

ahh ha. sitting here at dara's in the middle or a fucking thunderstorm awaiting my trial of death, and a reply by a stranger, who will not. anyways, i don'tknow what to say i guess so i be out NIKKAH!...
Posted by Peter (hits really fucking hard w/) Pan on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 03:14:00 PST

Went to Lake Geaorge NY last weekend

Oh man i would have alot to tell you but i'm in absolutly no mood for thinking right now. It was alot of fun and Dara was what made it so. Got drunk and climbed trees and shit. idk i'll update this sh...
Posted by Peter (hits really fucking hard w/) Pan on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 12:31:00 PST

The Suicide Note... well, song, actually

Megaherz - Freiflung Nur noch ein Stck ein kleines StckDie Brcke brennt Kein Weg zurckKeine Angst vor der Ewigkeitdenn das Ende ist nicht weit Hchste Zeit jetzt muss ich gehnWir werden uns bald Wieder...
Posted by Peter (hits really fucking hard w/) Pan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

just upated my page HOMIES

you better come check it out of i'm going to go home and beat the HELL out of myself... with dara's ruler and a big spatula ha ha jk
Posted by Peter (hits really fucking hard w/) Pan on Wed, 24 May 2006 06:36:00 PST

my favorite song, forever...

this is my all-time favorite song and i firmly believe that it will never grow old to my ears as well as my deep emotions... i want this shit played at my funeral, but no one will know what ...
Posted by Peter (hits really fucking hard w/) Pan on Mon, 06 Mar 2006 05:07:00 PST

this goes for YOU

you know what? i just realized something, i get an awfly-lot of profile views but not a damn one of you bastards want to be my "friend"? well FUCK YOU THAN!!! w.e idc... pce
Posted by Peter (hits really fucking hard w/) Pan on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST