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About Me

Here it is I am 31, trying to figure out my place in this crazy/beautiful world. Not knowing what direction to take next or what it is I exactly want of my life. I used to find the uncertainty in life unnerving but I am now coming respect uncertainty and fear. I mean are they not the ultimate motivator?As for the know: I am 31 and now sober. I am putting my life together after a 15 year bender. It sounds a little harsh and it wasn’t all-bad, but I now see substances as a hindrance to the positive growth in my Being, Spirituality and life. I had a lot of fun and I have caused myself a lot of heartache. But enough is enough. Its time for me to act like the man I am.I tend to be attracted to the artistic, intelligent and unique people if you couldn’t tell from my friends list. I love life and I am now excited to take on a new direction in life and the world.

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You Are Jean Grey
Although your fate is often unknown, you always seem to survive (even after death).
Your mind is your greatest weapon, literally!

Powers: telepathy and telekinesis, the ability to project thoughts into the mind of others, communication with animals Which of the X-Men Are You?

My Blog

Medication

God am I looking forward to it!
Posted by on Fri, 19 Jun 2009 08:09:00 GMT

It Puts the lotion on the skin!!

Have you ever been on the other side of sanity? You know that place, where things just don't make any fucking scence. Like war, society, oh and here is the greatest mind fuck of them all "civalized so...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Jun 2009 11:08:00 GMT

Valley of the dolls

I have just past the 5-month mark of my clean time. That not only denotes the time in which I have been abstinent from all mind altering substances, but it also marks the time in which I have given my...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Mar 2009 11:21:00 GMT

One day at a time

As cliché the statement, One day at a time; for me it holds true to the fact that I am not in control over anything but these moments I have before me in this given day. As for the past and future, th...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Feb 2009 13:03:00 GMT

Friendly fire

Whenever you make a mistake or get knocked down by life, don't look back at it too long Mistakes are life's way of teaching you. Your capacity for occasional blunders is inseparable from your capacit...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Jan 2009 10:48:00 GMT

What is the question.

If I was to say, " For the past 10 years of my life I have been lost." That statement would in its self be false. Under my interpretation, The definition of the Word Lost would mean that at some given...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Jan 2009 11:39:00 GMT

Welcome to life.

Happy new year!Looking back over this year I Have made giant changes in my life and had many lessons for my soul.If you had asked me ten yrs ago where it is I would see myself, by no means would had I...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Jan 2009 17:44:00 GMT

Lunch time in spain!!!!

You know I really love life, I trully do. Even aside from all the bullshit that life throws at me or the shit I cause myself. I still can't get over how wonderful life can be. And just how amazing us ...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Oct 2008 19:10:00 GMT

Family

I spent the other day at my neice Bryanna's 16th birthday party, All my sybling were there. My oldest sister tracy who I hadn't seen in over 10 yrs, my sister penny, adam and erik. I have to say, For...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 02:05:00 GMT

Ok so I am going off a bit!!

What's the point?  Is a question I ask myself from time to time when I find myself questioning myself and the world we live in. I mean look at are state of affairs, War disease and hate are infec...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Sep 2008 17:45:00 GMT