Im So Emo I Bleed TearDrops

About Me

I have very thick, very tall walls that surround and protect me... keep that in mind as you read my profile or talk to me... Dont take things to heart, Those that do so easily will not like what they see.
"Love Is Blind...But Friendship Closes Its Eyes."
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"Look up at me, and you see god, look down at me, and youll see a fool, but if you look straight into my eyes, youll see yourself" -Charles Manson
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"Every mistake that I've made, I couldn't have made without you"
Im a 25 yr old divorced native american/german female in louisville ky in the fairdale area. I have 3 beautiful little boys. Ages 7, 3, & 2. Im a pisces/aries and believe very much in astrology. The real stuff anyways. I have a good heart and an open mind, Ive been shit on all through life and im just trying to bounce back & Better my life for my kids and myself. Im affectionate, passionate and giving. But I can be hateful cruel and angry as well... gotta love those walls!
Tho I may be a magnet for drama in my life, I WONT deal with it any more then I have to. I have more then enuff of it trying to invade my life now via exes & my drama lovin used to be so called friend (FRIEND...another word for someone who is trying to use you).
Im a heart on your sleeve overly sentimental passionate romantic type that obsesses frequently. its called OCD... have some!
My Newest Pics....

My Interests

I AM PRO-LIFE.
So if ur thinking of talking to me then please check ur morals.

System Of A Down "BOOM!" Lyrics

BOMBING FOR PEACE IS LIKE FUCKING FOR VIRGINITY!!!

Things That Rock My Socks:
HARRY POTTER! Icee's, Kids, Onions!, Bratz Dolls, Camouflage stuff, Cinnamon, Cotton Candy, Cotton Candy Flavoring, Cotton Candy Scents, Music, Invader Zim, Anything Celestial, Purple, Unicorns, Faerys, Garden Gnomes, Silver, Mood Rings, Rings for Thumb, Toe, & Upper Finger, 80's Stuff, Astrology, Leather, Mexican Food, Punk Rock, Metal, Freedom!, Black Clothes, Nail Polish, Tattoos, Piercings, The Rebel Flag! Poetry, Lyrics & any form of written word, Computers, Native Americans, Silver, Craziness, Passion, Horror, Comedy, Gargoyles, all mythical creatures, raw emotion, extremeties, Shiny Objects, Anyone that can make me laugh!!!

Colors: Purple is my fave color, Black is too tho, (Yes black is a color not a shade, it is ALL colors combined.) Fave Color Combination tho is Pink & Black... Its just punk as fuck :D

I'd like to meet:

I might be open to meeting other non drama lovin guys AS FRIENDS but thats pretty limited. As for grrls, Dont bother, GRRLS PERIOD are just drama lovin user whores that will fuck anything that walks for the attention & use anybody they can to get what they want. Besides I'll never be over my ex gf, so women are pretty useless to me overall. Except as ornaments & in my pornos that is!

Buckcherry - Crazy Bitch

Music:

As much of sell outs as metallica are now, This is still a lifes theme song for me.... Anyone that knows me knows exactly why....

I Disappear

Music Video's
& Lyrics

FUCK YOU! (An Ode To No One) Smashing Pumpkins Live Music Video & Lyrics.

Evans Blue "Dark That Follows" AMV Music Video & Lyrics

Evans Blue "Over" AMV Music Video & Lyrics

Ode To Suicide...

Jack Off Jill's "My Cat" Music Video & Lyrics

Jack Off Jill Killers!

Evans Blue "Cold (But im still here)" Music Video & Lyrics.

Evans Blue "Quote" AMV Music Video & Lyrics

Papa Roach - Getting Away With Murder Music Video & Lyrics

Puddle Of Mudd "Blurry" Music Video & Lyrics.

Puddle Of Mudd "Control" Music Video & Lyrics.

Pantera "This Love" Music Video & Lyrics.

Pantera "Cemetery Gates" Music Video & Lyrics.

Beck "Lost Cause" Music Video's & Lyrics.

Blue October "Hate Me" Music Video's & Lyrics.

Chicago " Love Me Tommorow " Music Video & Lyrics.

Chicago "Will You Still Love Me?" Music Video & Lyrics.

Three Days Grace "(I Hate) Everything About You" Music Video & Lyrics.

Three Days Grace "Just Like You" Music Video & Lyrics.

Three Days Grace "Animal I Have Become" Music Video & Lyrics.

Movies:

Heroes:

XavierGageCabe

My Blog

Patty Smyth & Don Henley "Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough" Music Video & Lyrics.

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough.I don't wanna lose you,I don't wanna use youjust to have sombody by my side.And I don't wanna hate youI don't wanna take youBut I don't wanna be the one to cry.and I d...
Posted by Im So Emo I Bleed TearDrops on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 12:38:00 PST

Somethings wrong...

I have this horrid feeling in the pit of my stomach.Its the feeling that something is about to go very wrong.I dont have it much, but when i do its always right...My stomachs totally tied up in knots....
Posted by Im So Emo I Bleed TearDrops on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 12:36:00 PST

Evans Blue LIVE

The lyrics in red are the only ones you get to watch him sing... God hes amazing here. "Beg" There's a lit cigarette:in the hand of my new angel she's blowing smoke like halos, and now everybody wa...
Posted by Im So Emo I Bleed TearDrops on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 12:33:00 PST

Black Widow...

I been thinking today about something my ex husband said to me about a week and a half ago. We was in the car and talking about rob (last bf) for some reason or another. This was b4 we broke up, He wo...
Posted by Im So Emo I Bleed TearDrops on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 10:21:00 PST

Cabe learned a new word.

Caleb said "Gagey" today. first time ever. Hes known how to say "xavier" for like 6 months, but its the first time he called gage. He was helpin call him to come get his popsicle. It was plain as day ...
Posted by Im So Emo I Bleed TearDrops on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 04:52:00 PST

I WON LRS "CLERKS 2" TICKETS....

OMG I so about died today... I was getting out of the shower and I had LRS on (ever since I had started talking to big joe aka freakshow I been listening to them, b4 that it was always the fox..) And ...
Posted by Im So Emo I Bleed TearDrops on Fri, 21 Jul 2006 05:43:00 PST

If She Would've Been Faithful....

I love this song. I couldnt find a video or mp3 to post, so I had to go with letting the words speak for themselves.This song has alotta meaning to me, Everything happens for a reason.To me this song ...
Posted by Im So Emo I Bleed TearDrops on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 11:40:00 PST

Three Days Grace "Animal I Have Become" Music Video & Lyrics.

"Animal I Have Become" I can't escape this hell So many times i've tried But i'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest s...
Posted by Im So Emo I Bleed TearDrops on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 08:24:00 PST

Three Days Grace "Just Like You" Music Video & Lyrics.

*Dedicated To My Babies Father :p*"Just Like You" I could be mean I could be angry You know I could be just like you I could be fake I could be stupid You know I could be just like you You thought...
Posted by Im So Emo I Bleed TearDrops on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 08:36:00 PST

Three Days Grace "(I Hate) Everything About You" Music Video & Lyrics.

"(I Hate) Everything About You" Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I havent missed you yet Every roommate kept awake By every sigh and scream we make All th...
Posted by Im So Emo I Bleed TearDrops on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 08:41:00 PST