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NAILAH

Art Model, Writer, Artist 'NAILAH FEMI'

About Me


Not long ago I experienced a deep emotional pain and this changed my attitude to other people. I realised that the rather critical opinion that I had about them was a projection of my own inner fears.
This made me more humble and grateful for the many gifts I have in my life.
From that point on I started to love all beings on a much deeper level and learned to work more on my own inner 'healing'. I also somehow learned to love myself. Suddenly people from all walks of life started opening up to me, many of whom had lost faith in themselves and others. I felt that they wanted to be close to me because of my newly gained attitude.
...RealAngel:)...I'm just a girl who loves her man and has a smile for the world...
INDIA!!!I LOVE INDIA
...next time I'll go to India, I stay:)...
I am who I am
I am who I am: I like to have choices . So I have chosen to create my life the way I feel I am. Like the sculptor finds his object of beauty in a stone, I have been carving my life’s features from the clay that is life. A living sculpture, sculptured from within by the Divine Sculptor that is soul. So my message to others is:
Be yourself, live your life. Be the sculptor of your life’s features.
It takes a lot of courage to be who you are and not to hide,to play to the opinions of others. If you look for the spirit within you your own spirituality will guide you into becoming who you really are. You even might find out about one or several past lives during that journey. My past life as the ancient Egyptian Queen Nefertiti led me to the project I am working on now, reviving her spirit and revisiting her mission. I have learned to be more tolerant and compassionate towards others. I learned not to judge others. Once one lets others be themselves you can be 'you' :)
Born and raised in Germany the UK resident has invested her money and an immense amount of energy to create a living work of art. The Art Model sees herself as a Living Sculpture looking very much like the ancient queen. She feels guided to recreate a modern version of Nefertiti.
Angel says “I am an Art Model and Artist. With the help of a holistic lifestyle I have grown spiritually. I transformed my physical shape with disciplined exercising as well as using cosmetic surgery. My facial features and my whole person have become a 'Living Sculpture’, An Art Model by profession, my artwork is part of films, ..aries and articles; some of those have already been aired or published and on others I'm currently working. Additionally I have created a fictional novel based on my own life’s experiences and my past life, which is now looking to be published and used as the story for a movie script.
I model futuristic, ethereal, delicate, fairy and alien-like beings as this is the artistic intention behind the re-creation of my whole appearance.”
She continues “ I have a mission in this lifetime - my whole life is connected to this: The main essence of this mission is to deliver answers to the great questions each human being has engraved in his/her soul: Why do I live here on earth, what is the meaning of life and where do I go after death.
By recreating my life in a movie I want to show the connection that binds past lives and the current one. I explain the concept of Karma, which is the law of cause and effect that rules our lives. In my autobiographical novel these principles will come to life.
The movie and the book provide a general framework for my holistic mission, which in itself is dedicated to those people who do not receive enough attention.
The process of the artistic re-creation of my outer appearance and the transformation of my inner person help me to accomplish my mission. Before I could do anything I had to attract attention to myself. My tool to get this attention was by changing the features of my face dramatically”.
Angel says “I lead a very adventurous and unusual life. My work as The Art Model and The Living Sculpture is a reflection of my whole life. My life's work is dedicated to those who are literally 'sitting in the dark' - those who cannot or don't want to be seen or heard by the mainstream of society.
I want to be the mouthpiece of the unheard and redirect the attention I am getting to these people as they have deserved to be more involved. They can contribute light and warmth which is lacking in our society: The elderly have to be invited to participate as have the youth. Both groups are being excluded from taking part in mainstream society.”
In her life and her work the artist is attempting to create, in what people may consider a bizarre way, a mouthpiece for these people by the means of generating publicity to shed light on those who might be able to return to live a life of dignity once more. She points out that elderly people have still worthwhile qualities which are undervalued. The,’ older’ generation has to be involved again instead of being ignored or locked away.
Her mission is to show the world how to triumph over adversity and change the impossible into the possible: To become younger, dynamic, timeless and ageless and without the need to compete with the younger generation “I want people to love their bodies and to be proud of their age."
Her cosmetic transition is only a small part of her life project and firmly states her desire of not wanting to be labelled as an unusual cosmetic surgery case or just a piece of art. But someone on a mission to bring about positive changes to humanity and challenging commonly held beliefs.
Get Your Own! | View SlideshowMedia appearances can be obtained from my AngelstarNew Webpresence at East and West Artists and Culture Club@ AngelArt-East/WestAngel at Ecademy Angel Jackson

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Something more about me...from a woman's perspective:)...

Many women nowadays are stereotyped by their looks and their age which undermines their freedom and true goal in life. I want my story to bring help or inspiration to women to show that there are other ways and paths in life where one can be free and dare to find one's own identity.

In my life I have changed many things about me making my character hard to label or fit in this society. However I am a reasonable person who could be said to have a ‘normal’ life but I actually live a very adventurous life with high ambitions and no routines. Interestingly enough, because of my attitude to life, such as the plastic surgery and my fitness regime, I have come across people who admire me and like my wild and carefree characteristics; despite my age I have the face and body of a woman in her twenties which has given me the freedom and the path of life I needed.

ANGEL-NEFERTITI MY STORY

TV Appearances

Transformations

England

India

"There really is no separate past, no separate present, and no separate future. We talk about them as such: we look at past lives that we have spent in some other time, we speak of different things we've experienced. We speak of all that as in the past. But past, present, and future are really one.

We just see things sequentially because the mind is constructed to see things in a linear fashion, along a straight line."

Harold Klemp

The Art Of Spiritual Dreaming, page 117.

I'd like to meet:


PR AGENCY

PR person to help me with my promotion

Investors to finance current projects (movie, book)

Music:

Get Your Own! | View Slideshow

Movies:


A synopsis of my movie...
"THE RETURN OF NEFERTITI"
The oldest question is:
What is death? What happens when you die? Is it simply darkness, forever? Or does something else happen?
Ancient believes may reveal the truth. One of the oldest human ideas is that beyond death, is a new beginning.
Rebirth.
The return of the soul of the departed to this earth and a new life in a new body. For centuries there have been stories of the return of the dead.
This film is one of these stories. Someone came back.
In the deep winter of 1982 in Berlin, Germany an ancient Egyptian Queen, Nefertiti awoke. She found herself existing inside a young woman, nearly 4000 years after having vanished from history. The trigger for the awakening was a visit in the Berlin Museum, where she looked at the ancient statue of Queen Nefertiti.
Egyptian chief Queen Nefertiti wakes up inside a young woman more than 3300 years after having vanished from the historical records.
The woman, now Angel Jackson, is visiting Berlin’s Egyptian museum and, looking at her famous Berlin bust of ancient, Queen Nefertiti, rediscovers her past.
In dreams and visions this young woman starts to remember minute details of her past life and alters her outer looks towards the features of past.. The memories come back to her, as the inner guidance of Nefertiti leads her through various cycles of cosmetic surgery. Angel becomes "The Face".
Through the eyes of "The Face", Nefertiti begins to see how karmic patterns, rooted in the courses of the past life, deeply affect the current life as she meets a lover of the past.
She now re-lives her spiritual mission of overcoming old beliefs and finding a new direction for herself and those who are looking for it.

Television:


I belief in the Force and guidance through dreams

"Our dreams simply prepare us for many future possibilities. We can then decide which future path we want to go for."

Harold Klemp

Youth Ask A Modern Prophet About Life, Love, and God, page 90

...again...INDIA
...2 souls met in a pastlife; meeting again in the presence...

Books:


Heroes:


Sri Harold Klemp, Spiritual leader of Eckankar
Being unwanted, unloved, uncared for, forgotten by everybody,... I think that is a much greater hunger, a much greater poverty, than the person who has nothing to eat. ~Mother Theresa

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Away in India until end of May

Hey All,   I'm away in India for the next 2 weeks; working and settling in. I love u all and c u soon:) xxxx Angel
Posted by NAILAH on Thu, 15 May 2008 05:22:00 PST