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Look Deep Into My Eyes

BOW TO..... 'THEE ORAKLE'..........THEY FUCKIN' KICK ASS!!!!

About Me

I am a wife and mother. I enjoy the company of my husband and children immensely. I listen to a variety of music. I have 11 piercing and 5 tattoos, so far. More to come! I enjoy photography, reading, writing and being creative. I own my own business. I take great pleasure in being my own boss. I constantly review my life and it standings so that I may determine the necessary changes to be made. I strive for excellence with everything relevant to my life.
Recent afflictions have encouraged me to alter the appearance I offer as “me“. My consciousness attentive to betrayal and misuse. Do I appear deficient with awareness? Do I give the appearance of impaired knowledge to such actions? Far be it for me to "blunderingly" accuse any one individually of the previous but I have endured enough. Always taking and never giving. I find it hard to continue being company in such conditions. I pride myself with taking others into consideration when making decisions that will concern them. I go out of my way to ensure contentment. I refuse to name myself " a friend " if I can not be the definition of the word. I feel in solitary in this quest for purity. In my junior years I made less than adequate decisions but learned to rectify the situations as it became apparent. Currently I have "friends" that act as if they were children playing a game. Life is not a game. I have zero intentions of being childlike in my behavior when a serious tone is required. From this point forward changes will be executed on a regular basis. Those of you who know me on a personal level will not be shocked to experience the forthcoming. Those who do not will be taken by surprise. Prepare yourself for insult and injury. My "show no mercy" mentality is on the rise. No more borrowing. No more help me's. No more take take take. I have nothing left to give. For those in question heed this as your warning. The " nice me " is taking a permanent vacation. The " BITCH " is here to stay! …. While harsh words are spoken I am seeking souls to replace the previously mentioned self concerned individuals. ….. If you have managed to tread through my cold domineer you will learn a great deal about “me”. Make no mistakes while in conversation, I will not sugar coat my thoughts or feelings. I find brutal honesty to be superior.
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I'd like to meet:

Others like me! The take no shit, be yourself type. I'm not into fake personalities, false words, or being mislead. Be real or get the fuck out!I'd love to meet any one that loves music! I don't do hard rap or country. I love Metal....just in case you couldn't tell...I also like Gothic, Punk, Techno, Trance, Classical, Hip Hop, Blues, Grunge, Alternative, Ska, etc.... I use to play Bass Guitar but gave it up when my first child was born. I love music but family comes first. I am looking into getting another bass... I want to play again,I miss it so much!

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Music:

THEE ORAKLE, ART OF CHAOS, TYPE O NEGATIVE, H.I.M, AS I LAY DYING, IMBLOG, GENETORTURERS, KITTIE, MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, SKINNY PUPPY, CANIBAL CORPSE, NILE, MASTODON, COAL CHAMBER, OPETH, UNDEROATH, CRADLE OF FILTH, LUCUNA COIL, DREAM THEATER, BEHEMOTH, HATE BREED, MUSHROOM HEAD, CARCASS, OTEP, KORN, UNEARTH, XANTHER, SEPULTURA, SOULFLY, NAILBOMB, PANTERA, MINISTRY, MOONSPELL, AFI, SOIL, MACHINE HEAD, PENNYWISE, FROM FIRST TO LAST, ATREYU, BLACK SABBATH, THEY MIGHT BE GIANTS, DD214, 311, TRIVIUM, MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE, FALL OUT BOY, FUSION COIL, EAR SHOT, SUICIDAL TENDENCIES, GUNS N ROSES, MUDVAYNE, AVENGED SEVEN FOLD, DISTURBED, LINKIN PARK, DARK FUNERAL, MAD BALL, FEAR FACTORY, TOOL, AIDEN, MEGADETH, THE FLAIMING LIPS, MANOWAR, DEAD CAN DANCE, LIFE OF AGONY, RADIO HEAD, RAMMSTIEN, ARETA, BUTT TRUMPETS, MORBID ANGEL, ALLELE, GWAR, GREEN JELLY, SYSTEM OF A DOWN, SKINDRED, MEST, PANIC AT THE DISCO, BUCKCHERRY, ICP, LETTERS TO CLEO, THURSDAY, OBITUARY, SEETHER, RANCID, OPERATION IVY, THE MIGHTY MIGHTY BOSTONES, GLASSJAW, A PERFECT CIRCLE, TAKING BACK SUNDAY, LAMB OF GOD, NAPALM DEATH, MISFITS, ANTHRAX, SUBLIME, TWIZTID, THE UNION UNDERGROUND, LED ZEPPELIN, STAINED, SLAYER, MARILYN MANSON, BLOODHOUND GANG, EVERLAST, SUGAR RAY, SIX FEET UNDER, WHITE ZOMBIE, ROB ZOMBIE, TESTAMENT, CORROSION OF CONFORMITY, P.O.D, LIT, PRONG, RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE, AUDIOSLAVE, ALICE IN CHAINS, FAITH NO MORE, STONE SOUR, N.I.N., SMASH MOUTH, CYPRESS HILL, REEL BIG FISH, EVER CLEAR, JANIS JOPLIN, GRATEFUL DEAD, HELMET, PHISH, IRON BUTTERFLY, JANE'S ADDICTION, NERVOSA, DYING FETUS, ORANGE 9MM, MOTORHEAD, CALIBAN, ANOREXIA, PINK SPIDERS, DIMMU BORGIR, QUO VADIS, IMMORTAL, SLEEP TERROR, NORTHER, ENSIFERUM, AS BLOOD RUNS BLACK, ARCH ENEMY, ABLAZE MY SORROW, THE ABSENCE, AFTER FOREVER, ......TO BE CONTINUED

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Movies:

I'll watch anything once. Horror movies are my FAV! Action second. Anime third. Dramas and Comedy are a close forth. I look forward to finding a movie that scares me. I have seen many that keep me at the edge of my seat but none that give me nightmares.

Television:

CSI, CSI Miami, CSI NY, Without A Trace, Law And Order SVU, Law And Order Criminal Intent, Crossing Jordan, Adult Swim, Court TV, Ghost Whisperer, Anime,... hehehe....Murder She Wrote. Angela Lansbury is one of my favorite actress's. She ROCKS! Moving on... I prefer movies but if a show has what it takes to get my attention i'm there.

Books:

Murder mysteries, Fantasies, Thrillers, ..aries, Love dramas, and Action. Make me use my brain! I love having to figure shit out. Make me think about every thing that I have already read. Thorw me around the plot. Confuse me. Twists and Turns, Love and Hate, Death and Distruction! Bring it baby, I'm ready!!
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Heroes:

My heros....That is a hard one. I would have to say my heros are anyone who kicked me in the ass and told me to make something out of my self! I owe those people everything. I wouldn't be who or where I am if it wasn't for them. I guess a "THANK YOU" is in order.XOXO !..! XOXO
You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him.

Marius


100%

Akasha


100%

Blade


100%

Angel


100%

Dracula


100%

Deacon Frost


83%

Spike


83%

Lestat


67%

Armand


67%

Louis


17%
Whose your Vampire personality? (images)
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What dragon species are you? (Stunning pics)

Shadow Dragon
Dark, evil, you are the evil breed of dragon. You lurk within the shadows of the night and attack with surprise. You prefer to stay alone, solitude is your best friend within your deep, dark cave or den.
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You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!

Goth


100%

Rocker, Mosher


100%

Emo


20%

Skater


20%

Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev


10%

Trendy


0%

Prepy


0%
What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ect
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You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?

Passion


100%

Mysterious


67%

Diamond Eyes


33%

Eyes full of Pain


33%
What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)
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You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.

Pinhead


100%

Jigsaw


100%

Freddy Krueger


80%

Michael Myers


50%

Leatherface


50%

Hannibal Lecter


50%

Buffalo Bill


50%

Candyman


40%

Jason Voorhees


40%

Captain Spaulding


30%
Which Horror Killer are You?
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You scored as Dirty Piercings. AH!!! You dirty person you! Put that away!!! Who did that for you!? Your the kinkiest of the kinkiest and probably think you're hot stuff. Well, maybe you are but that's kinda nasty. Ew. Weirdo.

Dirty Piercings


100%

Labret Piercing


100%

Nipples


90%

Cartilage Piercing


80%

Lip Piercing


60%

Belly Button Piercing


40%

Tongue Piercing


30%

Earlobe Piercing


30%

Nose Piercing


20%
What Piercing Are You?
created with QuizFarm.comYou have a sexual IQ of 157
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
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Disorder Rating
Paranoid Disorder : High
Schizoid Disorder : Moderate
Schizotypal Disorder : Moderate
Antisocial Disorder : Moderate
Borderline Disorder : Low
Histrionic Disorder : Moderate
Narcissistic Disorder : Moderate
Avoidant Disorder : Low
Dependent Disorder : Low
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder : High
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My Blog

Fuck Off

Lately I have been dealing with some shit that is pissing me off... People don't know how to be real. They talk shit and play stupid head games. WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM? Is it really necessary ...
Posted by Look Deep Into My Eyes on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 03:31:00 PST

1.31.2008 Ill miss you Grams

My life is that of an open book The pages tattered and torn From beginning to end a story told Each chapter beaten and worn At first they read of happiness Shared memories of you and me Now they...
Posted by Look Deep Into My Eyes on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 07:27:00 PST

This is how I truely feel

An overwhelming bounty of emotions and I have reached my tolerable level. Exploding now&& In no particular order&& anger, longing, insecurity, confusion, annoyance, passion, regret, pain, love, lust,...
Posted by Look Deep Into My Eyes on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 02:25:00 PST

A few words from the heart...

A once broken heart being mended. Longing for the touch of a special hand. Our souls intertwine even though our bodies have not yet come close. My thoughts always with you. In my dreams we love e...
Posted by Look Deep Into My Eyes on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 12:51:00 PST

Wicked

Wicked dreams this way comeTonight alone I thus need oneTo see the face of doers doneIn light that differs for no oneIn place I dwellI need be wellTo all disconfort, none shall beShow the evil's ...
Posted by Look Deep Into My Eyes on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 12:00:00 PST

IMGOTH.COM

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Posted by Look Deep Into My Eyes on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 02:45:00 PST

Cursed

..> I do not know the path my soul should search. Casted away with intent to destroy. My heart has little feeling. Distress consumes me. Depression over flows. I feel as if I am destined to be alone...
Posted by Look Deep Into My Eyes on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 04:09:00 PST

Why so much BULL SHIT?

My consciousness attentive --> -->to betrayal and misuse. Do I appear deficient with awareness? Do I give the appearance of impaired knowledge to such actions? Far be it for me to "blunderingly"...
Posted by Look Deep Into My Eyes on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 05:35:00 PST

Pain...

For the sake of prudence it seems that I must be someone that I am not. Because of this I am slowly becoming someone I don't want to be. The constant display of fabricated smiles. Deception of my fee...
Posted by Look Deep Into My Eyes on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 02:04:00 PST

It has been a year...

It has been a year since my grandmother departed for her journey of peace. I miss her greatly. Daily I think of her. The way she smiled. The way she laughed. The way she loved unconditionally. She was...
Posted by Look Deep Into My Eyes on Sat, 08 Sep 2007 09:00:00 PST