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Who am I? The proverbial question that seems hard for anyone to answer. To really know yourself you must dig deep but be preparded to face you in all your glorious truth, faults and all. Tend tend to say what others want to hear and expect you to say about yourself.I am who I am in all my faulted glory! I am a woman in the prime of her life facing things I would rather not face!I am a wife and a mother, in days gone by that would have meant I stayed home, cooked, cleaned and took care of a parcel of children while running a flawless household! Okay its a different time... My household isnt flawless, my meals are cooked in a hurry, my laundry over flows the basket, my kids are good kids that try hard to do all the rights things. And I have come to the reality that there isnt enough time in the day to do all that needs to be done.What I truly feel about myself and who I am are hard to explain. I am my families backbone, I am the driving force of our everyday lives. I am complicated, unpredictable, hard to live with and sometimes a pain in the butt! I make bad decisions that sometimes counter weigh my good ones. I get depressed and sad easy and would rather take the easy way out but constantly fight with myself to put up the good fight. I give in easy when the issue isnt important to me but will fight to the death if I truly believe in something. Often that something is my family. I truly love my husband and my children and NOTHING is more important to me then they are. I am flighty and reckless and have I mentioned I am a Aries which could explain a lot. I am a fire sign and thus live my lfe in a constant state of motion. I try never to look back the past will eat you alive. Hind sight is 20/20 thus menaing you can't go back and change or fix something you can only men it later. I can also be genrous to a fault and have a hard time saying NO! Except to my husband who loves me unconditionally! I am truly only myself when with people I feel safe with. Which is very few. My closest friends number in the single digits and my best friend is my husband! I confind in few people because I have a trust issue but still tend to give enough to hang myself when they like most prove they are too human.I am a walking basket case, who loves unconditionally but only those who deserve my love. I tend to run away fromproblems that I deem unworthy. I an stubborn, pigheaded and truly very unselfish! I think of others before I think of myself and hate when people take advantage of me. But yet continue to put myself out there. I cant stand liars and will cut someone out of my for such a deed. I feel honesty is the best policy even if it gets you in trouble.Thus I am me in all my faulted glory!