GrinningDeath profile picture

GrinningDeath

We are never so defenseless against suffering as when we love... Never so forlornly unhappy as when

About Me

I am the Pharoah...y'all just don't recognize!!!!

My Interests

Porn, sex, KFC, and world domination. But not especially in that order. In case anyone is wondering...I want some Tutti fuckin' Fruity

I'd like to meet:

Anyone that is looking to have their mind changed about the world. There is far too little truth in our society. Even in the sub-cultures...This is not an invitation to discuss JC...(Webcam Girls need not apply) ..

Pimp out your webpage with PimpWebPage

Music:

Tibetan throat singers rock...and chinese pop is bomb

Movies:


You're Pinhead. As the head of the Church of
Sorrow, you are an excellent leader. You know
how to keep your minions under control (whether
by fear or respect), and conversely, keep them
happy by giving them what they want. You
personify the perfect mixture of fear and
adoration. Just as pain and pleasure are
indivisible in your doctrine, so are those two
qualities in your followers.

Which Cenobite are you? (includes pictures)
brought to you by Quizilla

Television:

......

Heroes:

Anton Lavey

My Blog

Musings

What drives this never diminishing desire to see you?My every waking thought turns to it.The realization of worth should make the distance less challenging,but unfortunately like the junkie to the nee...
Posted by GrinningDeath on Mon, 05 May 2008 08:28:00 PST

Always and Never

No words to express, No need to allow me access. Though I would never hurt you, I guess you fear hurting me. All the positivity, all the potential, Relegated to memories. No plan to take action...no p...
Posted by GrinningDeath on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 01:09:00 PST

apologies

I am sorry I will always feel for you. I am sorry for being too real, too intense, too much. I am sorry I thought it could work. I am sorry I made you feel for me, even though you never wanted that. I...
Posted by GrinningDeath on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 04:49:00 PST

Phoenix

Has it been 500 years already? Is it time to kindle my flame and burn on the pyre once again? With every sojourn to the ash, I wonder if this will be the last. Is it possible for me to rise again?&nbs...
Posted by GrinningDeath on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 05:46:00 PST

Power of a moment

Another moment of silent contemplation, I have felt her caress more times than I would have dreamed possible. She tells me soothing words, She looks at me, through me, into me. I tell her "...
Posted by GrinningDeath on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 09:25:00 PST

For You

I write this knowing it may never reach the eyes of the one it is written for.... We have not spoken for a long time, there have been conversations without connection... Words without meaning... I flo...
Posted by GrinningDeath on Wed, 23 May 2007 07:27:00 PST

Dreams

I wake from a fitful sleep with fragments of the world I just left behind, a world resplendent with everything I could ever want. And yet to think of it saddens me, for it is all so simple. I do not&n...
Posted by GrinningDeath on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 04:24:00 PST

Awash

The seasons are shifting. Soon, it will be warm enough to dance in the rain as we did so often. Now I dance alone, or should I create an imaginary partner? Would that be madness? Maybe I could fi...
Posted by GrinningDeath on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 02:13:00 PST

Sweetness

(This is a song I wrote) I remember the way you looked at me, I almost couldn't breathe at all... Reminding me of a time when I was walking tall.   You saw through me...into my soul, I could not ...
Posted by GrinningDeath on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 05:33:00 PST

Whisper

I am transfixed by the luminescence of her eyes, I am paralysed by the ease of her smile. To feel the velvet warmth of her supple cheek against my fingertips leaves me breathless. I mus...
Posted by GrinningDeath on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 01:57:00 PST