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Esoteric "Lost in Thought"

Eternal.

About Me


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About me:
Let's see what makes me tick? Hard question. I lived in NYC for a lot of years and am always traveling somewhere it seems lately. I'm a Romanian Gypsy and a Witch of many colors. Right now I think all I want is Spiritual Foreplay and Intellectual Intercourse. VOLUNTEERS WELCOME I am willing to help in many ways if you need the works or advice of a Witch just ask. I am nothing but myself No Mask to hide behind for me (only makeup sometimes), lol. Honesty is everything to me. Just trying to have a great time I feel that at the end of the day if you can say you had a good day and made the most of it not much else matters...Ok just so you know I'm a Gay Man, I'm not a girl or a woman so don't treat me like one...NOTICE THE MAN PART OF GAY MAN....I'm so sick of what has become the norm for the Gay community, it's just seems in the past few years more and more gay men are way beyound Flamming Queens and honestly I hate it...come on people being gay or straight shouldn't be the number one thing that describes you HELL IT SHOULDN'T EVEN BE IN THE TOP 5 THINGS! Just be yourself. I've had some wonderful relationships in the past and can only hope that the best is yet to come.
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You are The Magician

Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity.

Eloquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing, you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive.

The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil.

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Pictures of a Tarot reading Vardos (Gypsy Wagon) in Romania

My Interests


Shit First and foremost comes my Beliefs and taking care of my "People" (meaning close friends and my students) I love to go out and party but at the same time I love just as much to sit around in a group of good friends and have in depth conversation all night about anything. NO STUPID PEOPLE ALLOWED I'm not going to go into all my Witchy or Gypsy ways on here talk to me sometime. I am one of the Leaders of the S.W.O and that's really the only one I can mention on here want to know more chat with me.

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I HAVE A FEW PHOTOS OF FRIENDS ON MYSPACE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE MORE PLEASE FOLLOW THIS LINK I ADD NEW STUFF EVERY WEEK... Esoteric's Friends

I'd like to meet:



I'm always looking to meet great new people You can never have enough loved ones around you. Although I find it harder and harder to find good people these days Respect means a lot to me giving and receiving and I'm losing hope daily in the people I meet. SO BY ANY MEANS!! If your a cool laid back person with an open mind drop me a line and join the party If nothing else join me for some coffee sometime lol. If you ask me to add you to my friends list please write me an email telling me a little bit about yourself or most likely you won't be added.

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"Lost" Thank You my dearest Madame Dousaith for your Art

Music:


Of Course

I listen to all kinds of music but I really haven't gotten into anything new in a few years I'm a big fan of old Blues and Jazz original Goth and Punk from back in the day and spoken word from William S. Burroughs and Lydia Lunch. NEVER SAID I WASN'T A FREAK...OH YEA AND A FAG....DID I MENTION I'M A WITCH TOO? LOLOk just some of the music I love: Joy Division, Sisters of Mercy, David Bowie, Nina Simone, Billie Holiday, Bessie Smith, Bi God 20, Social Distortion. ok that's just a very few

Movies:



My friends Photography Company She Rocks

Television:



If I was a guest star on South Park...

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Books:


READ ME! I use to read a lot. I don't really have the time as much. I'd have to say some of my fav books are:
The Praise of Folly, The Divine Comedy- by Dante, and Small Gods- by Terry Pratchet (think I spelled his last name right, lol) only book writing in the past few hundred years is "Small Gods" check it out.

Heroes:


Here is a comment box for Phillip (Esoteric)
Feel free to leave a message for or about Phillip. In loving memory, Phillip Williams (1979-2007)

My Grandmother VonDrake in Romania for teaching me the old ways. Judy Garland for being on so many drugs and still being able to stand there and sing for all those years.

My Blog

New poem from past week 6

I saw my soul standing in the upstairs windowI saw him but he didn't see meA thick silence began slowly filling my mind withNumerableSubtle and hostile whispers that radiated from the dark window wher...
Posted by Esoteric "Lost in Thought" on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 08:45:00 PST

New poems from past week 5

Solitude is a gray quiet series of momentsClosing his fingers around mineSomething so quietSo elusiveA reverent sacrament to sorrowSpiraling out of my controlAfterthoughts transfixed and lyricalDissip...
Posted by Esoteric "Lost in Thought" on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 06:22:00 PST

Poems from the past week 4

The words hang between us Like a pale gray mistWith nothing left to sayMy face becomes a mask of hostility and anguishThrough the corners of my eyesI see columns of sorrow free fall pastDark masses mo...
Posted by Esoteric "Lost in Thought" on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 06:20:00 PST

New Poems from past week 3

A part of me died todayA burning effigy just a stone's throw awayTragedy of faith under sullen foot solesDissonance DissonanceA soundless scarcity of convictionImpoverishing my soulI clasp my hands an...
Posted by Esoteric "Lost in Thought" on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 06:20:00 PST

New Poems from the Past week .2

I have a fascination with my mirrorNo...He has a fascination with meSensing my presence and seeking after meIn my mirror I see the reflection of another manHis dark eyes flicker like colorful leaves r...
Posted by Esoteric "Lost in Thought" on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 06:19:00 PST

New Poem's from the past week

Posed in a profound thinnessShe peels herself down to the boneSaid in blown pigments of red ocher across her handShe leaves a negative imprint of secrecyShe conjures a shifting tracery of silenceBlown...
Posted by Esoteric "Lost in Thought" on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 06:18:00 PST

Conscience

Below long dead forest,beyond skull's hard dome,the weight of the psychecreaks on pendulumof cabled nerve endings.It swings to and fro.Moves from shadow of doubtinto light of reason.Suspends each intr...
Posted by Esoteric "Lost in Thought" on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 09:08:00 PST

New Poem Jan 02 07

Darkness surrounds the still night airThe Ancient God's meet me thereI find my comfort in night so blackEvery nightfall they call me backShowered with the moon, of light and goldI sing with them songs...
Posted by Esoteric "Lost in Thought" on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 08:53:00 PST

A dream of Jaquille VonDrake

For Jaquille VonDrakeBorn sometime between 1900-1910 Moved on 2004Tomorrow is the Wolf Moon and although the date changes every year it always is a day of sorrow for my family for one of the deariest ...
Posted by Esoteric "Lost in Thought" on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 08:53:00 PST

Time Line of my Life

Ok I'm terrible and I mean TERRIBLE at time....I always get they year wrong when I think back to what I've done and where I was or how long I lived/did something in my past so my bestestedlyness frie...
Posted by Esoteric "Lost in Thought" on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 02:43:00 PST