If you want to know more about me check out my wandering mind at blogspot. You may be frightened but at least I am not hiding my true self. Face it, you know you want to see the inside of my cranium. My first attempt at a blog is at:
http://handkerchiefmonkey.blogspot.com/
I don't think I can sum it all up in a paragraph or two.Ok, maybe in three or four.I think if you asked my friends...No, can't use that one.Ok how about this.
I am a thinker, no, an over thinker. I think my brain actually gets out of my head at night and paces the tile floor in the bathroom, well maybe it doesn't pace, it slides around on the floor just thinking. Thinking about tomorrow, about today, yesterday, next month, am I ever going to get it right?... Am I happy?... What is that smell?... How do I work this?... This is not my large automobile....
Sorry.
I am utterly convinced that no matter how bad it gets or how hopeless the situation is, there is always something more difficult or more depressing in the future. Wait a minute,
that doesn't sound right. I think what I meant to say is, why wallow in shit?. It smells bad.
Life is hard.
Why do you think old people are so happy? Because they know it is almost over.
Maybe thats not it at all, maybe they are just mean, and they know what is ahead of us all and the thought of all the misery and suffering makes them smile. Smile with that same great feeling you get when you finally swat that fly, and see it dead on the floor.
Damn I am f**ked up.
Ok, seriously. I may have a few screws loose but, I have to believe that the only thing that keeps me going is the time I spend with my wife, my friends, my dogs, my family...
my self, my bike, and so on and so on...
That is my life. Not the moments in between the hard times, but the moments and the hard times. Besides, if life was so f**kin peachy and great all the time, how would happiness be measured?Here is a link to my Flickr page http://www.flickr.com/photos/chris-santoro/
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