Russian Diva

This is the best time of my life.... ..... June 3rd, 2006 -- my marriage to the most amazing man in the whole world! RICHARD, the Wolf, Volk as I call him, who is my husband and who found me on myspace, yes he found his pearl here :))) I don't want to change anything that I wrote in the "about me" section initially as it was all true 2 years ago and remains till the day, but I have to admit that my world has gotten a different shine, more tasteful and colorful, because of HIM, my dearest husband. My world has also become more peaceful when you found me, MY LOVE.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ***Everything we see hides another thing, we always want to see what is hidden by what we see. There is an interest in that which is hidden*** ~ Rene Magritte ~ ************************************************************ * For now, since I am lazy to write at the current moment, I just say that I am an open-minded person in all aspects of life and willing to accept and understand others... ************************************************************ * It is time for me to add something -- not that I have drastically changed or something but I think I am developing a different, more sensual way of getting to know myself... I have been thinking lately how my interests, preferences have modified for the past 4 years. Yes, that is exactly the time I have been in the states. And, once again I have noticed that what was hidden in me when I was back home burst into exploring here. So I don't think I became any different from my "moscow" self, but I guess I have other ways and opportunities of expressing myself here. And I don't want to say that I so much love America, or New York, it is just that unique mix of circumstances that I happened to have since my coming here. And people, certainly, people I have met here are great and became my friends by the mean of accepting and being intrigued by each other... And it makes me want to go further and dig into the deepest, darkest, hidden, perverted, wild, mean, rotten, evil, disgusting, and the same time beautiful, amazing, kind, creative, loving, and loyal sides of the human nature..... My journey of life to be continued.... ************************************************************ * Well.... 2006th. What is interesting that I don't think I can deny all the things that have happened to me for the time being in the States, but I got bored... That's new! No, I still love meeting new people, exchange ideas, emotions, etc. but something has broken inside and I can't explain what exactly but yes, indeed, the boredom emerged. So, I am taking another rout I guess. It's something that I haven't tried to do so well in the past and now it feels as I need to try it again. ---- nothing extreme, just simply to excavate more knowledge.... People feed me with thoughts and such but it gets me exhausted some times - too much of outer is demolishing my inner self and I feel it. Too much of what they think, know, accept, etc., etc... sneaking into my head. Tired of it...