Music, PS2 games, & havin fun talkin to my friends
people who enjoy music, having a good time, &hanging out with friends.
The .."A.." Trip
Who knows what is going on? What's it gonna' be? What are we doing here with me? Who are you? Why are we here? I really don't understand it, do you? What are you? Is there a fly on my back? Will you look and see? What? Will you quit looking at me? I do, I do. I don't know. What a stupid fuckin' question! I'm me! I already told you. Understand what? Answered that one, too! Look around you. Is it a beautiful one to behold? Why is it when you try to mend someones heart all they do is call someone to tell his friend to look at God and say why do i do what i did to live this one down when all i had to do is sit down and write this shit on paper and make you wonder about how I just repeated what I wrote down on my ass which is killing me to the point where I about repeated myself again like I almost did it again. I sit here and the music seems to fade away and comes back like a record or something. Like the fly on my back pain still there in the house wondering about stuff like what would you be doing instead of reading this stupid stuff which makes no sense whatsoever and you may think about what is going through my mind at this minute, no this second and time where I sat on this couch and start thinking what's on your mind which I wan wanna know you while I sit here and almost wonder what I really want in this world of pain and misery is getting us down and out of control of our own life which mine sucks like a eureka vacuum cleaner which I have not had the opportunity to use on this floor of dirt and grass from outside the door and don't look now but I hate this shit is driving me down the road to the light, turn left at the light sown there, turn right, then again and you are there, just around the corner where there's a place you wanna' be. Now think about this when you could have stopped doing this shit, but I'm having fun in this house where I sleep on thfloor with my back which hurts like a bitch betta have my money which I don't have very much of right now because I don't need nobody for I can run out of the door after I open it or it will hurt when I fall backwards on a rug which is set where I spilled some water under your feet and I need to tell you you're done so you can put this down now. Oh shit, it's starting again. I'm feeling like there is no pain in my back. This music is fucking wid me. I don't know why. Why ask why? I can't answer that right now. Sean just stood up. He is on his way to a trip. OK found that. In bedroom. Might oughta' fuck wid you head. Music still weird. What's going on? How does it feel? Squeal!Squeal! ReeeeReeee! Beers, steers and queers! Texas is the place. Hang 'em high. Wow! I feel like God! And Oh what a feeling! Toyota. She's so high. She's so high. Hello, hello turn your radio on. Wow! I feel great. Wait 2 hours! Why? Stay with me. Stay with me. Boom! Don't look the cactus. Would you like to live in another world? Would it be great or what? Fish can swim. There's a moonchild. Looks like Robin from McTown. I swear. Stop dropping your smokes, man! Bitchin'! I'm a Hollywood brainchild that'll drive you crazy. Wow! Excuse me! Sean is gonna' wear a path in the floor from pacing in this flea market from Hell house. Chills up and down my spine. This is getting intense. I can't believe what is going through my mind. It is so cartoonish, it's unreal. Ministry is kicking'! Time to fly! Brain Damage! Freak! C-ya'! Cats on acid. What a good concept for a movie. Humid outside, ain't it? What's going on? What time is it? Go! No one is stopping ya. Get the fuck out! People are watching me write this down. Life would be so wonderful. Grass looks blueish green. The sky light blue. Roofs looks like crushed rocks scattered on paper made from trees which gives you the strength you need to make it through the day. I think they liked it. I'll ask myself to say liked it or not. Now! They hate it. Light my fire. somebody help me put this goddamn book down and stop writing this psycho-babbo bullshit and help me back to reality. Dammit, I'm addicted. People are strange. Fuck 'em! That sounded good. Son of a bitch! Taco Bell!! Wait a minute. Fuck. Stop. Good one. Good Morning, Vietnam!!! Oh shit! Is he serious? 4 more? Cool. That was cool. Slowing down massively. Slowing down but things are going slower than me. Wow! Reality, is it real. Or not. You be the judge. So what is your motherfuckin' answer, boy. Killer thought. What if Indians ran this country. Brain farts. I feel so deranged, so obsolete. Teachers are the true corruptors of all massive employment because it's worth the trip. Love and understanding. I wish I could see what the hell I'm writing down. Wow! It's safe. No one will. What the fuck is going on? God I wish I knew. Really wish I knew. Why are you standing there watching me? Stop doin' that! I have entered level 8 zone unknown. I'm seeing myself look down upon this world. Entered level 8. Enjoyed my whole night. Never forget this one. Life in level 8 is great. So mellow. So intense. So bizarre. So unreal. Running amuck. Away I go into a different change of thought. Oh, look at the colors. Something is wrong. Life is so intense. Slowly coming down. Going into reality too fast and way too soon. This is still going on. I can't believe it. I could write everything down in great detail. Freaky night. Tripped for 36 hours.
Adam Ant, Prince, Rob Zombie, PIG, White Zombie, Slick Idiot, KMFDM, MDFMK, Lucia, Abby Travis, ZZ Top, En Esch, Cocteau Twins, This Mortal Coil, Nickelback, OK Go, Garbage, Tori Amos, Alanis Morisette, Negtivland, Insane Clown Posse, Twiztid, Ministry, My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult, Lords Of Acid, The Art Of noise, Aerosmith, AC/DC, Andrew W.K., Disturbed, Drain STH, Dark lotus, INXS, KoRn, Midnight Syndicate, Muse, Tatu, Nine Inch Nails, Snake river Conspiracy, Red Hot chili Peppers, and the list keeps goin'.................
Rocky Horror Picture Show, the Craft, Big Money Hustlas, Cool World, The Crow (all of em), House Of A 100 Corpses, Ginger Snaps (all of em), Daredevil, Hellboy, Heavy Metal (both), Spawn, The Matrix (all 3), Spiderman, The Stand, n Underworld to name a few
my dad because he has taught me alot