i will never meet your expectations so do not put them on me especially if you aren't capable of acknowledging they are yours not mine.. i will do what i Will do and that's hard enough.. i do not deserve your grief and can not be held responsible for your emotional welfare.. i do not want a puppy, or a child, nor do i care for anymore social scenarios with their social obligations to distract me any further.. i just wanna get this show done and i'm just trying to express love but KNOW THIS- Love is Free! Light your heart on fire!
"the only people for me are the mad ones. the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a common-place thing, but Burn, Burn, Burn like fabulous yellow roman candles" ~j.kerouac
Sue the Fire Goddess
"Come gather round, math phobes
Wherever you roam
And admit that the cosmos
Around you has grown
And accept it that soon
You won't know what's worth knowin'
Until Einstein to you
Becomes clearer.
So you better start listenin' or you'll drift cold and lone
For the cosmos is weird
Getting weirder..
and the time's they are a changing." ~b.dylan
"maybe that's all a family is really, a group of people who miss the same imaginary place." ~z.braff
"only a speck no matter only only only and not alone holy connected only. only gods make trees, drunken holy poet gods with battered bodies battered brains davaged rage reasons come connects gaps opens gates. ambiguous embryos wonders of the day all pain flowing out and out the centers of the hands. long time this practice continues me in itself continues itself in me whoever that is in there. you are welcome." ~h.bialy
"all souls eternally exist,
each individual, ultimate,
Perfect --- each makes itself a mist
of mind and flesh to celebrate
with some twin mask their tender tryst
Insatiate." ~a.crowley
peter gabriel, nine inch nails, depeche mode, vnv nation, pixies, ministry, cure, ween, skinny puppy, massive attack, bob marley, dead can dance, juno reactor, kmfdm, dubtribe, prodigy, front 242, delerium, blind melon, jane's addiction, black crowes, tool, bad religion, pigface, sky cries mary, love and rockets, bauhaus, pil, information society, book of love, egyptian lover, minor threat, test dept, thrill kill cult, peaches, johnny cash, david grey, macy gray, sneaker pimps, ben harper, david bowie, bob dylan, grateful dead, simon& garfunkel, sage francis, tori amos, stevie wonder, herbie hancock, james brown, built to spill, wolfsheim, violent femmes, parliament..
the fisher king, the hours, garden state, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, dreams, adaptation, i(heart)the huckabees, v for vendetta, deadman, dogma, holy mountain, jesus christ superstar, memoirs of a geisha, braveheart, crouching tiger hidden dragon, beetlejuice, fire walk with me, stigmata, rocky horror picture show, mad max and the thunderdome, royal tennebaums, hedwig and the angry inch, sin city, velvet goldmine, butterfly effect, legend, labrynth...
the mist of avalon, return of the birdtribes, stranger in a strangeland, siddhartha, narcissus and goldman, childhood's end, the moon at her feet, fifth sacred thing, snowcrash, the equinox, lilith, circus of earth and air, angels and demons, celestine prophesy, villa incognito, hitchiker's guide, illuminatus trilogy, principia discordia, zodiac, diamond age- neil stephenson, herman hesse, tom robbins, robert anton wilson, marion zimmer bradley, starhawk, dan brown, phillip k dick, william s burroughs, douglas addams, william faulkner, edgar allen poe, arthur c clarke, robert a heinlen, drunvalo melchizedek, isreal regardie, eliphas levi, william shakespeare, bernard shaw, dean r koontz (when stuck in airport), aleister crowley...