Insert definition of self here

About Me

Not enough space darling....not by a long shot.

My Interests

creating sound; absorbing information; arguing to have a productive exchange with another person; acknowledging the impermanence of reality; emoting; experiencing alternate perspectives; forgetting everything for a fleeting moment of clear, beautiful nothing...

I'd like to meet:

"There seems to be no agent more effective than another person in bringing a world for oneself alive, or, by a glance, a gesture, or a remark, shriveling up the reality in which one is lodged."

Music:

Mostly I like the sound of two sticks being clanked together.

Movies:

The kind that stay in my head for a couple days after I've watched them.

Television:

I'd rather stick cactus needles into my eyeballs.

Books:

Knowledge comforts me.

Heroes:

Anybody who fights for what they believe in.

My Blog

Ive become the naked chick...

I have this big bay window in my bedroom. Directly across the street is a Bank of America. My window has a perfect view of the ATM. These facts will be relevant in a moment. So my ro...
Posted by Insert definition of self here on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 10:02:00 PST

You know you're a pseudo-lesbian when...

...the hair on your head is shorter than your armpit hair. Haha, i guess you can color me hetero-dyke!
Posted by Insert definition of self here on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 10:23:00 PST

Fleeting satisfaction

If a peak does not exist without a trough, if progress does not exist without a palpable wane in activity, then it is not a straight line we wander along, but in fact a wiggling, undulating path of ag...
Posted by Insert definition of self here on Fri, 21 Apr 2006 12:35:00 PST

A new perspective on this crazy place

Today is officially the first day of my new lease at my new apartment in the Panhandle/Western Addition. Now that I'll actually be living in the city, I mean really in it, I imagine I'll be seei...
Posted by Insert definition of self here on Mon, 23 Jan 2006 11:31:00 PST

Humankind, what odd creatures we are...

What the hell is all of this? Why do I feel the need to question? To analyze? Why must I torment myself with such a vain quest for an answer, when in my heart I know that one all-encompas...
Posted by Insert definition of self here on Wed, 14 Dec 2005 01:59:00 PST

So much for abstinance

But what's the point if you've got someone worthy laying next to you? I mean that rare occurance when two people actually connect about something other than superficiality or vague indifference...
Posted by Insert definition of self here on Mon, 28 Nov 2005 09:18:00 PST

Biological Coincidence

So why, one might ask, does an emotionally-based, hormonally-driven, complicated ego like myself tend to produce all of her depressing blogs when she's PMSing? I tell you why! Because it is through t...
Posted by Insert definition of self here on Sat, 12 Nov 2005 09:54:00 PST

Kaleidoscope

Staring at a computer screen wishing it was an open window I try to jump out, but end up jumping in My existance isn't as bad as my hormones make me think it is Every now and then I just need to look ...
Posted by Insert definition of self here on Mon, 17 Oct 2005 01:27:00 PST

Solitary & Self-Confined

I feel lost in my head. Perhaps it's my age, my city, my state of mind, my mentality; perhaps it's my background, my attitude, my past experiences; perhaps it's my past, my present, my hopes for ...
Posted by Insert definition of self here on Wed, 05 Oct 2005 02:43:00 PST

This Strange Daze called San Francisco

Living in this city, in this country, in this age, with the friends that I have and the habits that I nurture and the feelings that I harbor, it's relatively simple to see how someone like myself coul...
Posted by Insert definition of self here on Tue, 23 Aug 2005 03:28:00 PST