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Claire

I am here for Friends

About Me

Peanut butter is the source of true happiness."If I lose the light of the sun, I will write by candlelight, moonlight, no light If I lose paper and ink, I will write in blood on forgotten walls I will write always I will capture nights all over the world and bring them to you. "- Henry Rollins"love is like a razor blade double edge and double pain hold me closer hold me tighter when i rip your flesh and the pain is fresh it's a fantasy it's a nightmare and the whole damn world doesn't seem to care i said love -love is like a butcher knife double sharp for single lives hold me closer hold me tighter as the lights go out and we start to shout it's a fantasy it's a nightmare with a big black bruise and a handful of hair i said love –"- Ministry"you'll never catch jes givin anything less than my all and i'll forever be with mad sun until the day i fall i'll never be as dope as you dog but i can live with that you'll always give it up for me but you'll never give it back i'll never see a million dollars in this lifetime and you'll never be blessed to have a woman quite like mine to gain respect is a never-ending journey cuz i'll always be jes and i guess i'm never worthyi'll never be the freshest never be the dopest even though sometimes it's hopeless i'll never lose focus i'll never be afraid to show the depth of my emotions there's a side of me that's deep within the belly of the ocean i'll never be the smartest never be the brightest i'll never be the hardest never be the tightest"- Atmosphere

My Interests

smoking pot, chilling, music, writing, learning, etc. just going with the flow that feels good.

I'd like to meet:

honest people who can tolerate me.

Music:

all different kinds. red hot chili peppers, pearl jam, cat power, kittie, atmosphere, placebo, drop kick murphys, the gossip, louis armstrong, the clash, sublime, garbage, jimi hendrix, the doors, bjork, fugazi, the cure, suicidal tendencies, eminem, ministry, poison the well, tsunami bomb, buck 65, rancid, nirvana, primer 55, kyuss, citizen cope, offspring (old), a bit of alice in chains, soundgarden, mother love bone, anthrax, neil young, mindless self indulgence, bloodsimple, radiohead, some techno and raver music, eyedea, gorillaz, the stooges, from autumn to ashes, children of bodom, trivium, chimaira, overseer, dj dangermouse, santana, the rolling stones, led zeppelin, jay z, the bronx, crystal method, pharcyde, strung out, all that remains, manntis, mozart, acid bath, prodigy, norma jean, johnny cash, tupac, strung out,bonobo, war of ages, heaven shall burn, andre nickatina, bullet for my valentine, rise against, in flames, kottonmouth kings, the human abstract, etc. . .

Movies:

i love many movies. mavbe the ones you like. maybe not.

Television:

ive kinda fallen out of touch after having about 3 working channels in my apartment, except when i'm at someone's place with satellite tv (rock on satellite and your ecouragement of my couch potato ways). i have to confess that in middle school i developed a Buffy fixation and am a sworn fan of the show for life. cult tv never dies baby i like southpark and adult swim. basically addicted to comedy central when i've got it. AQUA TEEN HUNGER FORCE! Invader Zim is awesome too. Um, I like CSI? Scrubs? Show that don't bore me in general - those're cool. they should play better movies on tv so i don't have to turn shit into blockbuster late all the time Oh yeah, and LOST LOST LOST is god. don't even try to argue me cuz the universe is on my side there and it will not be thwarted by your heresy. no i'm not obssessed at all.

Books:

Lord of the Rings, Chronicles of Narnia, books by Henry Rollins, Tamara Pierce for childhood memories, Heart of Darkness, Night, Macbeth, The Giver, Bored of the Rings (funniest fucking book in the world - buy it), The Inferno, The Handmaid's Tale, Five Against One: Pearl Jam, Jim Morrison: Wilderness, Reviving Ophelia, A Bright Red Scream, comic books, Les Miserables , the Girl With the Silver Eyes, IT, Slaughterhouse Five, Autobiography of a Face, Indecent, Cell, Red Dragon, Silence of the Lambs, Hannibal, Fight Club, Sandman graphic novels, Johnathan Strange is Mister Norrell is kickass, and other foundations for obsession

Heroes:

the made up ones in my head.

My Blog

aargh

too much homework. i don't wanna do it. i've done so many writups for my fieldwork and research methods that they're gonna start making me sick soon. i'm exxagerating the numbers. but still. i can't w...
Posted by Claire on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 03:40:00 PST

automatic flushing toilets

i really hate them. always flushing when you don’t want them to yet. why exactly was an automatic flushing toilet invented anyway? since when did it become too much of a hassle to turn around an...
Posted by Claire on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 10:22:00 PST

meh, can’t think of a title

here's a poem i wrote the other night while baked out of my mind. well not that baked, but pretty well into the oven. Damn girl who the hell were you kidding? At one lick of the finger in my directio...
Posted by Claire on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 12:21:00 PST

ah rain...

Time for huddling inside and wearing wool socks. Kind of looking forward to a busy semester even though that energy'll wear off in about a month. Going back on the coffee because I'm more productive ...
Posted by Claire on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 03:07:00 PST

whats in my head?

Can you catch me I'm dancing away I'm dancing. Nah, doesn't sound so good floating off my heavy tongue, maybe if I bit off a chunk of the sun my tongue would sprout flames and run quicker swifter ligh...
Posted by Claire on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 07:49:00 PST

sick but i’ve got a new phone!

so instead of using my thanksgiving break to prepare myself academically for finales i chose instead to spend the first half not doing any of it, and the second half catching bronchitis. which. sucks....
Posted by Claire on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 07:37:00 PST

o yea, i am the tactless queen

so i'm going to get coffee in the student cafeteria. very tired, needing caffeine and i notice that the girl behind the counter has a smudge on her face next to her nose. i think to myself, someone's ...
Posted by Claire on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 01:39:00 PST

poor kitty!

I think my cat's sick. her eyes are hella runny, she's been coughing and sneezing for two weeks. i finally got over my desire to go shopping and decided to take her to the vet real soon. better safe t...
Posted by Claire on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 07:32:00 PST

pointless blog

i suppose i have nothing interesting to say, but . . . in retrospect; thank god i'm not in fucking high school anymore. nothing against the people but i'm glad to out of that state of life. like i ev...
Posted by Claire on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 02:22:00 PST

addiction . . .

it's hopeless. my roommates and i are completely hopelessly beyond help. we go on binges that last for hours . . .   we're addicted to "Lost". utterly and without hope for rehabil...
Posted by Claire on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 09:54:00 PST