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Shadowen Darkness

Copywritten *2006 Michelle Renee Vieau

Shadowen Darkness,
Come into my castle my muse.
Blind fully shamefully, presenting yourself
But appear alone and confused
Come into my dwelling and lay on my lounge
Relax and kick up a storm
But know behind those devil eyes
I can see your soul
Betwixt imperilment of Thantios
I know your words insincere
And throw my hands high over head, I’ll pay that auctioneer
I give you a diamond
You cash in a penny
And pretend to shine in your glory.
Throw up my hands
Renounce my faith
Knowing it’s the same ol’ story
But before you leave
One last good-bye
And one more tear will fall
And so I say sweet adieu
To the one I loved most of all
Shadowen Darkness

My Interests

Why do we play these run around games going on for days every time in rains? Why do you stick me alone in a haze an out grown phase this cognitive maze? Lurking in the shadows h iding in the sun a figment of my own delli sion as if to say that I have won. Coming around to meet me in cool breeze and when I sneeze I'm on my knees And when I lye my thoughts deny that you are why these stabs don't lie and you defy when discs co llide and so I try to hold my side so easily you are rectified you can't hold m y night you can control this fight you can't blin d my sight because I am bigger than you and that's a fact

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Hold on

copywritten *07 Michelle Renee' Vieau

Who believes? In anything we are?

Are we better as one
or better kept apart?
We keep running away,
but we never run to far.
Can we hold on for just one day?
Who sees? The you I see in you
Or the visions of together
that keep pulling us through.
I think about it now
It's all I can do.
Can we hold on for just one day?
I miss, the way we were together,
Childish games,
two birds of a feather.
Holding on tight
complete trust in one another.
Now it seems like a life time away.
I'll hold, the memories inside me
till it eats me away
and there's nothing too defining.
Till I'm empty inside
no chance for refining
Blessed Mother can you show me the way?
B ___________________________________________________________ RaPe copywritten Michelle Renee' Vieau *2007Ticking away the times of new
Far from across the fields
Be gazed in a trance going fading through you
It can hardly believe that it’s real
Forever lost in shameless squander
Lying beaten on the floor
Forever gazing in endless wonder
Like something never seen before
Shadowed by sunlight Alone on the hill
Following the stars to your eyes
Betaken by starlight Wide open and bare
The wind in the willow tree cries
Tore open and mangled
she Wiped her sad eyes
And before she could spoken
she Layed down and died
And before I could breath My heart denied
That the girl that was broken
Now covered in flies
Was the daughter,
the mother
Now empty inside
___________________________________________________________ Bare and Brokencopywritten Michelle Renee' Vieau * 2005 To give yourself completely
Mind, body, and soul.
To not hold yourself discretely,
Open your heart and let go.
To feel the pain,
not desensitization.
Tears fall like rain
without self-preservation
And though it's strange
with new sensations.
In locks, the chains,
it's your salvation.
To find yourself bare and broken.
High on shelf, rare old token.
And now you've felt your heart's been boilin'
And in the Earth your body's soilin'.
In your soul the light gets brighter
And in an instant your hopes get higher.
Like sticking your hand in burning fire
It's the emotion you've longed for and you desire.

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Psyonnet

copywritten Michelle Renee' Vieau *2007

Long overdue good-byes
My heart in endless weeps
Still in the darkness in my eyes
The memory of you creeps
With shadows deep in slumber
The howling hounds forewarn
A day of mystic splendor
In gowns of splintered thorns.
Bloodied wrists in filth stained bonnet
Tied tightly around my breast
Dreams of you still haunt behind it
Left only to do my best
Like you wake and then you plummet
from the throbbing in your chest
These are the ghosts of my summit
To you I bequeath the rest

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Drowning

Copywritten * 2007 Michelle Renee' Vieau

I’ll never let you in again

See the shame behind blue eyes

Running loss of breath and then

The pain slowly dies

I’ll never let you see ol’ friend

The rat not disguised

Hopeless sadness fill within

The memory of you flies.

Shadows lurking shallow thunder

The noise the shadows make

Look to the stars and then you wonder

How much more can you take

Emotions spread around asunder

Nightmares screaming You’re still awake

Hopes and dreams that you plundered

None of these feelings fake.

Now my heart remains a sunder

I’m broken with so much more.

Sinking shallows I go under

My body crashes oceans floor.

Watching bubbles float up to somewhere

These passes seconds I do not adore.

Close my eyes with endless slumber

Till you’re thought of never more

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Music:

The Haunting.

I feel you consume me.

The haunted ghost I used to know.

Bringing back my religion,

I lost so long ago.

Forgotten thoughts defining who was me

lost memories of who I used to be.

Am I better now a soulless left behind?

or better then in solitude and peace of mind?

And if I become the truth I see....

there will be no one left myself my thoughts and me.

If I deny you,

could I find you?

And if I did is it still the same?

Or show you,

be controlled by you

and except all the blame.

Movies:

All poems are copywritten

Books:

You fake ass friends Living in your fake ass world thinking your fake ass goals are gunna put you in what you deserveBut your fake ass smiles your fake ass greets aren't gunna put you higher than your fake ass feetAnd your fake ass invites to your fake ass parties show your true maturaty showing yourself entirelyYour fake ass games and your fake ass defends are gunna blow up in your face cuz your a fake ass friendYour fake ass "I've been busy" your fake ass "how ya been" If only shows me one thing "You've never been my friend!"So too all you fake ass people who pretend to enjoy my grace This is why you'll be deleted outv'e my thoughts, my phone, my myspaceShelly"history does not constitute friendship, effort does."

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drowning

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Posted by just sHelL on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 08:23:00 PST

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