Free Bees - 9/11's a Lie (Stayin' Alive) - GREAT!
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Sunset 29th May 2008 Hietalahti Helsinki Fin
Further Suffering is not necessary
if you Voluntarily step into the
New State of Consciousness
♥... awakening from a Dream. It began...♥
1st day
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Great Suffering. Made friends with it.
Motivation high, no matter how difficult my circumstances
and pain. It will pass.
Met my dear friends on the astral plane.
Blue light shape come into head.
A Seed was born... follow this pattern.
LET IT COME.
DREAM: [faint now].. airplanes, travel, girl with
a white dress. Many roads. Light feeling overall.
(I try to the next time write it down immediately)
The Idea that everything is my creation increases..
Image of the day:
2nd day
DREAM: Burden. Conflict (not serious, mostly annoying).
Guns, shooting (still playful).
Complex structure (building?).
Lot's of people at the train station.
Came from a trip. Said hello to fellow traveller.
Weak / strong energies side by side.
3rd day
DREAM: Weird. Lot's of people, some I knew,
some did not. First I was looking for
something in the lake /connected to
house. People inside were drunk (all
male) or something.. one wanted to fight.
Shut the door. Now inside comes longer
men (grey), thiefs, vandals etc..
Inside dad does not notice. I saw
a glimpse of my grandmother (rip).
People were not noticing themselves.
People we acting out a play.
And before that play, I sensed
a great urgency and need for
our collective mind to wake up,
if we are truly going to live
on this planet peacefully.
Urgent voice to wake up [JUSTICE],
yet people deeply unconcsiouss.
Awake: cry, cry, cry, cry, cry….. [sigh]
4th Day
First thought: Let it be. (very tired and alone)
Tomorrow is now:
"You are alone. That's one thing I realized too, its
scary in a way. You're alone, in the whole universe,
you're alone with the light.You can't lie, you can't
say, "I'm not afraid" But you are. There's no lying,
there's no way to get around it, it's a moment of truth.
Cannot fool the light, man..."
"Adopt this perspective into your reality, by first looking
around at everything you see and hear in your reality
right now. Next, close your eyes. When you close your eyes in this moment, you are telling your mind to refresh your viewpoint. Now open your eyes and look around you again, except this time see everything as if you are looking into a mirror. Everything you are now seeing or hearing is a reflection of the mirror within you. Everything starts from within and it reflected outwardly. Everything in the outward observation is your inner Self, therefore use your eyes as a mirror.This will give a very accurate and proper position to everything in your life."
From: Conscious Flex
In a Native American parable, the Creator gathers all the animals and says: "I want to hide something from the humans until they are ready for it- the realization that they create their own reality".
"Give it to me. I'll fly it to the Moon", says the eagle.
"No, one day soon they will go there and find it".
"How about the bottom of the ocean?" asks the salmon.
"No, they will find it there too".
"I will bury it in the great plains", says the buffalo.
"They will soon dig and find it there".
"Put it inside them", says the wise grandmother mole.
"Done", says the Creator. "It is the last place they will look".
~ Native American Legend
27th May 2008 (lost the count..)
Consciousness is life force itself that WILL
find the way to express itself. No matter what.
29th May 2008
Oh, the dreams. I love them. I see you all in them.
It will become more crystal clear.
There is a magnetic (or somesort) "pull" inside my
head to recognize the energies of the day
and when I'm 'OFF' or 'ON'. Very subtle, but real.
From my own exp. I recommend to keep eye on and
*experiment* with the daily energies @ DreamSpell
Don't believe - experiment yourself if you wish.
The Prodigy - Warriors Dance - Full Live Version
2nd June
Went to see Butoh Bigaku, a beautiful
japanese dance-performance:
4th June 2008
Thank you Manahuna!
10th June
If you have seen the Fountain (Movie), then you know this part. I'm taking care of the dying tree. Desperately, but calmly trying to keep it alive. I remember hearing the sound of hissing when her thin and grey hairs responded to my touch. [don't remember was it dis nite or the previous where I pulled a book Tibetan book of the Dead.
11th June
Vivid, wild, adventurous, fun, inventive dreams... in the end a robber comes up with a knife(?). I wake up and feel my usual pain. Indeed, sometimes I have still have a deathwish, but not in my dreams. They are forever. This waking life... difficult for me, until I find the cure, the love...
It is raining. But you know what? I'm not blue. I'm yellow.
l8r in the day.. a sign came
"The Will o' the Wisp is the most common name given to the mysterious lights that were said to lead travellers from the well-trodden paths into treacherous marshes."
Will-o'-the-Wisp
I do not let tricksters play on me. [I now humbly ask for the next sign]. Hear me, Hear me, Hear me!
Whoh.. the next sign came at lightning speed. The flower in the book has been important (and I just took for "some reason" pictures of it 3 days ago + during the weeks I've loved to look and smell just those flowers) and there are little monks.. the dream of the 'Tibetan book of the Dead' I saw three days ago. I guess it's North then as previously "planned" :O
This book was the next sign.. though I'm still open for more:
12th June
So much in dream.. I at one point realized that I create this dream inside. Four robots.. started to feel like anime :)
Single-horned 'Unicorn' deer is found in Italy
14th June
In this Dream I sell a book (The title was something like 'How do use your voice' or sound)). It was about sound, but in the book were pictures of skulls laying on different landscapes. On one particular opening picture were different sized circles.. like rasterised graphics. They were layered upon a landscape of nature. No skulls on this one, this was different. It was a still, but represented magnetic movement. The feeling was very alien (foreign, yet familiar). And the book was about sound (mmm.. crystal skulls, magnetism). The man who bought the book from me was with his boy. The man was very friendly.
Imagine 2D circles (white=light), different sizes, moving in unison, representing sound. The picture below is just representing the force and behaviour of magnetism.
Ladytron - Ghosts (one of my fav. bands)