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Violet

Sanctum Doloris

About Me

I'm an 18 year old girl who was born in Russia and who came to New York City with my mom in August of 1993. I love art, music, fashion, poetry, thinking and try to be a good student in school even though it sometimes doesn't exactly thrill me. I'll be honest and say that I really don't have any real life friends. Not yet, anyway. That given I spend a lot of time on line in the winter especially if it's cold out and go to the beach from time to time in the summer. My mother works as a home attendant and my dad is a computer programmer. I love nature and I love audially and visually aesthetical things as well as conceptual beauty. I love mystery and mysticism in relation to spirituality in art. I I love listening to music but I don't play an instrument or compose music sadly enough. I need to learn to type well. = P

My Interests

(80's) gothic, 120 lbs., 1880's, 1890's, 1910's, 1920's, abruptum, aladdin, amaka hahina, ambre zuetki vuordervatre, amy hanaiali'i gilliom, art, barbara la marr, bb's, be bop, beat poetry, belketre, bessie smith, billie holiday, black and white films, black metal, blanche sweet, blood & roses, bloomingdale's, burzum, calorie counting, cecil b. demille, celtique, chanel, children of eve, christian death, cinema strange, claire's accessories classical music, cocteau twins, corah adams, dahmer, daydreaming, designer clothing, devil doll, dietary self discipline, early 1900's, eastern europe, edna purviance, edwardian fashion, einherjer, elizabeth barrett browning, elizabethan fashion, emile waldteufel, ensiferum, eralash, esther ralston, ethel waters, ethyle cooke benham, euronymous, excercising, fashion, films, friends, frederic chopin, gabriele de gravone, gaston leroux, geraldine farrar, gg allin, gheorghe zamfir, giovanni pierluigi da palestrina, gold carnations, gorgoroth, gothic, green carnation, gregorian chant, hagalaz' runedance, hammered dulcimer,hawaiian music, ivy close, joan the woman, jobyna ralston, king ov hell, la roue, late mid 1800's, laura la plante, leatrice joy, lemon kittens, leni riefenstahl, life, lil dagover, limited too, lithuania, lon chaney, mabel normand, madge bellamy, marduk, marguerite de la motte, marie prevost, mary brian, mary miles minter, mary philbin, mary philbin's hair, may allison, merna kennedy, metropolis, models, music, medieval, nature, night sky, nokturnal mortum, novels, old blues & jazz, opera,ophthalamia, organ, painting, paintings, pan flute, peccatum, people, per yngve ohlin, pipe & tabor, poetry, pola negri,romantic poetry, rozz williams, scott joplin, sea hawk, sex gang children, silent films, siouxsie and the banshees, sir walter scott, sketching, specimen, strange boutique, strawberry switchblade, surrealism, taake, tara vanflower, the bat (1926), the brides, the circus, the gong, the palm beach story, the triangle, the virgin prunes, the wonderful o, the xylophone, theda bara, timothy mcveigh, triumph des willens, twiggy lawson,ty christmas pluffies, ty halloween pluffies, ty pluffies, vanity, varg vikernes, various coloured tulips,velvet cacoon,victorian fashion, victorian poetry, vintage fashion, vintage poetry,vinterriket, viola dana, virginia pearson,vlad tepes, vlada lena roslyakova, vondur, vzaeurvbtre, waif, william wordsworth, winds, writing, xasthur, zasu pitts

I'd like to meet:

Rob Darken, Varg Vikernes, Fenriz, Dead, Rozz Williams, Twiggy Lawson, Mary Philbin, Clara Bow, Kate Moss, Gisele Bundechen, Norelle from ANTM, Elyse Sewell from ANTM, Olly, Julie, Darrell, Quorthon, Mortuus, Morgan, Jim Morrison, Timothy McVeigh, Jeffrey Dahmer, Friedrich Nietzsche, Euronymous, Vincent Van Gogh, Edgar Allan Poe, Dante, Mary Shelley, Malefic, the guys who were in Abruptum, William Shakespeare.

Music:

{see interests} and Emperor, Alien Sex Fiend, Bauhaus, Joy Divison, Burzum, Tool, The Shadow Project, Ella Fitzgerald, Daucaus Karota, Moëvöt.

Movies:

{see interests}and 1910's and 1920's silent films: He Who Laughs, London After Midnight, Sea Hawk, The Freshman, Down To The Ships At Sea, Nosferatu, Greed, The Kid, The Phantom Of The Opera and The Cabinet of Dr, Caligari. Also: Edward Scissorhands, The Cell, American Psycho, Se7en, Kill Bill: Volume One, Kill Bill: Volume Two, Mulholland Drive, Blue Velvet, Willy Wonka And The Chocolate Factory and Charlie And The Chocolate Factory.

Television:

Hey Arnold!, The Simpsons, Rugrats: All Grown Up!, The Old Rugrats, Danny Phantom, Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends, almost anything on Turner Classic Movies {especially silent films from the 1910's and the 1920's}, The New Rugrats, Buffy The Vampire Slayer on FX, Angel on TNT, Charmed on TNT, The New Adventures of Winnie the Pooh, Spongebob Squarepants, Full House, The Discovery Channel, E!, The History Channel, Thirty Minute Meals and The Simpsons.

Books:

Exquisite Corpse, The Phantom Of The Opera, The Queen Of The Damned, Trophy Hunt, Lord of The Rings: Return Of The King, Rebecca, Jamaica Inn,The Talisman, The House On The Strand, The Mists Of Avalon, Something Wicked This Way Comes.

Heroes:

Good musicians, good writers, good painters, good poets, good artists.

My Blog

Honeysuckle Belle

..> "At the heart of all beauty lies something inhuman, and these hills, the softness of the sky, the outline of these trees at this very minute lose the illusory meaning with which we had clothed ...
Posted by Violet on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 08:54:00 PST

Beauty Quotes

"Beauty is unbearable, drives us to despair, offers us for a minute the glimpse of an eternity that we should like to stretch out over the whole of time. " ..>   Beauty is an omnipresence of d...
Posted by Violet on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 08:00:00 PST

It’s Suddenly All So Clear To Me Now.

..> I have one thing to say: We are often told to value "inner", spiritual, beauty. I agree. And I say that one is spiritually beautiful to the exact degree that one can perceive and appreciate the...
Posted by Violet on Sun, 17 Feb 2008 05:33:00 PST

My Parents Control My Life

..> Help me,. They won't let me be a model or a nun or go out by myself or buy me Harry Winston diamond necklaces or let me see Tim. Wow, suddenly I feel so depressed. There's no answer to my probl...
Posted by Violet on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 04:42:00 PST

This stupid bitch from my high school

..> She gave me lot sof shit for two of some of the things that I love most: gothic and glamour. Well, first off, she said that she and the other nitwits spread rumours that I "do black magic" and ...
Posted by Violet on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 08:27:00 PST

I Will Kill You Idiots.

How many times will some retard that I tell on MSN like Cathy or Maria after I tell them I do a diet and exercise regimen for my figure feed me that looks aren't important and that I'm anorexic or bul...
Posted by Violet on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 11:44:00 PST

A Few More Afterthoughts On Said Subject

Lars Ulrich from Metallica said it best, really.: "Most women can be thin (if they try to) but how many women can say they are fit?" Being overweight isn't hard at all, eat large amounts of unhealthy ...
Posted by Violet on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 05:21:00 PST

Hateful Ranting (Yes, this is weight/appearance related)

Has anyone heard about this crazy obese bitch: Beth Ditto? She's a singer and she's like a pseudo- "sex symbol" rockstar now. I googled her last night. Now, I know this is going to sound awful co...
Posted by Violet on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 07:46:00 PST

Alone On A Mountaintop: A Tinge Of Seperation and Inspiration

I pictured myself talking to him alone on a mountaintop. We were on a red plateu in the desert looking at the stars alone at night. Who was he? The face is vague. Was it the one who is with another no...
Posted by Violet on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 08:15:00 PST

First Entry.

Well, here's my MySpace account. I hope some people add me on here. Curently I'm waiting for my mom to get home with Poland Spring water, am going to go take a shower soon and then do some more Chemis...
Posted by Violet on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST