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[♥]Papaya[♥]

About Me


[♥] - [♥] - [♥]
a treasured treat to the eye
an added beat to the heart
a world yet to be explored
---
this is me
spilling secrets
from my lips.
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It truly is about the little pleasures in life that can make me happy...perfection is impossible to achieve but dont confuse it with Excellence . Nor is it good to confuse perfection with greatness, to be great anyways is...the higher achievement. So let me introduce myself, Im Arcelia and I'm out doing big things...for one going to school to make my dreams happen.I dont know exactly what my career will be. The one thing that I have learned is that the future is unknown and trying to plan everything according to a plan, only sets oneself to a feeling of hopelessness and failure. Life is about experience, creating memories and learningthis leads to an understanding and Believing of who you are Of course there is no formula for success except perhaps an unconditional acceptance of life and what it brings.For me its not about the money or the prestige in the work that I will engage in. Real success is finding your lifework in the work that you love. Ever since I was little, I was interested in the various groups of people that faced oppressionwithin communities. Yet my passion lies on making a difference relating to migrant farmworkers and immigration issues among Mexicans. I feel that ultimately my path in life will take me towards this goal. If your success is not on your own terms, if it looks good to the world but does not feel good in your heart, it is not success at all.

♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥

HeArTbReAkEr
YoU gOt ThE bEsT oF mE


I want to meet my own Prince Charming, doesnt have to be perfect...just perfect...for me.
In a state of
UTTER BLISS
What makes me reach this state of bliss?? By no means will this list begin to compile all the things that make me reach this state. Im a complex humanbut if you do take the time to get to know me, your in for a surprisethings arent always what they seemthere is more to me than meets the eye. I shall be courteous to all but if you really care to find out, then will start to connect, ill be intimate with few and from those they will be well tried before I give them my confidence. True friendship is a plant of slow growth, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation. The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed {forever}-Carl Jung_
I am nobody. And my story is the same as a million others. Poor Mexican American. Female Child. We all look alike: dirty feet, brown skin, downcast eyes.You have seen us if you have driven through south Texas on the way to Mexico. We are there-walking barefoot by the side of the road. During harvest time there are fewer of us-we are with our families in the fields.Some of us grow and move to cities. We work downtown and speak perfect English. Others of us stay. I dont know which one is better.Sometimes we move to places where people dont know that underneath the wool crepe suit is a brown, barefoot little girl like me. Behind the university-speak is a whole magic world in Spanish. We play the game well and it looks as if we are happy. Sure, were happy.But then, when we are flipping through the radio stations on the way to the office, we get to the Mexican station, and theyre playing our favorite corrido. It makes us long for mamacita, for tortillas, for the comadres and the tias, for dancing rancheras in the hot, sweaty night under the stars at the fiesta.Then the nine-to-five life seems dry as a stone and without a soul.How did I get here? we ask Ill tell you.
[The Dynasty Lives On]
dEvIoUs DuO---In FuLL eFfEcT

Phenomenal Woman-Maya Angelou-Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say, It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.
[My Words to live by]
get to know me

My Interests


Not me, no sir, I guarantee it
I want much more than this provincial life...
I want adventure in the great wide somewhere
I want it more than I can tell
And for once it might be grand
To have someone understand
I want so much more than they've got planned

PERSONAL
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Music:


MEMORIES
through music Aaliyah ♥ ♥ ♥ I'm So Into YouAaliyah ♥ ♥ ♥ Are You That SomebodyAaliyah ♥ ♥ ♥ 4 Page LetterAlicia Keys ♥ ♥ ♥ Fallin'Alicia Keys ♥ ♥ ♥ KarmaAmanda Perez ♥ ♥ ♥ I PrayAqua ♥ ♥ ♥ My Oh MyAshanti ♥ ♥ ♥ UnfoolishAshanti ♥ ♥ ♥ BabyAshlee Simpson ♥ ♥ ♥ Pieces of MeAvril Lavigne ♥ ♥ ♥ My Happy EndingBee Gees ♥ ♥ ♥ Staying AliveBeyonce ♥ ♥ ♥ Crazy In LoveBig Pun ♥ ♥ ♥ Still Not A PlayerBlink 182 ♥ ♥ ♥ All The Small ThingsBow Wow/Omarion ♥ ♥ ♥ Let Me Hold YouBowling For Soup ♥ ♥ ♥ Girl All The Bad Guys WantBoyz II Men ♥ ♥ ♥ MotownphillyBrandy ♥ ♥ ♥ I Wanna Be DownBrandy ♥ ♥ ♥ The Boy is MineBritney Spears ♥ ♥ ♥ Baby One More TimeBritney Spears ♥ ♥ ♥ ToxicCardigans ♥ ♥ ♥ Love FoolChingy ♥ ♥ ♥ Holidae InChingy ♥ ♥ ♥ Right ThurrChristina Aguilera ♥ ♥ ♥ Genie in a bottleCoolio ♥ ♥ ♥ Gangsta's ParadiseDavid Banner ♥ ♥ ♥ PlayDestiny's Child ♥ ♥ ♥ Jumpin, JumpinDr. Dre ♥ ♥ ♥ The Next EpisodeEden's Crush ♥ ♥ ♥ Get Over YourselfElvis Presley ♥ ♥ ♥ A Big Hunk o' LoveEminem ♥ ♥ ♥ SupermanFabolous ♥ ♥ ♥ Can't Deny ItFat Joe ♥ ♥ ♥ Lean BackFatboy Slim ♥ ♥ ♥ Weapon Of ChoiceGloria Estefan ♥ ♥ ♥ Don't Release MeHilary Duff ♥ ♥ ♥ So YesterdayJagged Edge ♥ ♥ ♥ Let's Get MarriedJa Rule ♥ ♥ ♥ MesmerizeJay-Z ♥ ♥ ♥ Izzo (H.O.V.A.)Jay-Z ♥ ♥ ♥ EncoreJay-Z ♥ ♥ ♥ Jigga That Nigga EncoreJanet Jackson ♥ ♥ ♥ Anytime AnyplacejLO ♥ ♥ ♥ If You Had My LovejLO ♥ ♥ ♥ Walking On SunshineJessica Simpson ♥ ♥ ♥ I Wanna Love You ForeverJ-Kwon ♥ ♥ ♥ TipsyJuanes ♥ ♥ ♥ MentirasJuanes ♥ ♥ ♥ Tengo La Camisa NegraJuvenile ♥ ♥ ♥ Slow MotionKelly Clarkson ♥ ♥ ♥ Since U Been GoneKumbia Kings ♥ ♥ ♥ FuegoKurupt ♥ ♥ ♥ Girls All PauseLil'Kim ♥ ♥ ♥ Crush On YouLil'Rob ♥ ♥ ♥ Linda MujerLil'Rob ♥ ♥ ♥ Neighborhood MusicLil'Rob ♥ ♥ ♥ Can We RideLinkin Park ♥ ♥ ♥ PapercutLinkin Park ♥ ♥ ♥ Somewhere I BelongLL Cool J ♥ ♥ ♥ HeadsprungLloyd Banks ♥ ♥ ♥ SmileLudracis ♥ ♥ ♥ What's Your FantasyLudracis ♥ ♥ ♥ Area CodesMandy Moore ♥ ♥ ♥ I Wanna Be With YouMary J Blige ♥ ♥ ♥ No More DramaMissy Elliott ♥ ♥ ♥ Hot BoyzMissy Elliot ♥ ♥ ♥ Work ItMonica ♥ ♥ ♥ Knock KnockMonica ♥ ♥ ♥ So GoneMonica ♥ ♥ ♥ Breaks My HeartMr. Cheeks ♥ ♥ ♥ Lights Camera ActionMya ♥ ♥ ♥ My Love Is Like... WoMystical ♥ ♥ ♥ Shake Ya AzzNB Ridaz ♥ ♥ ♥ Notice MeNB Ridaz ♥ ♥ ♥ Lost In LoveNB Ridaz ♥ ♥ ♥ Perfect ManNB Ridaz ♥ ♥ ♥ RunawayNelly ♥ ♥ ♥ Hot In HerreNelly ♥ ♥ ♥ DilemmaNelly ♥ ♥ ♥ My PlaceNick Cannon ♥ ♥ ♥ GigoloNivea ♥ ♥ ♥ Don't Mess With My ManR Kelly ♥ ♥ ♥ Bump N' GrindRed Hot Chilli Peppers ♥ ♥ ♥ Higher GroundRicky Martin ♥ ♥ ♥ Livin' La Vida LocaSalt N Pepa ♥ ♥ ♥ ShoopSelena ♥ ♥ ♥ Tu Solo TuSelena ♥ ♥ ♥ Si Una VezShakira ♥ ♥ ♥ Underneath Your ClothesShakira ♥ ♥ ♥ FoolShakira ♥ ♥ ♥ Ojos AsiShania Twain ♥ ♥ ♥ That Don't Impress Me MuchSimple Plan ♥ ♥ ♥ I'd Do AnythingSimple Plan ♥ ♥ ♥ Welcome To My LifeSimple Plan ♥ ♥ ♥ AddictedSir-Mix-A-Lot ♥ ♥ ♥ Baby Got BackSisqo ♥ ♥ ♥ Thong SongSixpence None the Richer ♥ ♥ ♥ Kiss MeSmash Mouth ♥ ♥ ♥ I'm A BelieverSon By Four ♥ ♥ ♥ A Puro DolorSpice Girls ♥ ♥ ♥ WannabeThird Eye Blind ♥ ♥ ♥ Deep Inside Of YouT.I. ♥ ♥ ♥ U don't Know MeTimbland and Magoo ♥ ♥ ♥ Luv 2 Luv UToni Braxton ♥ ♥ ♥ You're Makin Me HighToni Braxton ♥ ♥ ♥ Seven Whole DaysToo Short ♥ ♥ ♥ Short dog 's In The HouseToo Short ♥ ♥ ♥ Shake That MonkeyTrina ♥ ♥ ♥ Too ShortUsher ♥ ♥ ♥ You Make Me WannaVengaboys ♥ ♥ ♥ We Like To PartyWestside Connection ♥ ♥ ♥ Gangsta Nation2Pac ♥ ♥ ♥ How Do You Want It2Pac ♥ ♥ ♥ To Live & Die In L.A.2Pac ♥ ♥ ♥ Toss It Up2Pac ♥ ♥ ♥ California Love3LW ♥ ♥ ♥ Playas Gon' Play50Cent ♥ ♥ ♥ 21 Questions50Cent ♥ ♥ ♥ Disco Inferno50Cent ♥ ♥ ♥ Candy Shop

Heroes:


MY BEST
friends
I’m so blessed to be surrounded by great people, but even luckier to have kimO and bluE in my life…you guyz have been there no matter what... you are the ones that complete me in more ways than one….At times we get silly, sometimes we get sad but no matter what we are the bestest friends till the end of time…
{{kimO aka chU}} DeViOuS (RutHLeSs) dUo In FuLL eFfECt AlWaYz …Oh the crazy shit we go through lol…Damn I could fill pages with things that me and you have gone through, but I figure that half of those things would be illegal to even say. Well looking back...im going to give you a recap of those wonderful memories we will alwayz hold.♥ ♥ ♥ "damn three bottles of hairspray....no four....2 mousses....two packs of rubberbands...oh wait aussie.....who could forget the yummy smelling product that drives guys insane....." WHAT THE FUCK ARE WE GOING TO OPEN A DAMN ESTETICA.....OR HAVE SOME RESERVE IN CASE WE HAVE A WORLD WAR....okay im sure people have bought more, ...no maybe not...♥ ♥ ♥ We need a PAQUITA MEETING, mZ.Vice prez!!!♥♥♥ "damn you guys...guess what...(weird smile, kinda crooked kinda not on his face) um guess what i did...(we say "what") i made a citizens arrest...yeah it was hella fun at work today...do you want me to show you how"....(grabs his shirt and as he does that he realizes that he wont be able to show us) so you give him your unamed baby....and he grabs it by the neck and says "boo"......throws it up against the wall, showing us how he hurt his knuckles...lol...damn i was laughing so hard....ha ha mr. SNUFFY...my SNUFFALOFAGOS...you know what they say you can take the man away from football but never football away from the man....ha ha do you want to be tackled again??...damn im afraid im next in line....♥ ♥ ♥ Ruthless Nickname for one of the baddest mother fuckers to have ever walked the face of this Earth. Their names are ChElI aNd cHeLiA, but not many know them by that name. Once did a drive by egging on a roller blader resulting in a serious bust-ass...the roller blader was in third grade. or hitting PLuM with shopping carts....LOL...people that have fallen victim to these and other ruthless actions....Mr.sMiLeY, D, MiCkEy d...ThAt gUy yOu SlApPeD wItH YoUr sHoE..hElLa fUnNy(damn i feel sorry for any guy that messes with us and crosses our path) Ruthless: I would have shot him in the face with a sawed off 12-gauge and then ran over his dead ass. I probably would have peeled out on his face too!....ha ha what does this make Derek....ha ha ha 2. ruthless hardcore mother fucker that doesnt give a shit. 3. ruthless Having no compassion or pity; merciless....♥ ♥ ♥ McDonalds ExpEdItIoNs....fREE PArfaits...anyone..??♥ ♥ ♥ Los tacos de Don Chuy...and you taking a trip..or rather a fall..lmao♥ ♥ ♥ Seattle and our adventure in trying to escape so we could go to the fancy lobby♥ ♥ ♥ OMG...is that him.....fuck what do we do!!!!!!!!!!! hide...♥ ♥ ♥ seems like I alwayz fucking hit the curb in the "strawberry rollups locale"♥ ♥ ♥ All those late night chats...♥ ♥ ♥ "What would you name your kids...I would name mine Mercury cause Pluto is just too fucking sad...i would name mine peach..."♥ ♥ ♥ Im a P.I.M.P you know what I mean♥ ♥ ♥ Knowing that no one in the world will ever get to see how we truly can get...♥ ♥ ♥ Throwing it big for my 22nd b-day♥ ♥ ♥ Can I honk you...!!! I still get 4 free ones...^_^♥ ♥ ♥ Ayy dios que bonita soy...lol..cuanto me quiero...♥ ♥ ♥ Meet me at the BARRE...♥ ♥ ♥ ChI Twn BaBy...LeTs gO mA....aNd TaKe oVeR!?!?!?!?!?!?!♥ ♥ ♥ 16 hours of fun at Disneyland....and getting only 3 hours of sleep the night before...♥ ♥ ♥ the days before the MaxiGlide...♥ ♥ ♥ Dont be jealous cause We are beautiful...hate us...cause your man thinks so...♥ ♥ ♥ Shopping, Shopping and Shopping...I mean come on...we have to look good♥ ♥ ♥ Imagining what life would be like if we had certain visitors ♥ ♥ ♥Know this lil bear no matter what I say....or do...you must know that you are an incredibly BeAutifuL girl in the inside and out…you are my precious diamond that is just so irreplaceable. Life without you would be meaningless...I dont know how we can be close knowing that we are like night and day...so so different. But the truth of the matter is that the more we try to analyze it the more things we find to be amazed about...cause what you and me have is One of a kind We are closer than twins…because at times I feel like we are ONE…I love you my babygirl....
Wow Hominy...we have come soOoOO far in these past months. In the beginning both of us were a lil shy towards one another... and then I hated you..well no...but I wouldnt talk to you..then we got that resolved when you called me and I got a new found ReSpEcT for you...and BOOM...the start of a beautiful frienship..and the creation of bluE and magEnta...what could be better?? Well now...at times none of us can shut up...and admit it even you get hyper..lol...alongside me and my sister. But I think its all thanks to those late nights...or rather early mornings...that we would see the break of dawn...okay maybe not me all the time...but thats cause when both of you started playing your games...watch out now...that meant mimis time for me...but damn you and my sister beat the record. No one can even come close to you guys, the celebrity couple...of course has to set the standard. Wow...I had no idea that a phone and our free minutes could be used so much...damn...!!!!! Both of our phones heating up...and yeah I say that when the calls drop its alwayz your fault...never ours..lmao. I used to think it was your provider, but now I cant diss cause we are part of the same network...which is a good thing...cause kimo and I will be bugging you more in the day...but I still say its your phone...cause we all know that mine is slick and cool like that. Or maybe you are a faker and maybe just maybe you are an alien :/ I mean how would we know???...cause admit it you never get a message saying that they are trying to locate me...see its just you thats lost.lol...kidding bluE....you can never be lost cause you have your magEnta and chU by your side so have no fear. So now I stop to think how was my life without bluE...cause now I dont know how I did it without you...Or I start to think what would be of my life without you...and thats just scary...but it dont really matter...cause you are here...and here to stay. Through it all you have been there for me and of course my sister and no thanks is great enough to tell you that I appreciate all that you do…for both of us. Hmm so what makes bluE so great...well this list can only begin to scratch the surface but thanks for the stories although we have seen that you are a "bad boy" and at times you have to be watched like a hawk...by a hired guard...lmao..The jokes that you send me and the ones where we make fun of people,lmao....you have taught me that there is one person in particular that its especially fun to make fun of...took me awhile to do...but I think I have it down now. ALL the comments on myspace,RH and AIM, oh and your profiles in each of them, plus of course the ones on AIM... they have truly made me happy... and your OfFicIaL role as “fairy” bluE…lol...you are a great messenger... Cause fo’realz fo’realz magEnta is what she is because of you...no bluE =no magEnta
Our phrases
Like a lot a lot
Hella
Fo’realz fo’realz
Hoosie
EwWwWw
OoO
Laters
A(iight)
Wut
But ey…
Guess What???
intrestin
But bluE...
But mO...
Hominy
Pop in his world…soda in ours
Dammit
Nah hellz no
WORD
Girls
are like a pples
on tre e s. The best ones
are at the t o p of the tree.
The b o ys dont w a nt to r e ach
f o r the go o d ones bec a use they
are afr a id of falling a nd getting hurt.
Instead, th e y just get the r o tten a pples
fr o n the gr o und that are'nt a s go o d,
but e asy. S o the a pples at the t o p think
s o mething is wrong with th e m, when in
re a lity, th e y're am a zing. Th e y just
have t o wait f o r the right boy t o
c o me al o ng, the o ne who's
brave enough to
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the way
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If I told you..

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Im thankful for...

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In life

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Now I just want to let you know

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