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Metal-head Lesbian T-girl

The gods' greatest gift, to see from both sides

About Me

"Your god has no right to judge me... but it's cute when you do it!"

Not so much a wolf in sheep's clothing, more like a wolf who loves sheep and should've been born one (and wears sheep'sclothing ~giggle~)
So... I'm a transgendered male. I put "female" on my profile so my orientation would say "lesbian" and cuz I'd rather beviewed as female.
I look like this:

I wish I looked like this:

and when I look in the mirror I see this:

Alas, I've finally come to realize that, even though society as a whole has a hard time dealing with me and my kind, I dohave a kind. I am not alone and neither are you. All you ever have to be is you and your real friends will love you for whothat person may be.

By the way, I've been working 80 hours a week lately so don't be surprised in any delays getting back to you but I'm doin' mybest.

And please feed Timmie while I'm out

My Interests

Okay everybody... I HATE to do this but I'm gonna do a whorish plug. I just joined an independent ad program and I'd love for you guys to check it out for yourselves. All proceeds will go towards my feminizing medical expenses such as hormones and blood work, electrolysis, and, eventually, THE surgery (which is still quite far away). I may even get breast implants but I want to see how far the hormones will take me first. How bout that!? You guys have the power to bring me closer to the body I know is inside trying to get out. That being said...
Vitamin Supplements! I wouldn't involve myself with this if I didn't believe in the product myself. Now, I pride myself on my dietary intake but not all of us can live off fat free dairy, whole grains and lots of produce while eliminating Trans Fatty Acids and reducing Saturated Fat and red meat consumption. Most people can't fathom how I do it but I'm lucky because these are the foods I actually enjoy. If you do eat like that then you seriously don't need to waste your money. Truly! Don't even bother because I'd feel like a total ass. I did buy myself a bottle though to test it out and I have no regrets. My metabolism sucks and I have noticed a difference in how food effects me but I'm not buying any more because I don't need them. There are other products as well for weight loss, cholesterol, blood sugar and joints. Click here to see the informational video, view and purchase any of the products or whore yourself out as well as an independent advertiser for a small fee. I can make money off of you too if you sign up with this link . Each product is about $47 which includes shipping for a 30 day supply. I still get paid even if you return it so check it out!

and now back to ME!

You'll usually find me playing with my dog, watching cartoons, drinking beer or any combination of the three. Anime, Cosplay, Hiking, Rafting, Role Playing Games, Chess, Sudoku and my favorite... NOTHING

CROSS-DRESSERS SURVEY
About You
Do you use hormones? Yup, and anti-androgens
Have you (or do you plan to) get surgery? Most likely. A long ways away though
What is your female name? Brianna Michelle
Are you straight, gay or bi? Depends on how you look at it! I LOVE women (natural and self proclaiming)
Do you consider yourself a male or female? Female. My inner monologue is much different than what I put out there!
Do you cross-dress for a sexual thrill? No but I do feel much sexier. I enjoy sex more dressed up
Do you read gay or straight porn? Straight and Lesbian. Guys just don't do it for me
Do you have other fetishes? Hmmmm... You'll have to find out for yourself :-)
Are you a closet CD or have you come out? Slowly comming out
Could you pass for a woman? Not until I get some electrolosis
Favorites
Favorite artcle of women's clothing Fishnets
Favorite purse Mini-backpak
Faveorite pair of women's shoes Thigh-high w/ chunky heels
Favorite kind of lingerie Corsets
Favorite brand of make-up none
Favorite brand of hose none
Forget boxers and briefs! Panties or thongs? Thongs
Thigh highs, knee highs or pantyhose? ALL
Skirts or dresses? Dresses.. or maybe skirts... we'll go with both
If you cross-dress at the beach, bikini or 1-piece? Bikini, after the electrolosis
Night out with girl friends or CD friends? Anyone willing to call me a friend!

Which Inu Yasha character are you?

You scored as Rin. Flower:Tuplip Color:Yellow Gem:Emerald Month:May

Rin


80%

Kagome


72%

Shippou


62%

Miroku


60%

Kikyou


60%

Kagura


56%

Sango


54%

Naraku


50%

Sesshoumaru


44%

Kouga


44%

Inuyasha


28%

Which Naruto character are you?

You scored as TenTen. You’re TenTen, a weapon specialist. You’re pretty and sweet, but one shouldn’t take you just as a ditzy girl. Having mastered different weapons you’re quite dangerous. You fight for equality – after all, girls can be excellent ninjas too. Your goal is to be strong and respected.

TenTen


81%

Rock Lee


81%

Shikamaru


69%

Iruka


69%

Hinata


56%

Kakashi


56%

Neji


50%

Genma


38%

Naruto


31%

Sasuke


19%

You have no idea how syked I was when I got Ten Ten as a result! I LOVE Ten Ten! She'll prove herself someday!
SOUSHOURYU!

Which Inuyasha Character Are You?

Jakotsu
You are peppy, and like women ALOT. You like to toy with people, and are sometimes emotional. Deep inside, you are sweet, but on the outside you have a cold spot, which can be hit sometimes, but not too easily. You have a really evil temper when you get P-Oed.

I don't fully agree with this but Jakotsu RULES!


I'd like to meet:

If there was one person I'd like to meet, I found her!

Anyone with an open mind and is not easily led by society's "norms". When you realize that your judgement is beneath you only then can you finally see with eyes un-clouded. See the world anew everyday and you are welcome here anytime!

Music:

I listen to a wide variety of music. Really anything but country. I just can't feel that one out and I continue to try. I'm really fond of J-Pop and I'm not sure why. I guess it's like pop here with catchy rythems and good beats but if the artist IS whining about stupid adolecent crap that just has no impact on life at all, I can't understand what they're sayin'! In all seriousness I have researched the lyrics on a number of my favorites and they are quite often inspiring. Last, but definately not least, my favorite artist is OTEP! She is everything I enjoy about music! The most original, heartfelt lyrics, fantastic melodies and just untamed emotion that makes you think long and hard weather it's a gift or a curse to just feel so much. Not to mention she's DROP DEAD GORGEOUS! I love you Otep! You totally ROCKED at Mark's Showplace in NH. I'm surprised that the place is still standing after getting your army all riled up with you poetry!
Otep, Mushroomhead, Smmoke, Nine Inch Nails, Marilyn Manson, Tori Amos, Cake, Origa, BoA, the list could go on all day!

Movies:

Princess Mononoke (Mononoke Hime) is the Best movie EVER!
Princess Mononoke, Natural Born Killers, 12 Monkeys, Dazed and Confused, Fight Club, Half Baked, The Mists of Avalon, most of Kevin Smith's films, I'm pretty flexable.

Television:

Japanese animation, comedy cartoons like Family Guy are also good.
Inu Yasha, Full Metal Alchemist, Bleach, Samurai Champloo, Cowboy Bebop, S-Cry Ed, Neon Genesis Evangellion, Family Guy, Futureama, King of the Hill, Good Eats, Iron Chef,(the original not the american excrement)

Books:

Fantasy Genre. I love the Dragon Lance saga. I Like to escape to a different world with magic, dragons and Kender.
Dragons of Autumn Twilight, Dragons of Winter Night, Dragons of Spring Dawning, Time of the Twins, Test of the Twins, War of the Twins, The Soulforge, Dragons of Summer Flame, Dragons of a Fallen Sun, Dragons of a Vanished Moon, Dragons of a Lost Star

Heroes:

Set your own examples. Be your own hero. Dare to think for yourself. I should probably add that I admire strong women like Otep, my Darque Angel my mother and many others.

My Blog

The offspring of 3 beautiful people

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Humans are wierd

If I eat the meat off the bacon and leave the fat for everyone else, why get mad at me?  I thought "that's where all the flavor is".  Yuck!  Why would anybody willingly put fat in their...
Posted by Metal-head Lesbian T-girl on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 10:42:00 PST

My New Name!

I want to thank all of you who added suggestions.  I have chosen three favorites but it was not easy!  Everyone had such colorful ideas.  It's just kind of a cool thing to be able to pi...
Posted by Metal-head Lesbian T-girl on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 04:36:00 PST

Just musing

Ode to My Angel of DarquenessA smile that warms a million hearts,A frown to stop an army,The kiss I've never dreamed possibleThe bliss, unrelentingYour aura tastes like strawberries and chocolateYour ...
Posted by Metal-head Lesbian T-girl on Sat, 09 Dec 2006 11:12:00 PST