♥ sunflower sutra (kay-ruhn) ♥

About Me

querida friducha... thank you for this --> "Feet, why do I need them if I have wings to fly?" lucien,jack,allen, and william....much love... "A perfect beauty of a sunflower! a perfect excellent lovely sunflower existence! a sweet natural eye to the new hip moon, woke up alive and excited grasping in the sunset shadow sunrise golden monthly breeze!" The PCman's Myspace Codes .. Randomn facts 1a.)dont drink,dont smoke,dont get high.Simple. 1.)when you have one foot on the past and another in the future, you're shitting on today. 2.I've been to 3 continents so far....(4 more to go) 3.)my grandpa was in the olympics a couple of times. 4.)i tried nutella before peanut butter 5.)i have 2 siblings that i dont know... 6.)im not gay,not straight, not bi. i love people and dont discriminate love 7.)im enjoy to tetris,tea, nutella, life. and conversations.. 8.) i have very bad habits that people don't usually like (staying up late. being a bit of a procrastinator. and a book addict. 10.)there's nothing wrong with hearing others wisdom and luvin'... 11.)my music taste is open to well written lyrics and instrumental music. no discrimination 12.)i learn everyday, and always try to remain teachable

My Interests

i like to play my stand up bass and bass guitar. reading books about almost everything andy warhol. political ideologies. theology. greek. middle eastern, aztec, and mayan mythology.all kinds of poetry. i love to learn about anything i can get my hands on. chess. living life at fullest (with moderation).boys.girls.sitting down drinking tea. just living life on life's terms

I'd like to meet:

Patti Smith frida kahlo andy warhol, marcos,and zapata also people with good personalities. i dislike people who love to argue with you and dont know what the fuck they are talking about. I love to hear different opinions as long as they aren't put out there with self centered and negative motives. opinions always have the potential offensive (yes we're not unique, we have opinions) but they always come of better in an honest selfless matter. â€œIn the magical universe there are no coincidences and there are no accidents. Nothing happens unless someone wills it to happen.â€â€œMaybe that's what life is...a wink of the eye and winking stars.â€.. **** "The mind is everything. What you think you become." -the one under the bhodi tree

Music:

from mayhem to the fugees to dystopia to sitar solos to the the cramps to project pat to pink floyd to peter tosh to circle jerks to mirah . shit i listen to alot. just ask

Movies:

a clockwork orange. full metal jacket. nekromantik. blood feast.brooklyn babylon. what dreams may come. the heathers. south central. rocky horror picture show. DONT BE A MENACE TO SOCIET WHILE DRINKING YOUR JUICE!!! the death king.all monty python movies (well it's all about the holy grail). the wall.pulp fiction.breakfast club.Stand by me.party monster.cannibal holocaust.tromeo and juliet. THE TOXIC AVENGER.a christmas story. reservoir dogs. west side story.dr strangelove. barry lindon. and many others

Television:

HA!

Books:

On the road.a clockwork orange.Visions of Cody. and then there were none. farenheit 451. dandelion wine.Better Than Sex: Confessions of a Political Junkie.go ask alice.naked lunch.dharma bums.howl.my bloody life.once a king always a king..tale of two cities.. Slaughterhouse-Five . vacant.american skin.the catcher in the rye.1984.girlfriend in a coma.please kill me.the godfather. the coldest winter ever. shit, i read everythingis currently reading a piece of cake by cupcake brown... amazing fucking book

Heroes:

everyone who has somehow affected my life in a positive way.

My Blog

some womyn i look up to.....

The First Uprisingby Commandante Insurgente Marcos In March of 1993 the companeros debated about what would later be the "Revolutionary Laws". Susana was in charge of going around to dozens of communi...
Posted by ♥ sunflower sutra (kay-ruhn) ♥ on Fri, 30 May 2008 07:24:00 PST

No, i dont settle for less than i deserve

.the reason to why i've only been dating chicks, because guys just cant satisfy me anymore... yeah they're cute, but i'm sooo sorry i have my own problems, and you're not planning on becoming one. i g...
Posted by ♥ sunflower sutra (kay-ruhn) ♥ on Thu, 29 May 2008 02:50:00 PST

"Take the cotton out of your ears and put it in your mouth" the advice i will take.

so life isn't as hard as i thought.... i just made it hard for my own pitty pot convinience. i guess i cant complain, i'm loved by those that matter. I'm starting to have a job that I like, and ...
Posted by ♥ sunflower sutra (kay-ruhn) ♥ on Wed, 28 May 2008 11:51:00 PST

i still mrise..

so i'm back to the new swing of things. i feel ready to be functional i'm proud of myself, i've come very far... despite all the struggles i still stand. namaste!...
Posted by ♥ sunflower sutra (kay-ruhn) ♥ on Sun, 11 May 2008 11:48:00 PST

You're racing with the wind You're flirting with death

Oh my.... I'm not back.... thanksgiving? thanks for calling? yeah in another lifetime... friendships? questionable. I miss walking by the grass.... I wish I could just run... and say fuck the ...
Posted by ♥ sunflower sutra (kay-ruhn) ♥ on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 09:55:00 PST

dreams......

damn..... i already know this shit's fucked up but im about to be through with whatever happened a while ago with me being confused......damn i should have given _____ another chance... i fucked ...
Posted by ♥ sunflower sutra (kay-ruhn) ♥ on Tue, 09 May 2006 02:14:00 PST

You Are My Wild Child.....

this weekend was nice.. lisa is much nicer and cooler than previously described.... she rocks.. appereantly he felt uncomfortable with me chilling with them... which is lame if you ask me....and me an...
Posted by ♥ sunflower sutra (kay-ruhn) ♥ on Sun, 16 Apr 2006 09:37:00 PST

FUCK.....the sound of not settling.(that's just the way it is...things will never be the same)

and the sad thing is...... i want him so much right now... yet.... i'm indifferent... i want to.....i want to...... FUCK IT I DONT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK I WANT! ...
Posted by ♥ sunflower sutra (kay-ruhn) ♥ on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 05:16:00 PST

sooo i just got back...

i miss my friend .... i fucked up and i wish i could like do something to make everything go back to normal... i think loosing a friend hurts more than like everything..... im done crying now but...
Posted by ♥ sunflower sutra (kay-ruhn) ♥ on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 07:43:00 PST

she looked at me and told me, i was the only.....

Me and swanky doodle are doing fantastic.... it was awesome laying in the back of his car and playing with his hair and his glasses..... and it was awesome how much he wasnt planning on doing be...
Posted by ♥ sunflower sutra (kay-ruhn) ♥ on Sat, 25 Mar 2006 12:27:00 PST