I'm everyones psychiatrist >P If u eva need some1 to talk too i'm here for u cuz I spit hot fire like dat. To find out morewww.xanga.com/oooaznronnieooo :] My goal is simple cuz I try to find my asian cantonese sistas n brothas out there inJersey..Chinese (cantonese) people are so rare in Jersey..specially from where I live. I'm a clean freak wellduh eagle eye, i'm azn..Igot the Purell hand sanitzer dispensor on my wall to prove it hahah..If I see dust i'mma wanna clean it, it gets madannoying..If I see dust in a spot i'm chilling at in my room, i'll clean it..that explains why only the computer side of myroom is clean..I ratha spend 10mins looking for the remote than to just change the channel on the TV. If I loss something, Iwill spend as much time as I can lookin for it or else it would annoy n bug the crap outta me..I may have a minor case ofOCD and ADD..not sure..cuz i'm a clean freak if the stuff is mine and people can tell me long stories but i'llstart to listen towards the end..(mostly to long stories but not all the time..depending on the material of the story) I listen to slow songs everynite while i'm sleepin..it's 15 hours worth of mellow songs..I loveRPG'scuz that's the only time you'll eva catch me reading..HuM 4 some reason, half my friends I know now..I use to hate..I couldbe a hater..but I need to grow up but at least i'm not as bad as before. But at first glance, I always seem to grillpeopleand show them I dun care (dun get offended)..but if you come up to me n start talking i'll be the nicest guy you'll evameet. I guess I put up afront cuz I dun like to be intimidated. I hate whenpeople keep things from me den I'd feel like an outsider..Jealousy is the worst feeling in the world to me..I hate itso muchcuz it seems as if I could neva run away from it..I'm prone to ask stupid question even though I already know theanswer tothem lOLz..it's like a childhood thing and u just have to get it out of yur system haha..I'm a clutz cuz 40% of thetime whenI do sutin I either fuck up or hurt myself doin it. (Don't trust me into doin anything) I have too much pride nego in me it's rediculous..half the time italways fuks my life over in situtations where I have to make a decisive choice on something. I'm scared to fail when Idothings. All that pride makes me be some1 i'm not and it gets me mad. Really hard to change but I try. I hate i.mingpeople ..as well cuz I feel like i'm bothering them and I feel like a bitch doin it lolz..once again the pride thing. I onlytreatpeople wit the same amount of respect that's given to me..mad dumb cuz when their mean to me, i'll do the same inreturn andthey be like "wtf? Ron yur sucha dick!!" I hate when people dun go through with things when they say they gonna doTHE MOST. I have MAJOR TRUST ISSUES Hard to find people to trust these days but as I grow older, I've became wiser from stories and hearing and see people how they really are..somewhat upsets me on how in reality that's how everybody is..I trust a very few people in my life..anywho..I'm chicken shit to explore on new things on my own sometimes. I'm adventurous but I have to drag some1 i'm close wit alongwit me at timesso I could do it..jus sometimes..I have this habitual problem where when I say something I already know it's gonna come outretarded cuz I can't seem to slow down when i'm talking. I'm still a kid at heart n like to make people laff. I say a lot ofdumb things even when I know wuts heading my way if I say it and sometimes that fob accent comes outta nowherehaha.."Yur SosexyFUL!" For some reason I remember like 70% of my childhood memory and it's scares the shit outta me haha Iremember thelittlest things even stuff when I was a BABY LIKE WOW RITE??! I like the feelin when you have that instant click witsomebodyand just know you'll be wit dem for a long long time. I dig candles on a warm nite and gazen at the stars wit theoppositesex. Love the feelin of a long ass hug :P not to mention when girls scratches my neck, arms, and back. (To all myboys out there i'm not hittin on yur girl when I ask them to do that for me in front of you lmao) I also love the soundof the air conditioner when the room is dark. Their's this thing me and my sister have togetha..atthedinner table we both have our left hands under the table and just eat wit our right hands..n we also like to scratch ourindex finger tip on sharp edges of things such as a folded corner of a pillow case or napkins..anything that makes it pointyand stiff. I get emo on my b-days..T.T I only like the daytime when there's sun out but i'm more of a nocturnaltype of guy..love warm nights :? All my life I thought of myself as being "invinsible" because I was always the youngest in my family and I never went through life threatening predicaments..I always thought to myself like I could never die but as I grew older, i'm changing and that i'm not invinsible. Reality hits me how my grandparents are passing away 1 by one and people I once knew leaving..So I try to grow up with my mentality and think about reality more often. I think pictures is the most valuable thing any1 can eva have..it's a memory withouthaving tovisualize it in your mind. Just a great feeling how u can share a memory and being able to see the same thing on the picturewit otha people. It's amazing how you can see how much you've grown n how friends come and go in your life..it's like youwere once in that chapter at 1 point in yur life..I guess in a sense when you look at a picture with certain people in it, itfeels as if they'll be a part of you no matta wut happens. It can capture the way we were but can't capture the way we are now..Sorry that was mad random n confusing but wuteva. Not tomention I am a REALLY REALLY random person. I say random things in weird predicaments. ANYWAZ, Last but not least,I suck witdirections. WAit!! & I also can't swim T.T loLz STFU WAIT WAIT MORE, I also have a hard time spelling "scissors"..HuMMwhatelse..the piano also intrigues me cuz it makes the best sound in the world..everytime I would listen to it or playitbrgs me away from life a lil..very soothing shit..I think that's it..WAIT WAIT WAIT I am the master at playing off somethingif I say and do something stupid..Like one time I was gonna give my boy a hand slap so I had my hands out and hedidn't see nwalked passed me and I ended up pointing at a window instead..For some reason, everytime I wear those japanese slippers, theyalways seem to break on me..I also have a stuffy nose most of the time..yea that's all folks...WAIT WAIT MORE MORE sike i'mdone for now haha.
