"you're unhappy becuz you think about the things you don't have and you don't appreciate the things you do have..."
"sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection.. you find that without overcoming those obstacles, you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart."
hi i'm vy, and i'm not an alcoholic anymore. i'm over it..
i've been through a lot of painful shit in the past..i just want to have fun again and make the best of what i've got. BUT this time it's all for ME cuz fuck you and you and you! MUAHAHAHAHA
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hahaaaaa =]
i trust NOBODY..and to get trust from me, you must earn it. but once you mess it up, you've lost it FOREVER.
oh yes, i'm the silliest wabbit of all silly wabbits. =]
family always comes first in my book. i love ALL of them before anything else. my family is the shit.
even though i live on the westside now, jersey will always be where my heart's at.. i do have plans of moving back to jersey in the near future though.. depends if that's where my heart will take me.. or wherever is for the best and MOST SAFE! ahah.
i don't know if it's fate..but i do know that ever since he came, i stopped regretting my past becuz you know that quote, "there is a reason for everything that happens..in time you will know why.." or something like that.. well, i think i've found those reasons, and i believe everything that had happened in my past was to lead me to him and him to me. so no regrets! he makes me happier than i am and he makes me happy when i'm sad, and you know how great it feels to wake up every morning knowing there is someone else thinking of you, missing you, and feeling the same way you feel or more..someone who you can look forward to at the end of a good or bad day... now i have another reason to try even harder..just so i can be with him. i hope he will be the one i get to spend my whole life with one day... i
i think, over analyze, care, and worry way too much...i've been through constant stress from minor to MAJOR stress over the years and never was there a time when i was stressfree after the age of 16. i'm 23 years old now and i still stress over ever little thing. that hasn't changed about me..i just can't help it! i seriously think this might be the cause of my death one day.
just shut up about who hates who and if someone hates you and if you hate someone for NO REASON other than thinking you're that special. why do people think they are the shit when they get hated on? and why do they hate people who think they're the shit? WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE!!!! just SHUT UP!
i can tell you what happened 6 years ago, but i can't tell you what happened yesterday becuz my short term memory SUCKS.
and a few more things...I HATE WEED! and i hate the number 28..cuz i'm sorry. but i love november 28th..hehe.. oh and i hate cheese! ewww.. but mozarella cheese are bomb..i love string cheese. all the other cheeses suck. i think people should show love and respect more often than they show hatred, envy, and bitterness just becuz they feel threatened that someone might be better than them. you're not perfect..nobody is perfect unless you're nobody. =] i love love LOVE animals!! i find microbiology to be the most interesting subject of all..it intrigues me! i love outerspace stuff and i enjoy learning about it. i HATE chemistry..it's the most evil subject of all time. fast and dangerous things can't scare me even if it can kill me.. the only things i'm afraid of are the dark, spiders and insects, scary movies with a lot of suspense even though i enjoy the thrill, being heart broken, and being unsuccessful..not in my career, but in life. and i'm extremely allergic to cocky people.
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if you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; be kind anyway.
if you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies; succeed anyway.
if you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; be honest and frank anyway.
what you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; build anyway.
if you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; be happy anyway.
the good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; do good anyway.
give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough; give the world the best you've got anyway.
you see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God; it was never between you and them anyway."
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"If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. Never let a man define who you are. You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two-way street. You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. I know...I've been through it many times before. This is not a broken heart talking, but a heart healed. :-)Find what truly makes you happy and treasure it. You only have yourself in this world."
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be yourself. it's not that serious.
"Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new end."