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NOTORIOUS★BEA

peace sign, index down.

About Me

What's good, world! The name's Brenda →
Far from average, and definitely not your typical 20 year old. I do like to have fun, although my fun is sought elsewhere than weekend parties and dancing on top of bars half naked. I'm a very easy going person with a very open mind. In cases for myself, I tend to always seek beauty in disasters. I try to try everything at least once before making judgments. I'm very liberal and outspoken with my emotions and thoughts and I definitely respect those who do the same. I have strange but very strong obsessions with the color red, Hello Kitty, skull & crossbones, and guys that can dance (I'm a sucka for bboys). I think too much, I feel too much. I am a little of many things and quite frankly, I don't care if you like it or not. I was not placed on this earth to please anyone but myself and I am fairly pleased with how I turned out so I'm sorry if I disappoint ya. Anything else, you'll just have to learn for ya self, homie. ;)

My Interests


I'd like to meet:

^ the three amigos!
^ my soul sistas for liiiiife
^ jimbo and his spiderman lookin' ass & big nate dogg
^ my brother nate & i

^ yeah, i whoop him all the time. he fears these bad boys *points to muscles*

Heroes:


My Blog

take the pain out of love and love won’t exist..

I saw the sweetest thing today. I was getting out of my car and heading towards the office when I see this old couple, maybe in their 70-80's walking ahead of me. The sun was beeeaaming down on all of...
Posted by NOTORIOUSBEA on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 10:04:00 PST

a hypocrites wish for happiness

I guess the only way to describe it is like I encased myself in a glass sphere and her every word was another sharp pin pricking away little by little until it shattered.  And even as I...
Posted by NOTORIOUSBEA on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 10:37:00 PST

10 turn ons & 10 offs.

This only took 20 minutes to do, it's funny because I didn't realize how passionate I was about the turn off's that I have. Hahah, pretty interesting. Some of you may already know these, and most-this...
Posted by NOTORIOUSBEA on Wed, 14 May 2008 10:07:00 PST

And then it fell apart, like it always does.

When someone has stayed in the darkness for too long, their eyes would eventually adjust to their surroundings, granting him the ability to see pretty much everything. And sometimes, he could even see...
Posted by NOTORIOUSBEA on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 02:32:00 PST

Make me high on lullabies, a melody for me to sway...

Yes it’s a new year and its 2008 already.  It seems like just yesterday that we were worried about the "millenium glitch" and all that. But why is it that it’s March already, three mo...
Posted by NOTORIOUSBEA on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 09:22:00 PST

You played your lead, and never once you failed.

I have thought extensively about it and decided that when I see there’s something in my life that needs to change, it’s better to begin to tackle it that...
Posted by NOTORIOUSBEA on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 12:00:00 PST

10 things that i love

I promised myself a long time ago that I would try to change my perception on things and life.. For those that know me, I'm a negative person. I'm the type who does not believe that good things happe...
Posted by NOTORIOUSBEA on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 11:04:00 PST

drawn towards the edge, do i assume i could fly?

Somehow it feels like... ...being on the edge of a cliff and holding your breath until the second before you pass out, then diving down, knowing that no one will be there to catch you....
Posted by NOTORIOUSBEA on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 12:44:00 PST

Just a thought...

There's a lot going on in the world at any given time when we are having a relaxing evening or tucking ourselves into bed yet we seem to think it all just stops with us from time to time. But the fire...
Posted by NOTORIOUSBEA on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 11:51:00 PST

Pardon me, as I burst into flames.

There are times when you feel like you can do anything, tell anything to anyone and not be hesitant about it. And those are the time when I'm alone, the times when I have so much on my mind and so mu...
Posted by NOTORIOUSBEA on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 10:10:00 PST