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Chellay

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About Me

Myspace Online Now IconsI am a mother, a writer and a singer. I strive to be a rock star but in the real world I am just a waitress. I love animals and my life is dedicated to them. I have 3 dogs, 4 cats, a rabbit, a ferret and an eight year old little boy. I am at the stage where the blinders come off and it scares the shit out of me. Internally I am twisted and most know it. I have a thought process and obsessive compulsive nature that is the fuel for me to continue. I do not believe in fairytales anymore. I cannot fathom that people cannot find it in themselves to be aware of how they walk all over each other. I may have been confused for awhile but I did not trample on one person's soul in my journey. My heart has left and come back so many times due to people's cruelty. I never judge others and I am learning that you have to. In order to keep your head above the frigid water, you must judge sometimes. You must be able to see their misguidance or ignorance and walk away. I have been labled Florence Nightengale for all the preaching and help I have offered to those without the right start. I cannot help anymore because they began to suck me dry. Life has been an interesting chain of events but I've learned that things happen for a reason. One lesson after the next. Why can't people be decent in their day to day?Then I met Brian in 2005 and we grew close fast. He was the first not to judge me. He allowed me to open up and be free to think and I then discovered myself through this journey. (THANK-YOU BRIAN!!!) Hopefully the stars allign for my one silent dream to come true....damn that soul stuff is deep....
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I am a poet--probably could be famous if I knew how to promote this attribute! I am a songwriter and I am a damn good singer! I love to read and obviously am into animals--they are my world!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I'd like to meet:

Musicians--specifically looking for a band to blend male and female lead vocals. Noone seems to want to let me even try out and I can certainly prove myself. Only people that strive for realism--no fake bitches here!!!!!!!!! Let the truth be told...............I really want to meet Tyra....Evanescence....and Madonna.
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Music:


Buried at PhotoCasket.comI am one of those "everything" music worshipers. I admit to having some interesting choices.... (I stilll have my NKOTB videos and yes even Hanson's Mmm Bop!)....I love it all and due to being an aspiring singer, I can find the beauty in every song, whatever it is. RESPECT and SUPPORT every musician!! I would describe my voice as similar to Stevie Nicks.Influences for my singing are: Janis Joplin, Madonna, Cyndie Lauper, Cranberries, Evanescence, Jewel, Melissa Etheridge, Sinead O'Connor, Tori Amos, Sarah McLachlan, Courtney Love, Bush, Chevelle, Fuel, Kittie, Garbage, Alice n Chains, Pearl Jam, No Doubt, Fleetwood Mac
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Other favorites include: Korn, Otep, Godsmack, Nirvana, Beastie Boys, Disturbed, Marilyn Manson, Tool, Perfect Circle, Taproot, Live, Tom Petty, Led Zepplin, NIN, Queen, Creedence Clearwater, U2, Stone Temple Pilots, Alanis Morrisette, Dido, Pussycat Dolls, Pantera, Deftones, Pink Floyd, Aerosmith, Enya, Rage Against the Machine, Type O Negative, TLC, Dave Matthews Band, Phil Collins, Motley Crew, Def Leppoard, Bon Jovi, R.E.M., Roxette, Critical Bill, Savage Garden, Shai, Stained, Orgy, Deadsy, Saliva, George Michael, Destiny's Child, Danity Kane, Cher, The Cardigans, Crazy Town, Celene Dion, Bad English, Counting Crows, Janet Jackson, Ace of Base, Smashing Pumpkins, Linkin Park, The White Stripes, Enigma, Dead Can Dance, George Michael, Toadies, Oasis, Michael Jackson, Eminem and many many more!!!
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Movies:

Any Johnny Depp movie made!!!! Dirty Dancing--Does something to my mind takes me far back in time! Grease--I can relate to Sandy! Crash--It has realism that everyone needs to see! A Bastard Out of Carolina--Insight for single mothers about step daddy sexual predators! Eye For an Eye--Intense! I wanted Keifer DEAD! Pearl Harbor--I had no idea history could be so interesting to watch on video! Where was this during history class? The Passion of Christ movie--Major visual I will carry with me forever.
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Television:


Buried at PhotoCasket.comI hate to admit it but I am addicted to reality TV. I use it to escape into "what if land", "fantasy land", or you could even say "my other life"! I have been known to watch to many talk shows and not age appropriate sitcoms. I watched the week of 2 hour back to backs on Dawson's Creek and by the end of the breakup of Dawson and Joey, I was in a standoff with my own relationship and apparantly my tactics became influenced by 9th grade immaturity! I was raised by Beverly Hills 90210....you can imagine my knowledge of drugs, sex, and whatever else I got from that show. NOTHING!!! But I named my son Branden Dawson----haha
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Books:

Everything and anything!
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Heroes:


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Jesus, Tyra Banks and people who give true realism and non judgement. It is hard to find those who will allow you the freedom to be yourself.
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My Blog

Stacy-X

It came in the form of a pill- The thrill of one's discovery Of it's own sweet will A destination unknown A fate untamed Always room for unseen change. Infected       &nb...
Posted by Chellay on Sun, 06 Aug 2006 12:08:00 PST

Sinful Self Love

Self love is sinful, it is successful. It is the fuel. It is the controlling factor. It is the rule. You cannot strive internally to fufill your personal gain. You must have the desire eternally to e...
Posted by Chellay on Sat, 20 May 2006 10:40:00 PST

Life

Your imperfections are what make you beautiful.
Posted by Chellay on Thu, 18 May 2006 09:05:00 PST

Pathetic

If you don't get out of the box you've been raised in, you won't understand shit.
Posted by Chellay on Wed, 17 May 2006 09:43:00 PST