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About Me

Well...the name is Ashley. I really don't know what to say other than the fact that I'm me. I'm real, and nothing less than that. I short, cute, funny, down to earth, entertaining, interesting, and smart. I have my goals and my dreams just like everyone else. I'm out here for me. Right now I'm being positive, I don't want any negative energy around me, so if thats what you bout just get off my page. I have a calling, I just simply strayed away like we all do, but look out world the chosen one is about to return...lol. Im dead serious though. We fall down, but its always best to just get back up.


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My Interests

I like to read, talk, and of course-shop!A deep yet interesting survey!

General
Name:: Ashley
Age:: 19
Height:: 4'9
Weight:: My business lol 15*
Sex:: Female
Finish it:
I am:: Wonderful
I wish:: Things were a little different
Life is:: As great as I want it to be
My first kiss:: Was not with the one it should of been with
Sometimes I can be:: A not so fun person to be around
I really want to:: Become a nurse some day
I love:: Robert Byrd
I hate:: The girl who broke his heart
My love is like:: Winning a million dollars
My heart is:: slightly tearing apart
Forever is:: how long I hope me and my love will be together
If I could be:: a eagle I would fly away
Dead:: Is so far a way
Here without you:: How would I breathe
I envy:: Hatas
I do cheerish:: Myself
Which is Worse?
Friend dying/or parent dying?: Parent
Losing all old memories/never being able to make new ones?: never being able to make new ones
being beat byt the one u love or being emotionally scared by the one u love: they are both bad
WHat would u do if:
Your bestfriend dies because of you?: Die
Your true love moved out of the country?: Dont know
if you were sexually abused?: I would kill him
if you were betrayed by someone you trusted or cared about?: I would retaliate
If you found out your bestfriend wanted to die?: I would make her change her mind
What would u do for a klondike bar?: Nothing
Questions:
Believe in second chances?: Yes sometimes
Afraid of death?: yes
WHat 5 things/people would u bring to a deserted island?: Confidential
What color describes your mood?: Blue
who would u die for?: I gotta think about that one
Would u rather be alone and rich or with friends and poor?: with friends and poor
Have you ever wanted to take anything back?: yes
What?: Lots of things
Ever experienced rage?: yes
Ever been abused by a signifigant other?: No
What hurts more words or actions?: words
Do you think danger is exciting?: Sometimes
Been emotionally abused?: yes
Do certain songs make you cry?: yes
Which ones?: sad songs
Ever made a hit list?: yes
Low self esteem?: I had it
Ever seen something that broke your heart?: yes
To whom do u run to when all else fails?: Jesus
What are some songs that mean everything to u?: Hmm
Favorite song lyrics?: hmmm
Have you ever hurt someone to make them see something?: yes
Most depressing song?: too many of them
Define love?: Feeling as though when they are gone you cant be without them.
Worst emotion in the world?: Love
If you repersented a deadly sin what would it be?: Lust
What are u looking for in life?: ME
Shits getting deep:
SOmeone that was presently a part of your life that you haven't seen in a: Cant think of anyone
while do u miss them?:
why?:
Can you tell your true love everything and he will still love you?: I hope so
If not then is he really your true love?:
Have you ever had someone in your life then made them invisible?: no
How old do u think u will be when u die?: dont want to think about it
How do u wanna die?: of old age
Whats the hardest thing u ever had to do?: Be with the one I love
What's your cure against your fear and your pain?: My love
Ever been in love so honest and sincere that u totally couldn't control it?: Yes
Ever love the person your with but been in love with someone else?: No
Could u fall asleep in your b/f g/f eyes like a waterbed?: yes
Do u feel empty and alone?: No
If you could take one hurtful thing back you have done in your life: Ummm
what would it be?: Thats a hard question
why?:
If there where 3 things you would die for what would they be?: Nothing
why?: Cuz
Look ahead 10 yrs where do u see yourself?: Happy
Out of nowhere have u ever just broke down and cried for no reason?: No
Look deep inside of your own eyes what do u see?: Fear of loosing the one I love
Like this survey?: Yes

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I'd like to meet:

The world, as long as you positive! I'M BORED, YOU'RE BORED, HERE ARE SOME RANDOM QUESTIONS.

ARE YOU CURRENTLY GROUNDED?: No
DO YOU SNORE?:Yes, Real Bad!!
ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?: I would consider myself to be both
WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?: God
AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC?: No
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV?: Not too interesting
DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?: I have
WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?: I was the cutest in my family
IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?: No
WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?: Dark Grey
IS BARBIE SEXY?: No
DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?: Yes sometimes
HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?: No and I never will
ANY SPECIAL TALENTS?: Making peoples days
WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?: I never had a real vacation
IS JAY LENO FUNNY?: No
CAN YOU SWIM?: I wish
HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVE "DONNIE DARKO"?: NO what is that
ARE YOU A VIRGIN?: No
DO YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE OZONE?: No
HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOSTIE POP?: Ask Lil Kim
CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?: No and I will never try
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?: Yes once
ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD?: No
DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENERS?: Both I guess
WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?: I dont really care
IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?: Yes
DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?: No not really
WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?: Nothing but ugly ppl
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID "I LOVE YOU"?: 15 minutes ago
IS TUPAC STILL ALIVE?: I believe so
DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?: No why would I?
HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?: Scramble
ARE BLONDES DUMB?: Extra dumb
WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?: Next to the other one
WHAT TIME IS IT?: 2:46 I shouldnt know that
DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?: I cant tell u them tho
IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?: No
WHO'S YOUR HERO?: Me, myself and I
ARE YOU IN LOVE?: Yes with the love of my life
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?: A few minutes ago
DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?: showers
IS SANTA CLAUSE REAL?: NO
DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED?: yes
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?: Yes
WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?: Nothing
CRUNCHY PEANUT BUTTER OR REGULAR?: regular
CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?: I think so
HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?: Yes
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?: once
IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?: Yes of course
ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?: yes
WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?: Brown
HOW LOUD DO YOU SNEEZE?: Why does that matter
DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?: Yes I guess
WHAT'S YOUR BEST FRIEND'S NAME?: Jessica
WHO'S BETTER: STONE COLD OR THE ROCK?: The Rock
ARE YOU PSYCHIC?: No but I wish
HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?: No
DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?: No
CAN YOU SKATEBOARD?: No
HAVE YOU EVER STOLEN ANYTHING?: Yes we all have
DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?: No
ARE YOU HORNY?: Hmmmmmmm
DO YOU SNORT WHEN YOU LAUGH?: No
DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?: No
ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?: No
DO YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?: Yes
WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSEPAD?: Dell
CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?: I can attempt
ARE YOU A RACIST?: No
DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES?: Yes
IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY?: No its hot
DOES SIZE MATTER?: Umm not going to answer that
WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?: maccaroni and chicken
DO YOU WEAR NAIL POLISH?: Sometimes
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KISSED?: Yes
WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?: That twizzler commercial
DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?: I cant afford it

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Music:

I love R&B and Hip Hop or Rap. I also love gospel!

Movies:

Remember the Titans is my favorite

Television:

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Books:

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Heroes:

God of course 4 he died and he didnt have to!

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