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About Me


Leonard Cohen - The Dealer
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PBbk9laJfsw
The Stranger Song Lyrics
It's true that all the men you knew were dealers
who said they were through with dealing
Every time you gave them shelter
I know that kind of man
It's hard to hold the hand of anyone
who is reaching for the sky just to surrender.
And then sweeping up the jokers that he left behind
you find he did not leave you very much
not even laughter
Like any dealer he was watching for the card
that is so high and wild
he'll never need to deal another
He was just some Joseph looking for a manger
He was just some Joseph looking for a manger.
And then leaning on your window sill
he'll say one day you caused his will
to weaken with your love and warmth and shelter
And then taking from his wallet
an old schedule of trains, he'll say
I told you when I came I was a stranger
I told you when I came I was a stranger.
But now another stranger seems to
want you to ignore his dreams
as though they were the burden of some other
O you've seen that man before
his golden arm dispatching cards
but now it's rusted from the elbow to the finger
And he wants to trade the game he plays for shelter
Yes he wants to trade the game he knows for shelter.
You hate to watch another tired man
lay down his hand
like he was giving up the holy game of poker
And while he talks his dreams to sleep
you notice there's a highway
that is curling up like smoke above his shoulder
And suddenly you feel a little older.
You tell him to come in sit down
but something makes you turn around
The door is open you can't close your shelter
You try the handle of the road
It opens do not be afraid
It's you my love, you who are the stranger
It is you my love, you who are the stranger.
Well, I've been waiting, I was sure
we'd meet between the trains we're waiting for
I think it's time to board another
Please understand, I never had a secret chart
to get me to the heart of this
or any other matter
Well he talks like this
you don't know what he's after
When he speaks like this,
you don't know what he's after.
Let's meet tomorrow if you chose
upon the shore, beneath the bridge
that they are building on some endless river
Then he leaves the platform
for the sleeping car that's warm
You realize, he's only advertising one more shelter
And it comes to you, he never was a stranger
And you say ok the bridge or someplace later.
And then sweeping up the jokers
that he left behind
you find he did not leave you very much
not even laughter
Like any dealer he was watching for the card
that is so high and wild
he'll never need to deal another
He was just some Joseph looking for a manger
He was just some Joseph looking for a manger.
And leaning on your window sill
he'll say one day you caused his will
to weaken with your love and warmth and shelter
And then taking from his wallet
an old schedule of trains
he'll say I told you when I came I was a stranger
I told you when I came I was a stranger.

My Interests

making art out of shit i find in the trash, bitching about politics, bad jokes, getting drunk and playing guitar for hours while my roommate tries to sleep, flarp (pffffffft!)

I'd like to meet:

people who understand the concept of symbiosis and honesty.

Music:

i like to listen, sing, and play whether i know the song or not
http://www.youtube.com/user/borgia6

Movies:

horror fanboy...Parents, day of the dead, dawn of the dead (both of 'em), night of the living dead, gore whore, TROMA TROMA TROMA, re-animator, brain dead, lost in translation, nbk, bride of reanimator, beyond reanimator, harold & maude, brain candy, Slither, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, anything by todd haynes or todd solondz, john waters movies without chicken fucking, mst3k, citizen kane...does anybody honestly give a shit about what my favorite movies are?
and here's my uncle jimmy (my gramma's brother) in Dead & Buried:

he looks like my gramma with a chin implant

Television:

nope...except for Trailer Park Boys. Did anyone else notice that drunk bastard Jim Lahey in the new Stuart Gordon movie???

Books:

Everybody Poops (of course), Geek Love by Katherine Dunn (read it, you'll be glad you did), anything by Douglas Coupland, Helter Skelter (obvious), The Otherland series by Tad Williams, Philip K. Dick

Heroes:

Tom Savini. Ruth Gordon. My dad. David Langford. Matthew Mungle. Mike McCracken. Chris ain't bad either...thanks, brotha.

My Blog

Garage sale 1 this weekend, Friday through Sunday

In preparation for my move to Portland, my first garage sale will be happening this weekend, Friday-Sunday @ 7 a.m.  I will be going through the crap that I have been hoarding as the sale happens...
Posted by another jen on Wed, 10 Sep 2008 12:38:00 PST

Official page for Ocean Park Halloween Bash 2008

What Chris and I have been killing ourselves in pre-production for.  Not bad, eh?OP 08 Halloween Bash...
Posted by another jen on Tue, 09 Sep 2008 10:31:00 PST

"In Dreams" by Roy Orbison

A love letter is a bullet from a fucking gun! ...
Posted by another jen on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 01:16:00 PST

Always Somewhere by The Scorpions

The power ballad gods.  A song so good, i listen to it in Loretta Cheyenne: ...
Posted by another jen on Wed, 27 Aug 2008 07:16:00 PST

Daniel by Elton John-i miss my dad

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Posted by another jen on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 03:13:00 PST

Eric Gebhardt’s Blues in London column-and they used my photo!

    http://www.bluesinlondon.com/features/feat_eric_01.htmlEnriq ue, you didn't tell me they used one of my photos from Back Booth!  I'm so proud!  And, god, i remember that br...
Posted by another jen on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 02:55:00 PST

Vote for Red Mouth/Eric Gebhardt & Pegasus Records

I voted for everything Red Mouth/Eric Gebhardt & Pegasus Records.  Though Bryan Ferris and Cody were against each other in the same category....argh!http://www.wlaythesound.com/pages/1551831.. ..
Posted by another jen on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 02:25:00 PST

How many goats are you worth? Stupid, racist, funny-as-hell internet quiz

I can't post an image to my blog from imageshack, for some reason, but, apparently, i am worth 5 goats, aka marriage material.  But it's not very specific about what region I would be worth such ...
Posted by another jen on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 09:01:00 PST

"All I Need" by Radiohead

This video hurts I am the next act waiting in the wingsI am an animal trapped in your hot carI am all the days that you choose to ignoreYou are all I needYou are all I needI am in the middle ...
Posted by another jen on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 09:51:00 PST

Total Eclipse of the Heart by Bonnie Tyler

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Posted by another jen on Tue, 19 Aug 2008 11:26:00 PST