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angel

'and in case you were wondering.. you are everything to me.'

About Me


Free Countdown Clocks at WishAFriend.com ..its time to wipe the slate clean...
yea... soo no more tokin for me. [i surrender! cops are just too damn bored these days... im out]
it just doesnt seem worth it anymore... plus its about time i grew up a little... and become a positive influence to my younger siblings.
right now im really trying to get my life back together... and figure out who the hell i am now... and were im gonna go in life.
its about damn time right...?
besides all that... i guess im just your not-so-typical south jersey girl.
i have an obsession with dying my hair...[i just cant leave it the hell alone] so there probably isnt too many colors i havent tried. :x
i have quite a few tattoos and piercings... and i definitely plan on getting more... if you're not into that... dont talk to me.
plain and simple.
and also if you havent noticed... im kinda boyish... i know... [the chicks dig it
my main goal right now is to clean the hell up... and get on with my life... escape to the city...
dear jersey...youre wearing me thin these days
"you can take the girl out of jersey ... but you'll never take the jersey out of the girl ."

My Interests

music!!! .girls.fire.
piercings.short hair.androgyny.
shiny metal objects.kissing in the rain.hoodies.
tattoos.boxer briefs. wawa .body mods.hi-top converse cats.shoes.black
eyeliner.
spontaneity.
chapstick.guaged ears.black socks.cuddling.art.clear nail polish.hemp necklaces.taco bell[late night trips].marlboro menthol 100s.wife beaters[the shirts, idiot].cold weather.driving around.long talks.writing.
stars psychology.
butterflies.the color blue.sharp objects. being yourself
*i live for the nights i won't remember... with the friends ill never forget*

I'd like to meet:

...and you wrapped your legs around me.. and buried yourself into arms.. like that spot was made just for you.. im glad its a perfect fit..this weekend will live forever in my memories. [i hope there is more to come] :thinking of you:

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people that i can just hang out with.. i could use a few new faces around these days.. anyone that loves music.. body mods..
people who are real

Music:

korn!!![old stuff].nirvana.jeffrey *fucking* starr.the dresden dolls.god-des&she.limp bizkit.northstar boys night out.tegan&sara.jack off jill.otep DEFTONES!.flyleaf.
icp twiztid good charlotte[they honestly used to have some pretty good unreleased older songs..before they sold out].
BLINK 182 brand new.dashboard confessional.thrice.311
.... **oh man.. theres just soo much stuff that i listen to.. its hard to list it all.. im pretty much open to anything/everything to do with music... music=life **

Movies:

slc punk .hackers.the secret window.the craft.the glass house.hocus pocus3.house of 1000 corpses.underworld[all].mr&mrs smith.garden state.napolean dynamite.the wedding crashers.the island.ET.fire in the sky.field of dreams.me,myself & irene[pretty much anything with jim carey in it]. &nbsp ^theres a hell of alot more but im totally drawing a blank at the moment. ill update as i remember.

Television:

nick@nite/tvland,the L word,A&E,anything on the discovery channel..,CSI[all],spongebob[yea.. i like cartoons].. king of queens,aqthf, yo momma,parental control,whose line..., etc etc.. id say a healthy mix of laughter and thought provoking shows.. anything that can hold my interest.

Books:

anything by edgar allan poe

My Blog

Suicide Girls

ive been accepted since like november/december'ish.. but my 1st set got rejected.. and im eligible to send another one in on march 19th... wish me luck.. im real excited.. maybe this one will go live....
Posted by angel on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 08:03:00 PST

[i wish there was any] beauty in the breakdown

soo im having another one of my 'hating myself and my whole situation' breakdowns. i dont think i have ever felt soo stuck and/or worthless in my life. i dont get it.i cant seem to find a job anywhere...
Posted by angel on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 09:43:00 PST

Soulmate

leave it to me to find a soulmate that lives so far away..a woman thats absolutely perfect for me.. so much so, that i can hardly say. shes everything ive hoped for.. all that ive ever dreamed..she ma...
Posted by angel on Wed, 15 Nov 2006 09:00:00 PST

***random pics***... new piercings.

  *** top cartilage; left ear***   ***extended traegus-to-orbital; right ear***   *** tattoo i did [hand plucked] on the back of my little brothers neck***  ...
Posted by angel on Thu, 20 Apr 2006 08:46:00 PST

old... and it used to be dedicated... but i still like this one alot...

sometimes things just dont make sense.like im stuck inside a math exam...where the numbers just dont add up.i've checked all of my work...i've studied all the notes.the clock is ticking away...and all...
Posted by angel on Mon, 13 Feb 2006 01:41:00 PST

ugly

ill never be a super model...never a beauty queen.ill never make the covers of those mainstream magazines. i guess you think im ugly...and everyone else does too.i guess its cool to check out other gi...
Posted by angel on Mon, 13 Feb 2006 01:38:00 PST

wrote this a few months ago... *true story*

-im taking back everything ive ever said.- i guess im just never gonna be good enough to just be"somebodys somebody." they are always looking for more... looking for what is... i guess...everything il...
Posted by angel on Mon, 13 Feb 2006 01:35:00 PST

in this cage

in a conversation with an old friend one night... he advised me to 'remember to keep your heart in a box'...as usual... i joked it off by saying 'no way... i keep it in a steel cage'... in an attempt ...
Posted by angel on Mon, 13 Feb 2006 01:33:00 PST

watch out

somewhere around my 20th birthday...more like... 19 going on 90...i realised that the 5 yr old inside had to lay down and take a nap... and just keep dreaming for awhile.that... "once upon a time" and...
Posted by angel on Mon, 13 Feb 2006 01:32:00 PST

out of love.

so im over it. no more tears to cry.   our first kiss felt like our last. felt just the same. less than i expected. less than i had hoped.   for years i wanted nothing more than to hold you....
Posted by angel on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST