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Tsunami Bomb - Swimming Through Molasses
There's a light inside my head
Flickering but almost dead
My will to be awake
Covered in two tons of sand
More weighed down than when I began
Impossible to get up now, it's too late
And I feel like moving on
And I feel like getting on with life
To feel the presence of the sun on my face
Is what I need to smack those cobwebs into shape
My room is an empty cave
Darkness swallows up the day
The shades are always drawn
Skin as pale as dirty soap
Eyes that do nothing but close
Can't even see that my love of life is gone
Oh, outside my bed it's cold
Each day I'm swimming through molasses
How will I wipe the sawdust from my eyes?
Each day I'm swimming through molasses
   
im simple in the most complicated ways. i could spend days telling you endless facts, theories, and fears...and get no where. so heres the watered down, top of my head, slightly influenced version...theres two sides to me
not in some crazy multiple personality way
more like a yin and yang kind of way
i act tough on the outside. inside im just the opposite.
...though lately my skins not the only thing getting thicker..
Im a sucker for a heart
I'll dance right into your slaughter house if you play me right
im constantly thinking, my mind is an endless circle, always moving.
constantly observing, i could get lost in a blade of grass, become fasinated by a floating speck danicing gracefully on an invisible breath of air.
but sometimes im blind to the obvious..
i live for the here and now
its not always easy, sometimes i stray. but something always pulls me back to my feet when i stumble
speaking of beliefs, mine are scattered.
i lean towards Buddhism, but theres a lot of other random additions mixed in.
some my own, some borrowed
my religion is philosophy
i work with my hands
[insert dirty joke here, I know you're thinkin it]
but seriously, im hands on
i love to build, create, in many ways
write, draw, paint, play, sculpt
whatever my inspiration calls for
im forgiving.
we're all pieces of each other
but my trust is fragile these days.
you may have to break down some walls
im open minded
i can consider everything. but thats not always a good thing
if i was stranded on a desert island with a solar powered stereo and a magic monkey told me i could have just one wish, it would be to have every Phish album ever made. just thought youd like to know
i dont judge the way most people do
assumptions can be misleading
im addicted to seltzer water
im not ignoring you, i just sleep with my eyes open
music is a huge part of my life
im always living to a beat
wether its in my head, in the air, or pumping out of your speakers
yeah, i can throw
im not afraid of a sense of humor
my humor varies widely, not everyone shares it
the way i see it, if you cant laugh, you cant live
90% of my waking life is fueled by humor
if you're not laughing we have a problem
STOP IDLING DAMNIT!!
i want to see the world. i want to see every natural beauty it has to share
i want to get out
but i dont always know how to step past my front door and embrace the public
im wacked out
or so some people say
basicaly, im bipolar.
medicated, but still bipolar
my scars are too multiple to count. i keep them close to my heart
they're beautiful
one by one they get covered with ink or faded with time
but never forgotten
i drink a lot
its legal
well. almost legal.
im random as hell
sometimes it takes a lot of concentration to follow me
my brian just has issues
im passionate. something only my close friends really see
but enough about me (its about damn time) tell me about YOU =)
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